sudden
Tuesday, March 29, 2005

suddenly feel lik eatin choco ice cream nw. wahahz. coz itz v nice n can mk mi HAPPY!! bleahss. but nw v late liaoz.

anyway, he diff class fr his clique eh. poor thing. den appeal fail so he hav to stay in e allocated class. think he feels sch v sianz liaoz. tk care kk. =)

jolenekoh(:

______________________________ 1st day as a CT

"Hey kid, Get lost n Back off larhs! wahz laoz!! Peace u larhs!!"

wahz. how i wish tat i can sae tis out loud. hahaz. but damn wat larhs. actually got 1 more sentence to add on one. but guess better not larhs. hey noe wat? i think my blog is damn ---i--- larhs. hahz. watever. hahaz.

kk. today was e 1st day o orientation wif our own CT. lalala~ mii` in same class as yh, ck, guangyi, josiah, jia hong, john (not joseph. hahaz) n last but not least........STEPHY!!! wahahaz. at least got someone pei mii`.

but noe wat's sooooo damn damn damn suay bout us??!?!?!?

we got back e same civics tutor larhs. Ms Yee larhs. wat e hell!!

!@#$%

f*** larhs. damn. duno y we sooo suay. better pray hard tat i can pass my physics. wahahaz.

but today mii` n steph quite sad larhs. hahaz. both o us wan to b in some other class larhs. partly coz we kena back e same civics tutor arh. den i, haiya. we felt lik cryin. damn. nearly cried kk.. was v moody at 1st but in e end we still got all so hyped n perked up. (did i spell "perked up" correctly?) but den my class only got 4 gurls enthu larhs. haiz.den e guys all pon orientation aft lunch. only left wif LJ n roger. den 4 o us n roger tok bout all our lame jokes larhs. his jokes we nv hear b4 n he nv hear our jokes b4 but still, his certain games we noe liaoz lahz. so sianz loh.

i think i gonna send out tat letter by tis week bahz. but i haven write eh. wahahz. but i guess i noe wat to write liaoz larhs.

mii` chattin to nn on msn nw. den found out tat nw AI de midyr exams v near to SYF. hopefully dey can cope arh. coz tis yr dey oso kinda suay larhs. but itz gr8 to tk part in SYF twice larhs. good luck to all o u! tk care =DDD

-silent prayers for tat someone~

-peace-

jolenekoh(:

______________________________ o ya
Monday, March 28, 2005

o ya.. today is phy jie de bdae! wahahaz. tat time mi hew n yichen gave her a prezzie alr. hahaz. guess by nw she'll hav finish it le. bleahss. miss her lots n she's gettin prettier n prettier day by day larh. gosh. hahaz. miss her lots. hope can c her soon barh. hahaz. but my other jie- ruo han is in same sku as mi nw. so not so bad larh. hahaz. mayb can meet phy some day.

n ooo.. today kim hsia departs fr KL to Australia today. wonderin how's she doin nw. mayb still on e plane? i guess so bah. haiz. gonna miss her lots n e times we spent tgt in ai. damn. my fren is leavin!! -cryin- hahaz. not soo serious la. coz she'll still come back de. too bad mi n our clique cant send her off coz she's not departin fr spore. told her to contact mii` when she's settled dw in aus. so i shall wait for her msg or watsoever ba. tk care my fren. gonna miss u. be brave in aus. hahaz.

-silent prayers for hsia. tk care n all e best.

darn` shld hav given her my blog link. wahahaz.

=DDD

jolenekoh(:

______________________________ hugs n misses~

darn` i miss him. does he noe tat? watever.

-sigh- my rm's piling up wif clothes n bags. it always happens aft a holiday. wahahaz. gotta tidy up ltr if i still hav e energy to do so. lalala~

monday's tmr. will b in CT & far far away fr him. so i guess someone else would b v happy tat im far far away fr him. damn. couldn't fall aslp last few nitez. owaes slept at 2+ or 4+. duno y. guess is coz i think e worst is comin? better b optimistic. miss him lotss. damn it la. ( i sound so -----.)

wahhaz. tat joe wei's online. today got e mood to play tat game wif him but his status is set to bz. guess shall wait for him to sae hi to mii`. hahaz. itz nice to mk someone happy thou. haiz. how i wish tmr would nv come. somethings were made known to mii` 1 day b4 e weekends. n itz mkin mii` not soo happy larh. damn. nearly spoilt my wkends. but guess frenz owaes do e magic. tok to some thou not v close but gd frenz n dey really made mi feel so much better along wif gd advices. hahaz. n oso enjoyed my good fri wif my best bud so i guess itz not so torturin aft all.

-silent prayers for tat someone~

missin u

hugs for all my frenz n kisses for my 2 best buds in e world!! =DDD

jolenekoh(:

______________________________ fool again
Saturday, March 26, 2005

tis is a song by westlife. guess itz describing my feelings nw? i duno.

title: Fool Again

[Shane]

Baby

I know the story,

I've seen the picture

It's written all over your face

Tell me

What's the secret

That you've been hiding

And who's gonna take my place

I should have seen it coming

I should've read the signs

Anyway...

I guess it's over

[chorus]

Can't believe that I'm the fool again,

I thought this love would never end

How was I to Know?

You never told me,

Can't believe that I'm the fool again

And I who thought you were my friend,

How was I to Know,

You never told me.

[Bryan]

Baby

You should have called me

When you were lonely

When you needed me to be there

Sadly

You never gave me

Too many chances

To show you how much I care

I should have seen it coming

I should've read the signs

Anyway...

I guess it's over

[chorus]

[mark]

About the pain and the tears,

oh oh oh,

If I could I would,

Turn back the time

[shane]

ooh yeah

I should've seen it coming

I should've seen the signs

Anyway...

I guess it's over

[chorus x2]

jolenekoh(:

______________________________ sianz

hahz. today's good friday. so holiday for e students. went bugis junction ther wif huiqi to look for smtg n i actually found it. hahz. bot it loh. den aft lunch at bugis mac, mii` n huqi went to orchard. hahaz. went wisma 1st den passby tat famous amos (duno got spell correctly not) cookies stall n smell tat fragant. so nice la! how i wish i can eat tat brownies. but always passby tat time not cravin for it. duno y eh. den we went straight to taka. wahahaz. saw e thing i wanna buy at taka too.. but i alr bot it at bugis la. so no big deal. wahahaz. same price so nvm. den went cineleisure. saw edward. ha. he's wif MJ n teck meng rite? if i nv c wrongly. wahahaz.

-shit i'm suddenly feelin v giddy. darn wat's happenin??-

den aft cine we went hereens. saw andy. den aft orchard duno wher to go so huiqi came to my hse. wahahz but she nid go hm wif dinner for her sis n bro 1st. so i waited for her at khatib stat. saw penny n sylvia at e stat. - shocked-

den blah blah blah den huiqi come my hse play lo. den blah blah blah den at 9:33pm liddat she went hm lo.

-shit really feelin v giddy. how?-

haiz. on monday we'll b in our CT. really miss him. darn. duno wat to do. toking to joe wei online nw. he's dam imaginative la. wahz. duno how to handle him n his play. darn. how to reply him manz? really lost for words arh.

haiz. think i goin to stop bloggin for nw.

-silent prayers for tat someone~

jolenekoh(:

______________________________ orientation
Friday, March 25, 2005

haiz. smtg's not rite wif him. i duno. nvm

today is 2nd day orientation2 in PJC. sux. coz 1st day all talks, 2nd day stilllllll got talks. irritatin arhx!!

e new J1 OGLs okok lo. but e O2 Ppl lik cant bring e atmosphere to itz highest peak. the~ but i lik my OG21!!! hahaz. e Ppl are lame n dey are NOT shy!! tt's sooo cool.. wahahaz. fun bunch o Ppl!! hope can lik noe em still.

haiz. guess we'll b in diff combi. nvm. nth much to write bout today coz not feelin v well. yest was on cloud 9 but today i was lik sent to HELL. nvm. shall go wif e flow. tk care guys!

-blogged. hope my blog will recover itz health soon. bleahss

-silent prayers for tat special someone~

jolenekoh(:

______________________________ duh
Wednesday, March 23, 2005

duh duh duh. my blog got smtg worng sia. juz nw tried to post entry den cannot. hopefully nw can. but my tagboard n links got prob too. only my profile n entries ok. darn. tis sucks la. idiot.

hmmz.so yest tat fren o kenneth chong issh tan weisheng. duh. watever. din noe tat's him. duh. look so different. duh

kk. so today [22 o mar] postings results out. duh. yupp no doubts mi gto into PJC huiqi got into ACJC n leona got into IJC. well all expected la. unexpected ish ruo han comin PJC TOO!!! duh. if mi n han end up in same OG den will hav loads o fun!! but v difficult in same OG la. coz will b v scattered one. duh. hahaz.

blogged. tis entry better b successful. duh

-silent prayers for tat someone~

jolenekoh(:

______________________________ moody
Tuesday, March 22, 2005

duh. moody gurl here. not dreammy gurl liaoz la. moody moody. my kor din reply mi.. sad moody sad moody sad moody. duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh. think i expect too much fr him. duh duh duh. forget bout him? duno. YOU HAPPY NW?!?!?!?!?! U HAPPPY NW?!?!?! IDIOT. itz none o his business. duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh duh. pls god pls help mi. duh duh duh duh duh.

jolenekoh(:

______________________________ today--scary`

hahaz. today go sch den hahaz slack lik whole day liddat. 1st lesson GP, ms lee went for course.nv come. den 2nd lesson chi. i no nid attend. den is econs lec. hahaz. not tkin econs aft JAE so nv go attend. hahaz. den last lesson o day liaoz- maths c. kekex. so wat if i go? mi n steph end up singin in class. lolz. wth rite? hahaz. last lesson maths end at 12.30. so early la. aft sch went canteen slack n tok crap. lolz. wanted play either netball or badminton one. but weather v hot. haiz. today last day as a class. lolz. tmr postings comin out. hmmz. mi worried? nahz. not v lahz. go wif e flow lo. hahaz. aft tmr if got posted to jc den go report to sch on wed. den orientation start den tis n tat den study lo!! hmmz. hahaz. mi n steph gonna wear polo tee to sch on wed. hahaz. show off. lolz.

wah laoz tat ms yee arh. only noe how to scare mi n steph. today at noon liddat ms yee sms mi. wann look for mi n steph. only saw e msg at 3+ so only reply her when we goin outta sch. hahaz. at 1st tot she wann look for us coz we pon econs lec. kaoz. in e end she wann look for us coz of e postings. noe wat? PJC nw cut off pt is 15 liddat lehz. but think tat's cut off pt wif bonus pts bahz. den coz mi n steph got 18 n 19 each ma. den she scared we cant mk it to PJC lo. but actually shld b can one la. 18-4=14 n 19-4=15 mahz.. juz mk it bahz. aiyo scare us la. tot she noe e postings liaoz n tat mi n steph cant mk it or wat. chey. but shld b able to mk it la. hmmz. she still tell us bad news when she juz saw us. scare e hell outta mi lahz!! okaez. forget it. itz over. dun think so suai la. God Bless.

hahaz. mi scared scarly he get into arts stream. -touchwood!-

dun think will la. bleahss.

kk. gtg hav dinner liaoz! hahaz.

-silent prayers for tat special someone~

jolenekoh(:

______________________________ ...a sian day...
Monday, March 21, 2005

was tokin to wenbin on e fone juz nw. juz hanged up. hmmz.. threats? dun think ther is. duh. u muz b thinkin wat threats rite? hmmz. v hard to express in words. lolz. tmr hav to go sch. duh think tmr is e last day im goin to spend wif my class 05s12 bah. sad n happy at same time. duh. gonna leave 'em coz think we changin combi. happy coz can mk new frenz again. but goin thru orientation again.. i duno. hope it'll b fun. coz it'll b my 2nd orientation. lolz. tat is if i get into pjc. haiz. den aft tat got lots o things to bother bout again. haiz.

miss him

gtg eat dinner liaoz.

-silent prayers for tat someone.

jolenekoh(:

______________________________ class gatherin?? huh??
Sunday, March 20, 2005

hahaz..today went out wif leona, andy n desmond to suntec. haiz. stone for lik 1/2 an hr juz waitin for andy. i dun understand y we kip stonin. juz dun understand. but during tat 1/2 hr we went arcade n play la. hahaz. not we. only desmond--play bomberman. wth. nvm. den we went to watch hostage. to mii itz dam bloody n gruesome. but overall nice show la. hahaz. suntec..hmmz. lotsa Ppl manz. duno y. last sunday oso go oso lotsa Ppl. duno y suntec so popular liddat. idiotic la. squeeze lik sardines liddat. dun lik dun lik. dun think orchard will b tat crowded la. idiotic. juz by walkin fr suntec den thru tat citylink den to e stat lik took mii 1/2 an hr la!! so shit la. in e end i was lik late for e so-called classs gatherin la. was supposed to meet at 5.30pm at newton but in e end i reached at 5.45pm. hmmz. not v late la. lolz. but others were late too. haiz. class gatherin? was lik only 1/4 of e class came loz. got mi phy hew yichen ade joan vik idaly naz see kai n 2LC. haiz. alot nv come. nvm. think will hav more gatherins la.. hope so. aft we go newton circle eat we went window shoopin at Raffles City. hahaz. walk walk den go esplanade. lolz. go ther slack den mi phy hew n yichen went off 1st. hahaz. wanted to go arcade de but think closin liaoz. den wanted to go yishun ther sit down n tok den in e end din coz was lik all sooo tired. lolz. den go hm loz. so nw im hm, bloggin.. kaez. im tokin nonsense nw.

haiz. duno la. haiz. misses. hahaz. misses. misses. misses.. misses.. haiz. does he noe?? hahaz. haiz. shld hav went to e adidas warehse sale la. lolz den mayb can buy tat bag for joanne. lolz. den can still u noe u noe..lolz. i noe can liaoz. hahaz. somethings cnt sae so openly in blogs la. lolz. some Ppl noe can liaoz la. lolz. haiz. hope tat day will come. (=

-wishin upon a star~

jolenekoh(:

______________________________ -sad n depressed-
Saturday, March 19, 2005

hmmz. i'm sad n depressed again. out of nowhere. will he ever noe? i'm tired of waitin for an ans. itz gettin on my nerves. itz either a yes or a no! kk. i noe itz not as simple as that. but time is runnin out! soon sch reopens n aft i change combi? i duno wat will happen...

wanyan...pray hard wif mi. let mi get an ans soon. itz a torture. jane u noe the feelin... haiz. it will not b so complicated if ther was an ans to all the qns. he's still online. wat am i supposed to do?

gtg offline liaoz. mum woke up n nag mi liaoz.

plssss GOD!! i nid an ans!!

tata~ silent prayers for tat someone..

hope my day will b happy n fresh tmr.. =

jolenekoh(:

______________________________ ...Another Ordinary Day...

ok.today's another ordinary day. Went to aunt's hse den brot my cousin to watch Robots. Quite a nice show la. Funy n cool. Gr8 show for all kids ba. Lolz. hmmz. i actually watched 2 movies at one go yest! Can ya imagine it? hahaz. was my 1st time n Penny's 1st time n Nina's 1st time. hahaz. was my idea thou. Watched A Series of Unfortunate Events alr den watch Howl's Moving Castle. Hahaz. Howl's Moving Castle's A GREAT SHOW~!! Go catch it! Dun gif it a miss! Lurvee e movie soo much manz. Tink gonna get itz vcd when itz out on e ShelveS!! =DD

jolenekoh(:

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