damn those assholes in schoool !!!
what an unearthly hour and i'm still here doing projects! and i haven't been sleeping at home for 2 nights?!
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sometimes i wish he could just listen more.
oh well, i need a break from projs!
imisshim.
BYE.
jolenekoh(:
God came.
the power of God.
the blood of Jesus.
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arghhhhhhhh i left idiot at eliz's hse! he was sitting just on top her laptop! and i forgot bout him ! how?!
):
i miss idiot.
let's catch a movie soon (:
jolenekoh(:
i'm at eliz's house now. all of them are sleeping. HAHA i'm the sole survivor now. we're supposed to do proj but we're all so exhausted by ALL THE PROJECTS.
so here i am, watching BANANAS IN PYJAMAS NOW !
:D
it's been a longtime since i last watched it!
bananas in pyjamas are running down the stairs !
bananas in pyjamas are coming down in pairs !
bananas in pyjamas are chasing teddy bears !
'cause on tuesdays they all try to catch them unawares!
BYE.
jolenekoh(:
special reply to POHCHOO.
haha CAUSE i clever mahhhhh. i can go my cbox account and read the messages ! but i cannot reply through there. LOL
:D
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projects are drowning me,
to the extent that i am home only at this time!
when he's going to sleep alr..
:/
BYE.
jolenekoh(:
shall take a break from projects. they'll making my head burst and tiring out my body.
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projects & school killed jolene.
i know i've posted this before, but i'm still going to post it, cause i SO LOVE THE DOG!
tri asked me to name it.
& i decided to name it IDIOT! :D
see how lovely it is?so if i were to call you an idiot, don't fret!
cause that means I LOVE YOU !
:DD
i think projects drove me insane :/
BYE.
:DD
i think projects drove me insane :/
BYE.
jolenekoh(:
reply to TAGS
jane relinked ! hope to meet you soon tooooo ! :DD
trish HAHA amazingly only pam and i can't see my tagboard :/ haha and pam's alr wearing spects ! you meant to ask her to change her current one is it? LOL
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1:34 AM.
i'm here, chiong-ing my proj ! trying to get half of it done by tonight, wish me luck ! HAHA
so i shall take a 'lil break from PROJECTS!
today was a great day with the GREATEST COMPANY !
RAH, SANDY, ELIZ, XUE
:DD
aft sch, we waited for xue to complete her proj, so lunch at
): what a pity.
then we decided to go down to Raffles City to get her present HAHA. she didn't know where we were bringing her. all she had to do is to FOLLOW. haha all the suprises, blah blah blah, etc.
aft that is ice cream at HAAGEN DAZ ! we had a 'lil secret there. haha yummy ice cream and waffle! then we went to River Island just next door. they're having a SALE ! i don't know when it's ending lah. lol
bought 2 tops there. kinda cheap for River Island. HAHA amazingly i bought smtg laaa! LOL wanted to get a pair of shoes fr there, but decided it's kinda expensive for a starter, so decided to do away with it.
next, we wanted to go TCC@ city link but we went to esplande instead. we went for a chocolatey treat at Max Brenger's Chocolate Bar (hope i got the name right! LOL). that place is totally for chocoholics. SUPER CHOCOLATEY !! & it's a very interesting place to chill at. HAHA
tricia came, we went walking ard and decided to head back hme aft awhile. HAHA
great time spent with the GREATEST company.
LOVES (:
jolenekoh(:
currently at xue's place ((:
our suprise kinda flopped. HAHA our dearest blur sandy gave it away. HAHA but it's alright. we enjoyed ourselves and the video's SUPER NICE !
:D
HAPPY belated BIRTHDAY DARLING XUE !
what can i do to make it work?
jolenekoh(:
my new comapny for my sleep. HAHA (:
random
guess who !:D
haha i just felt like posting some random photos. YES, super random.
&&& yes pohchoo, i ought to do smtg with my tagboard. BUT I LAZY LA ! only i can't see mah. HAHA you guys out there still can view my tagboard so.. HECK LA ! LOL !
:DD
BYE.
jolenekoh(:
That When I Love You
-Aslyn
When you have to look away
When you dont have much to say
Thats when I love you
I love you, just that way
To hear you stumble when you speak
Or see you walk with two left feet
Thats when I love you
I love you, endlessly
And when your mad cuz you lost a game
Forget Im waiting in the rain
Baby i love you,
I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
WhenI love you no matter what
So when you turn to hide your eyes
Cause the movie it made you cry
Thats when I love you
I love you a little more each time
And when you cant quite match your clothes
Or when you laugh at your own jokes
Thats when I love you
I love you, more than youll know
And when you forget that we had a date
Or that look that you get when you show up late
Baby I love you, I love you anyway
Heres my promise made tonight
You can count "on" me for life
Thats when i love you
When nothing you do can change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
Thats when I love you
When nothing baby
Nothing you do could change my mind
The more I learn, The more I love
The more my heart cant get enough
Thats when I love you,
When I love you no matter what
No matter what
jolenekoh(:
| Your Heart is Feeling Hopeful |
 For you, love is a feeling that's been growing and blooming. Whether you're in a relationship that's deepening or found a new love, your feelings are slowly changing. You're remembering how amazing love feels - and discovering emotions you've never felt before. Deep down, your heart is susceptible to: Getting a little carried away Your current outlook on love: Optimistic and playful Your love life will improve if you: Stop and reflect on how your love is changing Watch out for: Falling too hard, too fast - you've got to let your sweetie catch up with you! |
jolenekoh(:
replies to TAGS.
pohchoo! i still can't see my tagboard la! whatever. LOL.
mar roaches sucks ! eeeeeeeekk
rah yes you sent the song. don't emo ok? (: loves
trish hahaha so whoever who can beat roaches to death is best la? haha think maybe u'll never be the best? HAHA :P alright, actually i won't deny that i've got hearing probs ! LOL
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alright let me update bout fri, sat and sun.
FRI SINFONIQUE!
concert collaboration with BNSS.
was alright. but had fun after the concert. went down to a hongkong cafe at thomson road with huimin, peiyi, meifen, hongghee and mr lim. HAHA good food. and we went to Liquid Kitchen that was down the road.
hongghee had COPA CABANA while we went for red wine. haha tasted kinda bitter to me. laughed a lot. stupid things we did just came spilling out. HAHA
SAT proj & service (:
at Holiday Inn Atrium & EXPO
woke up late :/ sorry girls. rushed down to the hotel aft lunch. did some discussion then we left for city hall. san, eliz and rah decided to queue for donuts! and they helped me buy a box! THANKS GIRLS ! :D
so i met pc and went down to expo aft reaching cityhall. haha svc was good! been 2 weeks since i've last been to svc. all the projs, ICAs and band events caught me up for SO LONG!
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after svc, trish & i went over to rah's hse to get my donuts! HEHHEHEHEH in the end i stayed till 2am :/
got scolded when i reach hme.
SUN family day !
steamboat @ bugis
i can't rmb what's the shop's name, but i'm super full by it! HAHA nice food, GREAT COMPANY!
that's bout it for my updates. HAHA well, at least i updated.
:/
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at least you still came and waited. maybe i shouldn't ask for too much. afterall, something else is occupying his life a lot. i wonder if he'll read this, i wonder if he understood.
jolenekoh(:
she showed me his blog,
she sent me the song.
Plain White 'T
A Lonely September
I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did
I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight
one more chance tonight
I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove
Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did
And I didn't mean to meet you then
when we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did
jolenekoh(:
there are two kinds of friends that one will have, acquaintances not included.
1. friends that treasure reach other.
2. people that you think is your friend but they do not think likewise.
well, i have people ard me that are number 2s.
i thought she was my friend. well at least i treated her like one, but i guess i wasted my time on her.
you see, if you don't like someone's presence ard you, then say so. DO NOT ever treat someone like an IDIOT. you do not have to do lots of things to HINT the person. just say it out la.
whatever. i just felt i shouldn't have wasted my time waiting or my sms asking.
if you feel that my presence is not needed, if you think that i'm not worth to be your friend, tell me.
don't treat me liek a sparetyre, only looking for me when you need accompany. I'M NOT SOMEONE FOR YOU TO PUSH ARD.
know your limits.
jolenekoh(:
replys to TAGS:
PC yes u're gonna miss me in action today AGAIN. like ahhhhhhhhhhh ! this sucks! TOTALLY ):
trish ok fine, u didn't lie. i just have serious hearing problems. HAHA and who ask you to be SICK ?! LOL
MAR haha alright MARINA BAY ! whoooooooooooooo !!
MAR & TRISH my tagboard very fun right? LOL. keep my tagboard going and alive !! LOL.
:D
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alright, i'm so stressing out.
no motivation at all.
eating into self-pity.
:/
can i just give up on one?
can i just scarifice one?
sigh.
; leaning on You
i need strength.
jolenekoh(:
aye pohchoo, blame CBOX laaaa. i can't see my tagboard eh
):
tricia is a liar ! LOL. what-whatever ! steamboat DURING HOLS!
:DDDD
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ALRIGHT projects are killing me, tutorials are slashing me, band events are suffocating me ! bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh gonna miss svc one more time this weekend. LIKE WHAT THE HECK LA !
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band camp. gawk gawk gawk.
studies are getting me so worried.
ICAs ICAs ICAs ICAs ICAs.
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ahhhhh mood was totally ruined before pract td. like goodness, they were right bout her la ! like only her la. LOL so, wang en fu yi. didn't spare a thought for me at all. FINE IF YOU DON'T WANT ME ARD, I CAN SURVIVE WITHOUT YOU, U PATHETIC BITCH !
LOL. what-whatever ! HAHA
goodness crap. so bitchy.
alright i admit, sometimes i just need to be bitch-yyyyyy to calm my nerves laaaa. LOL like for example, i can try screaming my head off. BUT you see, it's midnight now so the only way to relieve my stress and anger is to be bitchy. HAHA forgive me !
(:
oh and i realise i like to say the word IDIOT nowadays ! heh
BYE.
jolenekoh(:
okay let me first say something.
I CAN'T SEE MY CBOX FROM MY BLOG !!!
CRAP.!
so i had to go into my cbox acct to check my tagboard. alright, so here's the replies:
HIIIII TO ALL ! LOL.
liz i know this reply is SUPER LATE, but nonetheless welcome! and i enjoyed ur party ! :D
elaine HAHA i enjoyed the drama ! :D
rah yes baby :DD thanks for sending me the song ! everyone's loving it! LOL.
pohchoo oi madhouse over alr! HAHA and thank me for the song man ! HAHA
pam U'RE WELCOME! u did a lot too! everyone put in their best effort! ((:
tricia HELLO BITCH! here to tag me or chat with marcus?! HAIYOOOOOO..
marcus heyheyhey! long time no tag, long time no see! since the last band camp! LOL. at least i saw u td at the meeting! LOL. GATHERING? PLAN ONEEEEE !!!! :DDD
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i've been super duper busy for the past few weeks. band camp, projects, ICAs written paper, presentations, tutorials. MORE TO COME MAN! oh and MANYMANYMANYMANY band events.
KILLL MEEEEE !
just finished MOVIE MADHOUSE! and a band perf. at Far East on sat & HRLind ICA td. gonna prepare for the upcoming band camp this weekend & the concert on 13th july. BUSY LIKE MAD ! i'm not a robot
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some more band events coming up after 13th july's concert ! AHHHHHHHH. don't know if i can let out the schedule now so i shall just shhhhhhhhhh for now.
time to do MORE tuts & projects!
BYE.
jolenekoh(: