i've decided to blog bout smtg happier (:
IKEA trip with the girls !
yes, that's taken AT IKEA with all their furniture showcases. we saw glenda, amanda and a friend of theirs there.
we bought quite a few things from there and they thought we were going to build a house of our own HAHA lame yes, but funny (:
next up, is orchard.
went down to wheelock place first and we saw stacie HAHA and trish, eliz and i sinned. we ate chocolate cakes from BigO.
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SUPER DELICIOUS ! :D
and it was taka for dinner.
then it was shopping at Cold Storage and homeSWEEThome.
p.s. trish, i hope your feet will be fine soon. i know it's feeling very sore now. take care! (:
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cg chalet was cancelled, so i decided to go stay over at min's hostel tmr ! tmr's gonna be exciting !
sentosa in the morning, site recce for the outreach event in the noon, bs in the evening, dinner and shopping with my dear hui and yiin in the night, stayover at min's hostel.
HAHA :D
happiness is joy when you share with a someone. but isn't the more the merrier? it would definitely be ten and thousand folds of joy with you share with everyone (:
jolenekoh(:
this post is dedicated to pohchoo a.k.a. da bao zhu (:
nope, she doesn't eat like a pig nor sleep like a pig if that is what you think her nick represents. it's just has got to do with something not unpleasant but something only E420 knows (:
yes, she's my crazy partner and sister in E420. HAHA chaos is created with me and her ard ! or maybe when there's only her, there's chaos too.
BUT she really can make you laugh when you're sad (:
NEW FOUND FACT !
she gets drunk after she eats ice cream (not very new) while tri gets drank after eating yong tau hoo ! (ok i admit, i just wanted to write bout tri's part of getting drunk, teeheehee)
and our dear pohchoo is forever 16. don't ever try to ask how old is she. she'll never tell !
;D
she's as crazy as i am over our little doggies (:
pohchoo loves kids and she's in the nursery ministry ! and i think she likes to ear burkingking right?
:D
there you go, pohchoo. YOUR DEDICATED POST FROM ME !
:DD
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hoohoooooooo ! i watched SECRETS td with min ! nice nice nice nice nice show. haha very touching. i like i like. don't mind watching it again ! HAHAA
and i've got so many movies that i wanna watch !
; hairspray
; license to wed
; 881
; no reservations (6th september)
; ratatouille (30th august)
; evan almighty (6th september)
i decided not to watch rush hour 3 due to reviews from friends. HAHA
AND I NEED MONEY TO WATCH MOVIES !
anyone got money to spare me some?
(:
jolenekoh(:
i'm so happy ! but my heart wasn't flying when i got out of the exam hall after i finished my LAST paper. weird i know. i was more high on ytd night while preparing for it. HAHA lucky mummy knocked some sense into me. else i can't finish revising !
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this semester's preparation for all projs and exams are LAST MINUTES. terrible, but God was there throughout.
without Him, i think i'll be CRYING now.
but, THANK GOD !
:D
CELEBRATION after the last paper is definitely a must. moreover, it's ELIZ'S BIRTHDAY ! didn't really get to plan a proper surprise cause of the examinations but last minute plans never flops with great friends around !
; clarke quay, TCC, cake, melted candles, stayovers, tv shows, gossips.
lovely holiday coming uppppp !
oh, ANYONE WANNA DATE ME FOR MOVIES ? I NEED MOVIE THERAPY NOW !!!
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reply to TAGS:
PAM welcome ! it's great to have you around us so we don't mind waiting !
POHCHOO hey ! i write your post on sunday ok? :D heeeeeee SHOPPING !
jolenekoh(:
this post is dedicated to PAM a.k.a. stick leong po po (:
pam is my sister from my cell group, E420. she's an usher in the church's ministry.
her nickname is stick leong cause she is uber super duper whopper THIN. and her last name is po po cause she laughs like LIANG PO PO.
and i can alr hear her go
' hoo hoo hoo hoo hoo' by now.
ahhh, yes ! that's how she laughs !
:DD
there is non-stop laughter with pam and trish ard, cause most of the time, pc, thad and i would be making them topsy turvy cause they are uber super duper whopper blurrrr.
another point to note, whenever there is recycling for the usher ministry, we have to wait uber super duper whopper longgggg for ms stick leong before we can all go for fellowship. errrr, okay, not all the time laaaa (:
okay pam, now you see your name in my post ! LOL.
oh, i can hear you wanting more ! NO PROBLEM !
PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM
PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM
PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM
PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM
enough?
noooo?!
PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM
PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM
PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM
PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM
PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM
PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM PAM
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okay, i think studies made me go madddd !
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uber super duper whopper is part of an adjective baby rah and i have given our friend, BUNNY LIM ! teeheehee find out the other word that's left out here !
;D
okay, maybe i shld be updating a lil' bout my NO LIFE days studying.
in order to spark up my NO LIFE days, i went to meet sam, min and peiyi ytd for dinner !!! at sakae sushi.
HAHA ya i can hear people saying,
' WAH steady ah ?! no need to study ?! '
well, WE STILL NEED TO HAVE DINNER RIGHT???!
hee :D
i didn't join them for midnigt movie though. like DUH ! they watched dead slience. wonder how they were doing aft the horror movie.
CAN'T WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER !
anyone wanna date me for suki sushi buffet aft my exams? i'm in need of soft shell crabs !!
:DD
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replys to TAGS:
QUEENIE arigato ! starbucks again sooon !
PAM happy? :DD oh yes and i'm glad i went for PM too (:
jolenekoh(:
falling flat onto the ground, i felt the rock went off. i kinda made a decision during PM.
i don't know how it feels anymore. all i know is, at least i feel relieved now. leaving everything to God, for He know's what's best for me.
TLW (:
i know and i know,
you will see that i am STRONG with Him !
(:
I CAN'T WAIT FOR EXAMS TO BE OVER !
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reply to TAGS:
PAM yeah yeah ! can see my board alr ! lol yeah, dominate it for all you want. LOL ! ((:
ANDRONE (: thanks
JIEJUN haha thanks !
jolenekoh(:
sometimes, acting as if nothing has happened, it's so difficult. at times i tell myself,
"hey jolene! you're doing well, keep it up."
putting a false front in front of people is tiring. but i don't know how to show it out either. i don't know who to turn to. you can tell me, you can turn to me jolene! but the problem lies with me, myself. i just don't know how to express it. and i always feel that people will think that i'm being silly, silly.
it's aching from inside.
just when i thought i can cast everything aside, it just comes back all again. i'm trying so hard to fling it aside, but it came back, all of a sudden.
what should i do? it's eating up my energy and focus for my exams. even worse, it is eating up my courage, the only courage i have left inside of me.
jolenekoh(:
so much so for been a listening ear. so much so for helping people. where's the help when i needed it? where's the listening ear when i needed one?
no one understands, no one bothers.
sometimes i feel like eating into self-pity, when i obviously know that it is unhealthy.
tired, shagged.
ineedsomeone.
a pillar of strength - God.
holding on, pressing on.
i want my parents to understand, and i know i'm not trying hard enough.
jolenekoh(:
i don't know what's getting into me lately. so lost and dazed. losing my temper on my friends is the last thing i wanna do. i don't want to lose a dear friend just cause of my temper or just cause she's weird and frustrating at times.
i don't know what to do at all. i don't even know what i'm trying to do. i feel so lost in the realms of life, everything. i kept reminding myself with the good times i had with you, but how long will that last? sometimes i even wonder if i should give up waiting.
this yr's semster ain't smooth sailing either. stupid useless module gonna get me into DEEP DEEP SHIT. there's no final exam for it! what the crap ! i can only pray for the last proj. but so what if i get an A for it? it can't even get me an A for overall ! i can only pray that i will get a B for overall.
AAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
i so hate it.
i so hate myself.
i don't know what to do.
i only feel like crying.
Lord, show me a way.
show me Your way.
jolenekoh(:
i will wait.
enjoy your trip !
(:
jolenekoh(:
i dreamt of desmond last night :/
i wonder how next week will be like for me.
it has alr been a whole of a weird week for me.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
lol, stop saying i'm thinking too much !
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jolenekoh(:
maybe you will think that i'm silly or whatsoever,
but i don't know what i'm trying to do either.
you don't share,
you never share.
how am i suppose to find out?
jolenekoh(:
what more can i say?
i can't do anything.
i don't know what you are trying to do. those words you said, you fail to do so. ask me if i'm ok, i would tell you i'm not alright. maybe i'm just being too sensitive, i hope i'm right.
iloveyou, butmaybeyou'llneverknow.
have a fun time.
jolenekoh(:
5 projects.
1 down.
4 more to go !
i'm totally amazed by my own achievement. out of 48 hours, i only slept for 4 hours ! HAHA projects totally killed my mind and conquered my life, FOR NOW.
IT'LL BE OVER SOON !
:D
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words of affection.
i don't know to take it all in or not.
i'm afraid.
i don't want to lose you.
i don't know why, but everything feels so different this time round. it's like as if i'm holding on to my life as the current washes hard against me.
one more year.
jolenekoh(: