new phase

yes, a new phase of life from now on.
graduating from poly is not something happy, as what we had thought 3 years ago, when we just started out.

bittersweet. love-hate situation.
yes it is exactly how my feelings are. sweet for the fact that school's officially out. bitter for the fact that it'll be a whole new world, life and friendships and relations. ending school is like starting out again. we search high and low for what we want in life.

now we have to make choices.
which schools to apply for, which course to apply for. to take a scholarship or not? to work for a year first or to take up part time jobs while waiting for the uni applications.

no more school, no more cca committments.
we come and go, it's all about passion towards your cca now. you wanna come, you come, you wanna leave, you leave. it's up to you whether to support or not, whether to commmit or not, whether to set a good example to your juniors or not.

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i guess at times like this, my thinking is like naive? the things i expect are simple and straightforward. and all i want of the seniors is to, set a good example, give moral support, show our enthusiasm towards this band.

oh well, i should really consider the fact that different people have different perspectives and different people look at things differently. what i expect doesn't mean that people will expect the same things. but the simplest and most basic of all, is to keep your word and not make empty promises.

if you say you will be like this and not follow in the steps of the other, show that you mean your words. i'm utterly disappointed in you. maybe you didn't like what you did last time, but hey, doesn't mean you should build your happiness on top of another's misery right?

you promised, you said that, but you failed.
maybe i didn't know you well enough, or maybe you hid your true thoughts well enough, too well. but this isn't the you i knew. ha, maybe now i'm starting to see things more clearly?

otherwise, give me a good reason.
but i doubt i will get that reason outta your mouth hahahah

ok benefit of doubt, you got talked into it. but where's the good example? oh okay, or maybe it was just once. there won't be any more next time(s).

ok we shall see..