; REALITY HITS HARD

Friday, November 28, 2008

人往往向开不了的门冲, 且永远地忽略一扇永远为他而开的门. 我想我再也没有什么期待了吧. 因为一但有了期待, 就会有失望.


i'm tired alr. i just wanna be myself. i just wanna care for myself. i feel like shutting up forever. isolation haa i don't give a damn anymore.

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things are turning. my life is changing. it's tiring me, trying to be strong, trying to be... strong. i'm losing strength.

i just need a shoulder to lean on.

jolenekoh(:

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Wednesday, November 26, 2008

everything is about you, her, you, her, you, her.
so why bother in the first place?

sometimes i just wish i can get both of you outta my life.

jolenekoh(:

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Monday, November 17, 2008

A North Korean Army soldier watches the South Korean side at the border village of Panmunjom, South Korea. North Korea's intransigence over verification of its nuclear program is likely aimed at extracting more aid from the countries seeking to disarm the Stalinist state, South Korean Foreign Minister Yu Myung-hwan said. (AP Photo/Ahn Young-joon)

how sad, when one korea, becomes two; north & south.

A little girl waits for Islamic prayers to start near the house from where Israeli police had evicted a Palestinian family in an east Jerusalem neighborhood. A court has ruled that the home belongs to a Jewish family. The eviction order was handed down despite protests by the United States and human rights groups. (AP Photo/Tara Todras-Whitehill)

i don't quite get what it's trying to depict, but i love the girl's rosy cheeks.

Motherless orphans and lost children rest at the Don Bosco Ngangi center in Goma, eastern Congo. Fighting in Congo intensified in August and has since displaced at least 250,000 people despite the presence of the largest U.N. peacekeeping force in the world. U.N. officials say both the rebels and government troops have committed crimes against civilians.(AP Photo/Jerome Delay)

definitely a sad scene.

A woman visits the Berlin Wall Memorial at Bernauer Strasse in Berlin. As it was the 19th anniversary of the fall of the Berlin Wall people put flowers in the cracks of the wall to commemorate the victims. (AP Photo/Franka Bruns)

Horses are silhouetted against the rising sun as they stand on a meadow near Dresden, eastern Germany. (AP Photo/Matthias Rietschel)

nice picture (:

Peter Eastgate of Denmark poses with a pile of cash after winning the World Series of Poker championship in Las Vegas. Eastgate won more than $9 million. (AP Photo/Isaac Brekken)

WAH I WANNA BE HIM!
MILLIONAIRE! lol
:D

disclaimer: pictures were taken from MSN.com.sg, news section (pictures in news)

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random i know (:

jolenekoh(:

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Sunday, November 16, 2008

after telling you 'no', i read the blog and i realise, shld we really leave them in the lurch? ahhhhh dilemma! commitments, will we be able to cope!?

i really feel bad leaving them in the lurch, but there's nothing much i can do! choosing one between two, so difficult!

HELP!




other things? i don't wanna care anymore. if they call, they called. if they didn't call, then we'll just have a gathering luh! aiya, heck!

i'm in a spending mood td. haha

jolenekoh(:

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Saturday, November 15, 2008

I HATE YOU!
ARGH!
):

jolenekoh(:

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Friday, November 14, 2008

Post #800

td's train ride home was longgggggggggggg.
i just slept throughout.

was browsing through fb just now and i went into my pri sch's fb acct and decided t click on my pri sch's website URL. i looked through the web and saw the teachers' names. some familiar names still there, like mr. hassan, ms rosemarie wong..

most of them are unfamiliar names though.

and i realise how much i miss peiying!
the music room, the AVA rooms, the fish ponds, the canteens, the carparks assembly, the porch where we play during recesss and gather aft that, the classrooms, etc!

and i'm proud t say that my batch was one of the pioneer batches t try out the rock climbing tower in sch when it first got built.

alright, time for sleep.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY
TRICIA AU-AU-AU-AU-AU-AU-AU-YONGGGGG :D

jolenekoh(:

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Monday, November 10, 2008

i wanna go back to school.
like totally badly ):

jolenekoh(:

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Friday, November 07, 2008

i feel like blogging.
but i don't know what t say.

time just whhheeeeze passt us very quickly,
just when we needed time the most.

everyday, 24 hours, just 'POOF' and disappears.
someone teach me better time management please.
when there's attachment, and many other stuff you wish t do.

ahhhhh i need 72 hours a day now! lol
8 hours at work.
37 hours at play.
12 hours of sleep.
15 hours with family.
7 hours of band.

ok i'm talking nonsense HAHAHAHAHA

I MISS MY FRIENDS LUHHHHHHHHH!

just like td, i haven't seen maysichan for so long luh! then supposed to take photo with her td, BUT! got work yet t finish so, need t finish off by td. check the show directory. gawk. no choice luh, cause URGENT URGENT work need t help complete :/

MY FRIENDSSSSSSSSSS!!!

jolenekoh(:

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Sunday, November 02, 2008

感触好多

好多的不舍..
每当我想到四个月后会发生的事, 我就有很多很多的不舍.

想到将来不知道未来会如何.
不知道未来还会不会和莫些人再见面.
不知道未来会往哪一条路道迈向.

这三年, 说长不长, 说短不短.
天下无不散之宴席.
好朋友, 好搭党, 好老师.
一切一切, 会变成灰吗?
会变成记忆而已吗?

最舍不得的..

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我很好奇, 当处你的想法是什么? 怎样说放弃就放弃, 说走就走? 你好勇敢地面对一切的伤心与心痛. 经过了以前所发生的事, 我不知道我还有没有像以前的勇感与勇气..

我害怕这一次我不会和往常一样. 这一次如果再跌, 恐怕我不能再站起来了. 但我常有一个, 会跌的感觉. 三年前发生的事, 我永远不会忘记; 但我好希望一切没有发生过.

为什么我就不能走出以前所发生的一切?!

我好想从新在来过一次.
不必回到三年前.
就从新地过今年, 我就会心满意足吧.

jolenekoh(:

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i'm staring at my laptop, procrastinating.
too much in my mind,
i don't know where t start.

teach me how t get rid of everything.
i just wanna be happy again.

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christmas is coming, in another 1 month and 23 days time. what will it be like this christmas?
my birthday is in 22days time, i wanna spend it with you.

jolenekoh(:

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我真的搞不懂你在想什么.
我已经开始不喜欢一些人了.

我怕到最后我会很恨你...

怎么办?

jolenekoh(:

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