; REALITY HITS HARD

Wednesday, May 31, 2006

lalalalala. everything`s back to normal.
(((:

my ICA1 are all over.
now is relaxing time. haha

but i lazy to blog.
HAHA.

((:

jolenekoh(:

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Monday, May 29, 2006

i feel nothing.
i`ve numbed.

but i`m thinking a lot.

help me.

*numbed*

i`m laughing my days away.

jolenekoh(:

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POM ICA td was quite alright.
i could rmb the specific words.
but as for the specific definitions.. well, i have a lil` prob recalling.
HAHA. but overall it was alright.

econs ICA tmr.
gonna study soon.

sigh.

i`m so down. but i`ll be up very soon.
ooh well, how shld i react?
=/

so many things revealed.

---

suddenly i miss pjcsb sooo much.
they`ve stepped down.
and i have a cert too!!!

so happy (:

i miss my pig.
yupp we`ll meet up real soon.
we are just so busy with sch work.
):

and hopefully i can meet hui on fri.
yiin too (:

miss them dearly.
life`s SO DIFFERENT without them.

if only i can rewind to dec 2005.
where all my happiness are bound tgt with my beloved friends and BIG BIRD!!
(:

havent met big bird eh. hopefully i can go for ummi`s concert.

*ANYONE WANNA GO FOR SEMBAWANG WIND CONCERT ?? I`VE GOT A TICKET TO SELL*

jolenekoh(:

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Sunday, May 28, 2006

i read this 2 interesting para fr my friend`s blog. take a look.

Don't dwell on the past

Whatever the past was, it's gone. There is nothing you can do to change anything that has gone before and so you must turn your attention to the here and now. It is hard to resist the allure of dwelling on what has gone before. But if you want to be successful in your life, you have to turn your attention to what is happening for you right now. You might be tempted to dwell on the past because it was awful or because it was wonderful. Either way, you have to leave it behind because the only way to live is in the present.

If you're revisiting the past because of regrets, then you need to be clear that you can't go back and undo what you've done. If you hang on to guilt, you're only damaging yourself. We've all made bad decisions that have adversely affected people around us that we professed to love but whom we treated disgracefully. There isn't anything you can do to wipe the slate clean. What you can do is to resolve not to make such bad decisions again. That's all anyone can ask of us - that we acknowledge where we messed up and are trying our hardest not to repeat the pattern.

If the past was better for you and you hanker after your glory days, then learn to appreciate the memories but also move on and put your efforts into finding a different kind of good time right now. If it truly was better back then (take off those rose-tinted spectacles for a minute), maybe you can analyse exactly why - money, power, health, vitality, fun, youth. Then move on to find other avenues to explore. We all have to leave good stuff behind and find new challenges, new areas to inspire us.

Everyday that we wake up is a fresh start and we can make of it what we want, write what we want on that blank canvas. Keeping that enthusiasm going can be tough - a bit like trying to take up exercise. The first few times are impossibly hard but if you persevere, then one day you find you're jogging, walking, swimming without conscious effort. But getting going is really tough and requires immense powers of concentration, enthusiasm, dedication and perseverance to keep at it.

Try to see the past as a room seperate from the one you live in now. You can go in there but you don't live there anymore. You can go visit but it isn't home anymore. Home is here now. Each second of this present is precious. Don't waste any drops of precious time by spending too much time in that old room. Don't miss what is happening now because you were too busy looking back, or later you'll be busy looking back at this time and wondering why you wasted it. Live here, live now, live in this moment.

Live here, live now, live in this moment

Don't be afraid to dream

There should be no limit to dreams.

Plans have to be realistic; dreams don't.

Dreams are harmless. Don't limit them! You are allowed to dream as high, as wide, as big, as extravagant, as impossible, as wacky, as silly, as bizarre, as unrealistically nonsensical as you want.

You are allowed to wish for anything you want as well. Look, wishes and dreams are all private affairs. It is a private thing between you and... that's it. Between you and absolutely no one else at all.

The only note of caution here - is to be very careful of what you do wish for, what you dream of, it might just come true. And where would you be then?

A lot of people think dreams have to be realistic to be worth dreaming about. But that's a plan and that is something quite different. Have plans and take logical steps to make them come to fruition. Dreams are allowed to be so improbable that they are never likely to come true. And don't go thinking you'll never achieve anything by sitting around day-dreaming all day. Some of the most successful people have also been those who have dared to dream the most. It isn't a conincidence.

---

sigh. i`m drowning in my own laughter and tears now.
i need a shoulder to lean on.
but where is it?

it`s complicated but yet so simple at times.
why can`t it just ne simple ALL the times?
why has it got to be me?

so distant.
so distant..

jolenekoh(:

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lemme talk bout fri first.
it`s the 1st day of band camp.
before that, in the morning, i woke up at 8am to complete my hw.
see how good a student i am?
HAHA then i met my dearly-missed ummi for lunch at casueway.
took the opportunity to pass her her birks too.
damn, miss her so much can?

anw it wasn`t really a lunch.
cause i didn`t eat.
it`s like this for 2 days alr can. i didn`t eat for 2 days str8, breakfast, lunch and dinner. i just couldn`t eat. once i see food, i wanna vomit. BUT i am sure that it`s not anorexia.
):

yup then i went to meet huimin at yck at ard 3, and we headed down to TOWN!!
haha she bought a brazil worldcup series tanktop fr New Urban Male.
haha and we took NEOPRINTS. yepp yepp. so happy (((:
marcus is so angry that we didn`t ask him along.
haha ooh well, he didn`t call me.
*smirks*

haha and guess what? cause i had to print some sch work at the printing shop, huimin and i rushed back to sch by cab. BUT we just couldn`t get a cab.
we were like cursing and swearing again. HAHA.
finally aft like 15 to 20 mins, we hopped onto one and off to sch we went.
we were sweating like hell even before the camp start.
-_________-

yup and i didn`t eat dinner again.
sigh. i better be myself again.
camp was alright overall, just that i wasn`t feeling REAL HAPPY bout everything.
or rather, i was pretty sad.
shall not elaborate.

anw on fri night, huimin, marcus, william and i and a few others slept at the playground. HAHA yupp, the small lil` playgorund which is meant for kids to play in. so cool and so COLD. haha.

had fun but there`s a price to pay.
haha now i have blisters on my feet.

sat was the last day of camp.
i was dead beat.
so aft reaching hme at 4 plus, i went to sleep. and i only woke up ard 10am on sunday morning. HAHA yup which is td. and i wasted no time cause i had to study for my ICA. haha.

---

it was PJC college day on sat.
i should have went back.
but i was too tired aft camp.

ytd was the last performance for the yr2 members. sigh.
and i`m unhappy with the posting.
haha if i `m still in pjcsb.
:p but i think there`re better choices out there.

i`m not saying that the leaders are not good.
but for other posts, i think there`re better ones.
but what can i, or rather we, do? it`s all set and final.
we can only pray for the better.

now i don`t know when i`ll go back for band.

---

true love ain`t about how long u know each other, it`s about a special feeling that can`t be explained.

jolenekoh(:

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Friday, May 26, 2006

whoops i skipped econs lect ytd.
): haha.
errr joanne, if u`re reading this, don`t scold me.
anw the econs lect go also no use.
HAHA.
s and m pangsehed me and w.
grrrr.. sam always pangseh one loh.

yup. bought something for someone. eh aft giving her then say out better. HAHA. yupp yupp.
lalala~
reached hme at ard 10pm.
was dead beat. but aft bathing, i was awake again.
-__________-

ytd was HUIQI, HUIMIN and ADELINE`s birthday.
didn`t had time to come online and blog for them.
so here`s it now:

HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY TO YOU.
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY TO HUIQI, HUIMIN, ADELINE~
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY TO YOUUUU..

(((:

his smile so cute.
HA. i`m going nuts.

jolenekoh(:

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Wednesday, May 24, 2006

td was the band lunchtime concert.
but first was breakfast with huimin and marcus. oooh well, samuel was supposed to meet us too. but he overslept for like one hr plus lah!!
grrrr.. ooh well it`s partly due to the conference call that we had last night till 2am. HAHA!!

anw the lunchtime concert was relatively ok. just that i didn`t like the surroundings of the atrium. so much echo. in the end, i think the audience could like only hear a muffled band.
-________-

and i couldn`t pitch my octave #F td. I`M SO SAD.
):

anw i wanna thank yy, jj, xiuhui, xue and sarah for coming down. haha and THANKS TO PHY who stayed for the whole concert. the rest were rushing hme. haha
(: huggs

haha aft band i was so bloody tired can. mar and i stayed back cause we were waiting for huimin. haha she had a loooonnnggg talk with meiting. errr i don`t really know how to spell her name. haha. yupp and we talked crap all the way aft that.

and guess what? aft walking ALL THE WAY to yck stat, huimin actually said she can`t find her wallet!!
*freaked out* haha.
so we went ALL THE WAY back to nyp to the band rm. AND DO U KNOW HOW LONG IS THE DISTANCE FR YCK STAT TO BAND RM?

FREAKING FAR OKAYY!!!!

grrr.. haha but we continued to talk crap at food junction aft that. so yupp, td was a talk crap session. HAHA.

***

sigh. i haven`t been visiting my granny and grandpa. i feel SO BAD. i could visit them td, but i decided not to cause i`m bloody tired, mentally and physically. i don`t wanna entertain their qns, thou i know they care for me (:

so, SOON, i`ll vist them.
(:

***

oooh well,
*sigh*

she goes hme tgt with him.
):

blah blah blah and blah.
):

sigh. maybe he like her? or she like him?
blah blah blah and blah.

maybe i`m just thinking too much..
maybe..
maybe.

jolenekoh(:

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Monday, May 22, 2006

urps. my sister is acutally a regular customer of my blog!!! gosh. and she asked me who`s the HE. haha and i told her. HAHA.

oohh well, saw my sis td in the toilet. and i was like "EH?!" and she went "EH?!" haha. and she thought she was at hme!!! haha. my sis is so funny. and her friends kept looking at me when i went pass them, trying to get into my LT. haha. totally freaked out.

and i am so damn happy td!! saw him AGAIN. same place different spot. HAHA!!! and i spotted him first so i got very hyper. and i think we were kinda obvious. Lols.

blah blah blah blah. i`m just so happy.
(((:

but, on a bitter note, some people ard me ain`t feeling happy. they are feeling sad. sometimes when i get hyper and all, i feel kinda bad. cause they are feeling sad. but i hope my hyper-ness will get into them and maybe make them smile at my silly-ness !!

ooh well, stay happy people !!

*beams*

jolenekoh(:

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Sunday, May 21, 2006

sigh. is it her or is it him?
blah blah blah

damn i think i`ll go crazy just thinking of him. HAHA.
i`m so bothered.

accounting exam tmr. i don`t wanna talk bout it.

blah blah blah.
i`m thinking of him.

and my dear maysi doesn`t know who the hell is HE.
HAHAH!!!

(:

jolenekoh(:

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Saturday, May 20, 2006

I`M SO FREAKING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

meh heh heh heh heh heh heh.
*beams*

*smile to myself*
heh heh

(((:

jolenekoh(:

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How do we behave with our parents.

An 80 year old man was sitting on the sofa in his house along with his
45 years old highly educated son. Suddenly a crow perched on their
window.

The Father asked his Son, "What is this?"

The Son replied "It is a crow".

After a few minutes, the Father asked his Son the 2nd time, "What is
this?"


The Son said "Father, I have just now told you "It's a crow".

After a little while, the old Father again asked his Son the 3rd time,
What is this?"

At this time some ex-pression of irritation was felt in the Son's tone
when

he said to his Father with a rebuff. "It's a crow, a crow".

A little after, the Father again asked his Son t he 4th time, "What is
this?"

This time the Son shouted at his Father, "Why do you keep asking me the
same question again and again, although I have told you so many times
'IT

IS A CROW'. Are you not able to understand this?"

A little later the Father went to his room and came back with an old
tattered diary, which he had maintained since his Son was born. On
opening

a page, he asked his Son to read that page. When the son read it, the
following words were written in the diary :-

"Today my little son aged three was sitting with me on the sofa, when a
crow was sitting on the window. My Son asked me 23 times what it was,
and

I replied to him all 23 times that it was a Crow. I hugged him lovingly
each time h e asked me the same question again and again for 23 times. I

did not at all feel irritated I rather felt affection for my innocent
child".

While the little child asked him 23 times "What is this", the Father had
felt no irritation in replying to the same question all 23 times and
when

today the Father asked his Son the same question just 4 times, the Son
felt irritated and annoyed.

So..

If your parents attain old age, do not repulse them or look at them as a
burden, but speak to them a gracious word, be cool, obedient, humble and

kind to them. Be considerate to your parents.From today say this aloud,
"I want to see my parents happy forever. They have cared for me ever
since I was a little child. They have always showered their selfless
love on me.
They crossed all mountains and valleys without seeing the storm and heat
to

make me a person presentable in the society today".

Say a prayer to God, "I will serve my old parents in the BEST way. I
will say all good and kind words to my dear parents, no matter how they
behave.

(:

jolenekoh(:

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A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

haha i caught the movie MI 3 ytd with marcus and huimin. we were supposed to meet samuel too, but he had a make-up test till 9pm.
-____________-
so we watched it without him. ooh well anw he watched it alr so no big deal.

MI 3 so damn nice can. so action pack, so NICE !!! HAHA tom crusie so handsome!!! althou he`s old.
(((:

aft the movie, we had dinner supper at LJS. and we were waiting for samuel to come. kept calling him but no one picked up. we finally left LJS when they were closing for the day.

FINALLY samuel picked up our call. and guess what? he puked at yck stat!!! we got worried lah, but the scenario was kinda hard to imagine so marcus and i ended up laughing picturing the scene. ooh well, how bad can we be?

but huimin said he sounded hyper aft puking, so we kinda more or less calmed down. but aft that he didn`t ans any of our calls.

but i guess he`ll be alright.

okay then we had orchestra pract td. and we played a new song, Russian Sailor`s Sea. smtg like that i think. can`t really rmb the title. yupp. it sounds okay lah. but i prefer Sardar and Hungarian Dance.

LISTEN UP people!!! be all up and ready for the band lunchtime concert on the 24th May 2006 at the front of NYP auditorium, fr 12.30 to 1.30 (i think) HAHA!!!
(((:






oooh dear, i`m going crazy soon. i can`t stop thinking of *ahem* HIM. whoever he is. HAHA. found out some gossips bout him ytd. errrr yah.
*smile to myself*


Life is not measured by the number of breaths we take, but by the moments that take our breath away.

jolenekoh(:

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Thursday, May 18, 2006

sigh. i better stop craving. i better stop before i fall too deep.

but why as it got to be her? errrr i don`t know her la. BUT why has it got to be her? why Why WHY?? anw i don`t know her la. but everything`s over. whatever. but i bet he hasn`t forgotten bout her.

hmms why am i writing so private stuff here?
CAUSE i don`t know who to tell.

damn i`ve been feeling moody this few days. damn damn and i`m feeling tired this few days. ICA is coming. band lunchtime concert, band camp coming soon too.

and my eyelids are closing soon.....
but my sis is still in the shower and i just reached hme.....

AHHHHHHHHH..
i nearly wanted to type his name out. HAHA.
ok i think i`m starting to crap alr.
so i better stop here.
(:

shall dreamm and dreamm and dreamm forever.

jolenekoh(:

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haing BSA lesson now. which means i`m in the comp lab now. Lols. that`s why i`m blogging.

grrrr.. it`s so cold in here. and my comp`s screen in BLUE. Lols
-_________-
and my tcher ask me to change comp. HAHAHAHA.

damn i miss the PIG.
): the pig who argues with me!!!
heh heh.

pig pig pig pig pig pig pig pig pig
pig pig pig pig pig pig pig pig pig

jolenekoh(:

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Wednesday, May 17, 2006

wahahahaha
band tmr.

dun worry maysi and wL. i`m fine alr.
(((: haha i think i just needed my daily talkings of *ahem* someone. HAHA!!!

yeah yeha band tmr. but wL not going.
): will miss the crazy senior. Lols.

oooh well, td was a happy HAPPY day. wahahahaha i can`t stop smiling to myself. and my friends and "family" are all immune to my nonsensical rantings of someone alr. haha.

wakakakakaka.

damn i miss that pig over in PJC. and hui and yiin and of cause ummi.
pig pig pig pig pig. lols. that pig is busy.

fr the pig:
- cannot make fun of her.
- cannot listen to her stupid lame jokes.
- cannot argue with her. sad man

haha now u know how precious i am!! lols.
and i didn`t leave you alone ok. i was errr.. forced to.
(((:

study hard u pig!!

jolenekoh(:

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Tuesday, May 16, 2006

GRRR.
not feeling happy now.
):

and guess what?
when i`m unhappy or sad, i still have to entertain ppl.
and i can`t show them that i`m sad.

damn i feel like crying now.
):

sigh

jolenekoh(:

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Monday, May 15, 2006

what the heck can.
i missed last fri`s survivor cause i was on the phone.
and survivior`s finale is showing now.
-___________-

and i missed the 1st half of the survivor finale.
all thanks to chn5.
they keep changing their time slots can!!!
grrrrrr.. so pissed.

but ARAS won.
and he looked fat in the survivor reunion.
): Lols. anw my sis and i think that aras and danielle may be tgt. Lols.

sigh. there`s EW ICA1 tmr. damn damn damn.
i better relax.

and there`s BAND TMR!!!
(((:

haha that`s it for now
*yawn*

jolenekoh(:

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Sunday, May 14, 2006

haha i shall write a longer update for td.
haha

td is mothers` day, but last night i made my mum angry. bad me bad me. but i apologised this morning, so i guess it`s not that bad aft all ya? Lols.

anw this morning i woke up in gr8 pain.
): soooo damn painful.
so i took panadol. sigh.

whatever. i`m still nonetheless HAPPY!!!
(((:

Lols. errrr. well there`ll be photos update at
http://piggyjo.shutterfly.com/action soon.
so check it out people.

and i`m in gr8 pain again.
damn the pain is back!!
sigh i just hate this girly monthly thingy.
):

jolenekoh(:

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to all mothers in the world,
HAPPY MOTHERS` DAY.
-__________________-

Lols.

sigh. so much homework to do.
econs, pom, stats, ew, acct.
and i`ve only done pom and stats.
))):

bahhh but i`m still HAPPY!!
(((:

gotta go cont doing hw alr.

haha.
i`m craving for someone.
(((:

jolenekoh(:

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Friday, May 12, 2006

i hate my character.
):

i hate myt character.
):

like so fickle-minded like that.
Lols.

but i`m on cloud nine now.
((((((((:

no one knows and i ain`t gonna tell.
(((((((((:

jolenekoh(:

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whooo~
haha

die die die die die die die.
(:

wahahahahha
wakakakakaka

ytd was the stayover at huimin`s hse.
we had "dinner" at KFC aft band before going to her hse.
wahahahaahha so fun.
actually ok la. i was tired alr when i reach her rm.
Lols.. but we all got wide awake when we started playing Twister.
wahahahha fancy samuel lying on top of marcus and william.
Lols.

and thru out the night, we played twister, mahjong, dai-dee, come games and watch DVD. Lols.
william and marcus keep insisting on watching Final Destination 3. but i didn`t want to watch, so huimin and i switched it off when they weren`t looking. haha
:p

and we didn`t sleep much.
i kept falling asleep and waking up, falling asleep and waking up.
haha oooh and huimin fell asleep while playing Pictionary. Lols.

damn i`m going bonkers soon.
*smile to myself*
(((((((:

haha and td marcus and i didn`t go hme.
we decided to meet yeeyan, ber and xiuhui str8 at yishun.
yupp and we had PIZZA!!!

now marcus, ber and xiuhui are at my hse.
Lols. yeeyan ps-ed us again. Lols.
jiajia also ps-ed us.
):

alright, okay, whatever.
Lols.

i`m going bonkers.
*smile to myself*
((((((((((:

jolenekoh(:

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Wednesday, May 10, 2006

ooh well oooh well..
i must learn to love my modules.

but frankly speaking, i LOVE the Statistics (stats) i`m taking now.
HAHA at least it`s much more simpler than that in jc. hopefully it wouldn`t get very tough.
(((:

and Business Software Applications (BSA) is relatively easy if u can grasp it.

Effective Writing (EW) is just like english, just that it`s more business-like. no more descriptive words and narrations.

Accounting (acct) is like maths BUT your basics must be STRONG. and i mean REAL STRONG.

Economics (econs) is still ok now. but our tutor can teach WAY BETTER than our lecturer.
(((: our class LOVES our econs tutor!!! haha

Principal of Management (POM) is a lil` difficult. i grasp and slip the concepts. so i have to buck up on POM. haha like wth right?

anw our ICA 1 is coming up. it means that our FIRST EXAM is coming up.
see all those bolded words in my blog calendar? (it can be found under about me.) those are my exam dates.
-__________-

God bless. may lady luck shine upon me.
(:

that`s it for now.
*yawn*
gonna sleep. nites people.

jolenekoh(:

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): stupid BSA.

so irritating.
do and do and do.
still can`t. think there`s smtg wrong with my Microsoft word.
tmr BSA ICA1 ok!!!
grrrrrrrrrrr..

whatever.

on a happier note, we`re going to stayover at huimin`s hse tmr aft band!! then i`ll be going over to yee yan`s hse for pizza and movie!!!!
whee haha. haven`t been staying over at ppl`s hse for a period of time.
(((:

that`s it for now. gonna errrr try BSA again.
WISH ME LUCK!!!

jolenekoh(:

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Tuesday, May 09, 2006

i`m watching the bpghs military band performance for the outdoor SYF 2006 at GZ`s brother`s blog. damn how i wish ai band was still aimb ):

haha look at how well all the drum majors did for the outdoor SYF!! we shld applaud them for their hardwork and consistent practices.
*clap clap*
i think being the drum major is stressful. if the maze drops, die.

damn i regretted not going for the central judging.
shit GZ. why nv persuade me to go?????!!!!
):
I MUST GO FOR THE FINALS.
GZ u better get tickets for US. I DON`T CARE!!! haha haha

ooh whatever. i`ve lost touch with drills alr. i even forgot the commands alr. HAHA
but i miss drills a lot.
and i know darling hui miss drills too.
(((:

i miss big bird too.
):


i miss my noisy mate too. tues shall be (((:
MAYSI u gonna die. HAHA

jolenekoh(:

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Monday, May 08, 2006

i chanced upon a website, http://www.lifewithoutlimbs.org/minister.htm
and it is very meaningful.
it`s about a guy called Nick who was BORN WITHOUT LIMBS.
read it!!


and in it, i came across;

Romans 8:28 - "And we know that in all things God works for the best for those who love Him."

James 1:3&4 - "...know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance. Perseverance must finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything."

(((: nice and i learnt not to take things for granted.

jolenekoh(:

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Sunday, May 07, 2006

Jeremiah 29:11 – “For I know the plans I have for you”, declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”

jolenekoh(:

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Saturday, May 06, 2006

i`ve been tagged.
*all thanks to GZ*

So i have to come out with 7 qualities of my perfect lover.
- specify the gender of your perfect lover
- list down 7 qualities of my perfect lover
- tag another seven bloggers on their page.
if u've been tagged by me, u will havta do the same thing.
-_____________-

Gender: MALE
1) loves me for me
2) tanned
3) tall
4) presents himself well
5) loves music
6) gentlemanly
7) nice smile

People who have to do it:
1) maysi
2) germs
3) mc
4) shining
5) nn
6) andy
7) marcus

errr.. what a stupid post. HAHA.

jolenekoh(:

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wth, accounting hw is like so bloody long.
lucky stats was easy. haha.
P.O.M sucks cause we have to do it via cms.
and it`s like whatever thats in the cms system is in our lect notes.
stupid huh?

damn i feel so sucky now.
i haven`t finish my hw,
which means i can`t relax tmr.
and i feel so errrr.. sucky, like everything seems wrong.

sigh
i ain`t smiling althou it`s the weekend.
i need encouragment.

sigh
i`ve gotta get back to mugging.
ICA1 is coming.
):

jolenekoh(:

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Friday, May 05, 2006

it`s one yr aft pjcsb got gold for SYF 2oo5.
(:

my memories.
and i miss the times we spent during the hk trip.
i miss all my crazy pals.
(:

jolenekoh(:

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tom cruise is soooo handsome.
(((:

haha!!!

gonna meet germs ltr and go back pj tgt.
hopefully.
cause hui`s not feeling well.
if she never go for band td, i go back also no use.
yupp.

everyone`s getting sick recently.

ok shall update again ltr or tmr
(:

jolenekoh(:

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Thursday, May 04, 2006

in the sch lab doing BM0703 module now,
in blk B level 4 lab room 04.
HAHA
and guess what?
we have ICA1 for this module NEXT WEEK!!!!
wth.

anw one week has passed so quickly.
it merely FLEW PASS.

"AHHHHHH CHHHHOOOOO!!!!!"
and i`m still sick.
well, it never got better and it got worse this morning.

i have been coughing and sneezing since last week.
and this morning i coughed and coughed until i nearly vomitted.
and i had a hard time swallowing my milo drink.
):

i better get well soon.

DAMN!!! I FORGOT THAT MY LIB BOOK IS DUE TODAY!!!!

jolenekoh(:

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Wednesday, May 03, 2006

i`m so damn bored.
and so damn hungry.
waiting for mummy to come hme with dinner.
):

*growl* my stomach is growling!! HAHA

jolenekoh(:

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i`m gonna contain my excitment until FRIDAY!!

wahahahaha
i`m so happy.
(((:

jolenekoh(:

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haha i enjoyed myself during band pract ytd even thou maysi wasn`t there.
):

not that i don`t miss her aft all, just that she was there with me spiritually. haha WTH. like some ghost story like that. HAHA.

ytd we sight-read a few pieces that i haven`t seen before. it was relatively ok, just that certain notes were so high that i couldn`t read off the score, let alone reach the notes on my flute. haha.

but i`ll definitely work on it when i can borrow the flute and scores hme (hopefully soon enough).

---

oh man, i ate macs for dinner ytd. Damn i can`t eat fast food anymore!!!
CONTROL CONTROL!!!

i just rewarded myself with a kinder surprise on labour day and i still ate macs ytd :/
i better CONTROL.

no more chocolates and sweets and fast food for Jolene.

HAHA damn my rm reek of insecticide. cause a cockroach flew into my rm a few days ago. i got so freaked out that my mum sprayed my whole rm with insecticide. HAHA.

looking forward to band on thurs!!
MAYSI. u owe me one (((:

jolenekoh(:

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Monday, May 01, 2006



I roll the window down and then begin to breathe in the darkest country road and the strong scent of evergreen from the passenger seat as you are driving me home.

---


the swings are empty.


the merry-go-round is empty.


the emptiness, it waits for us to chase it away.



come take a ride with me,
and fill that emptiness in me.

jolenekoh(:

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SLOW DANCE

Have you ever watched kids
On a merry-go-round?
Or listened to the rain
Slapping on the ground?

Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight?
Or gazed at the sun into the fading night?

You better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Do you run through each day
On the fly?
When you ask "How are you?",
Do you hear the reply?
When the day is done
Do you lie in your bed
With the next hundred chores
Running through your head?

You'd better slow down
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

Ever told your child,
"We'll do it tomorrow?"
And in your haste,
Not see his sorrow?

Ever lost touch,
Let a good friendship die
Cause you never had time
To call and say,"Hi"

You'd better slow down.
Don't dance so fast.
Time is short.
The music won't last.

When you run so fast to get somewhere
You miss half the fun of getting there.
When you worry and hurry through your day,
It is like an unopened gift....
Thrown away.

Life is not a race.
Do take it slower
Hear the music
Before the song is over.

jolenekoh(:

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damn i just finished all my hmework last night, and this morning jiajia ask me bout POM hmework. i was like HUH??? POM GOT HOMEWORK MEH??

wth.

gotta go help out for lunch, not eating, but cooking.
urps, maysi i`m not a housewife.

and hui, TAG MORE LEH!! Lols. u like invisible eh.
u gonna say write bout u then u`ll tag right?
ok i`m gonna say smtg..
THE BIRKIES ARE COMING SOON!!! *i hope our situation will not be like edwin`s (: *
(hopefully u reads this. )
ohh yah, when are we going for our sushi buffet?? soooooo long alr!!
miss ya!!
(((:

jolenekoh(:

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when there're no chocos,
there's always candies.
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