let`s all say our last goodbye to 2006.
it`s the last day of the year !
sad to say, my year didn`t end with a high note (: but i`ll still keep on smiling. BUT end of yr service ytd WAS GREAT ! and i`m so proud of myself :D
LET 2007 BE A BETTER YEAR !
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let`s think back.
2006 was both a fruitful and terrible year for me. transition from jc to poly was like terrible hell. i couldn`t get use to it and all. i just sat on the sofa like a couch potato for a whole three months ! it was terrible. the feeling sucks like hell. old friends carrying on with life just like any other day while i`ve gotta to adapt to a whole new life. BUT i`m glad, truly glad that my friends didn`t leave me behind (:
poly term started. a whole new life, whole new environment, and of course new friends entered my life ! but it had been changing till recently. rah, xue, trish, beth, karie, sandy, yeeyan, marcus, jiajia, peng. and my beloved friend belinda. sad to say, we`ve drifted apart, but you will always be my true friend :D
of course, with a new enviroment, i got in touch with a new band, NYPSO. friends made. huimin, samuel, meifen and william. they brighten up my life a lot, both in band and sad moments. cheering me up with those funny actions and jokes (:
many ups and downs in my new life in 2006 too. i`ve seen many backstabs, seen many facades. friends come and go, but family is always there. am glad that old friends never left me. and i`ll never leave my old friends, never ever forget them, even though we are having lesser and lesser conatcts (: am glad that i`ve made true new friends, friends who are ready to face up the truth, friends who are always there for me ((: and i`ve really understood EXACTLY HOW SMALL IS SINGAPORE ! :D
most impt of all, i`ve got in touch with God again :D i`m glad, truly glad.
one sentence to sum it all.
2006 WAS A MEMORABLE ROLLER COASTER RIDE.
jolenekoh(:
oh, i`m so ridiculously happy now ! :D
the world is so small !
anw i went for my first cg meeting td. games were fun, people were alright. but the grp is a lil` too big for me. but i guess next week will be better (: food BBQ-ed by NS man is definitely MUCH MUCH nicer than food BBQ-ed by others. i just don`t know why. HAHA trish is totally right.
BUT maybe it`s cause of the marinating too (:
&&& there`re ants, BIG ants, crawling all over my room la ! not a lot but still quite a few. i think it`s cause of the rainy season. scaryyyy. they better don`t build a nest in my room !
BYE with a smile clinging on my face ((:
jolenekoh(:
i hate them (:
not that i know them at all.
but still, i hate them. HAHA (:
anw i just reached hme not long ago from supper with rahrah lim and ms auyong ! WHOOOOO. we finally had supper tgt ! aft talking bout it for soooooo long. yummy sembawang nasi lemak ! it`s situated at yishun la, near chong pang, but don`t know why it`s called sembawang nasi lemak. guess cause that road is actually sembawang road or what? oh, who cares ? the food`s DELICIOUS ! my fave nasi lemak stall. HAHA
& i desperately need the oh-so-many-cool photos we took tgt !
:D
jolenekoh(:
stupid earthquake in taiwan cocked up thw whole internet service ard the world. is that the end of technology?
so yes the net was down, so i kinda like rushed down to sch in a cab for nothing. didn`t do anything for proj td. nothing at all. ahhhhhhhhh ! i wanna get the IWR proj over and done with quickly ! IT`S SUCH AN IDOITIC PROJECT !!!!! but at least i didn`t have to go hme str8. went out to meet hui. and at least i saw someone that made me happy but i buaytahan him now. heck la !
i`m happy la (:
but sad at the same time cause i hurt someone. sorry. really sorry.
and sorry if i messed things up. i didn`t mean to.
stay happy everyone.
and let laughter play a huge part in your life.
i miss you, crazy partner, ummi (:
jolenekoh(:
i smell of sweat and kitchen smoke !
HAHA :D
spent my x`mas at acacia restaurant working. yes, joyce asked me back for help. wheeheehee now i`ve got extra cash to spend !!! &&& i finally got to eat joyce`s CAPELLINI WITH PRAWNS aft so long !!! yummmmmmy. not only that, i had x`mas logcake and sirloin steak to eat :DDD
nice way of spending x`mas: working, earning extra cash and FOOD to eat. haha oh, and i got many great comments fr the customers too ! esp fr those who came for dinner. they were wonderful customers with great comments and no complaints ! unlike those who came for lunch. so arrogant.
an uncle told me:
" i like the way you serve the dishes, so professional and steady !"
LOLS. i`m sooooo happy :D
another lady complimented me on my excellent service :D ooh i think i can do real well in the service line. HAHA okayy, i ought to be humble :D
but other than compliments, i`ve got the after-effects. my legs are ACHING ! so pain. and i`m tired. bloody tired. gonna sleep soon cause there`s proj meeting tmr.
MERRY X`MAS EVERYONE !
christmas, a time to give and share and be jolly :D
Labels: acacia restaurant, xmas
jolenekoh(:
went out with rah and trish ytd aft 10pm. LOLS ! down to city hall area. we were damn bored. but who cares, in the end we had gr8 fun tgt ! we were nuts ! and we look like drunkards on the side of the streets. many drivers stared at us when they drove past. LOLS. that was how crazy we were. lunatics !
:D
i have great friends. so great friends will feel ungrate when we feel like as if we are taken for granted, when we are treated like shit. so listen up, you better change, better think twice. better don`t take us for granted.
i hate you (:
jolenekoh(:
they freaking spoil my mood.
i shouldn`t have chose to come back hme.
all that for nothing in return.
jolenekoh(:
BBQ again td. but this time, it`s with my family. i finally got to ride a bicycle aft so long. didn`t get to ride one during chalet. had fun with my sister. we were laughing like nuts ! all cause i can`t ride properly when i sit at the front for the two sitter bicycle. HAHA
but i did it in the end !!!!! :D
praise me ! no wobbling nothing. safe and sound back to my parents ! HAHA
now that i`m back home, i shld do smtg. other than having fun. that`s TUTORIALS !
totally sucky.
:/
jolenekoh(:
chalet [updated]
chalet was plain FUNFUNFUN ! and i fell dead straight when i reached hme. HAHA :D
trish and xue joined us ltr, while we had BBQ for dinner ! haha rah, peng and i laid on the bed while the rest marinated the chicken and all. aft that they decided to swim, but in the end i don`t why they didn`t.
that`s peng, me and yeeyan having our dinner !7 pm chn 8 show ; 8 pm chn U superstar ; 9 pm chn 8 show.
yes we like the M4 guy a lot. but rah loves the M3 guy. and she jumped for joy when M3 got in.
TV TV TV.thanks to peng and trish, there were never-ending games.
games time ! thanks to me, almost all of them had powder on their faces ! haha :Dafter games and present exchanging, some of us got hungryyyy, so we went to MACs for supper. lazy yeeyan, sandy and jiajia decided to sleep in. the rest of us didn`t sleep till bout 6 in the morning. rah tried to molest me and trish. HAHA and when the three sleeping beauties woke up and came down fr the air-con room, rah, xue, beth & marcus ran up to sleep. haha
checked out late the next morning. the person called to rush us. went to tamp to watch curse
of the golden flower. so bloody and lame. but alright la. storyline somewhat stupid. HAHA but i love the part when the emperor smacked his youngest son to death with his golden belt (:
then we headed hme ! and stupid bus 167 made me wait for ALMOST AN HOUR ! grrrrrrr. i could have reached hme way eariler if i took a train at yishun.
FUN FUN FUN :D
checked out late the next morning. the person called to rush us. went to tamp to watch curse
of the golden flower. so bloody and lame. but alright la. storyline somewhat stupid. HAHA but i love the part when the emperor smacked his youngest son to death with his golden belt (:
then we headed hme ! and stupid bus 167 made me wait for ALMOST AN HOUR ! grrrrrrr. i could have reached hme way eariler if i took a train at yishun.
FUN FUN FUN :D
jolenekoh(:
jsut a short update.
ytd`s shopping for presents is fun !
saw so many familiar faces !
and i saw someone i don`t really wanna see.
whatever (:
and i`m going off for chalet in another 11mins !!!!
whhhheeeeee !!!!
so happy :D
all i want for christmas is you.
jolenekoh(:
dear santa,
i had been a really good child for the whole year
(at least that`s what i think :D ) ,
so i will receive a present from you right?
I WANT A LAPTOP !
not greedy ya?
:D
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"I don`t need any Raymond ! I've got two new guys ! BEN and JERRY. "
- aquamarine.
oooooff. i`ve finally finished watching the taiwan drama i wanted to watch !
it wasn`t up to my expectations.
plot is sooooo EXPECTED.
and i`ve finished the DVDs my sister bought.
open season, aquamarine, material girls and shoe fairy.
AND I NEED MORE !
does anyone have VCDs/DVDs of
Break Up. Failure to Launch. Cars. High School Musical.
or any taiwan or korean dramas that`s real nice?
can lend it to me ? :D
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proj meeting td was ...
(:
ahhhhhhhhh.
the free access lab was totally packed with wolves.
there`s no space for lil` red riding hood !
thus we were stucked in the forest.
decided to do a teeny weeny lil` bit.
at least we did smtg (:
lesson learnt.
kishen will bring laptop the next time we meet !
ooooh !
so looking forward to CHALET !
:DDD
jolenekoh(:
ahhhhhhhh ! i hate projects !
i`ve totally forgot that i`m meeting kishen for proj tmr la.
thou i just confirmed the timing with him and all.
it`s way past midnight,
and i`m still here checking out stuffs online.
it`s raining now.
heavily.
like mad cows and hippos.
like how my hunns bunns will describe it as.
HAHA (:
time to sleep.
such a good weather.
i shall not waste it !
BYE.
jolenekoh(:
alone.
so alone.
being alone feels great.
sometimes i really wished that i`m alone.
so that i don`t have to care bout the feelings of others.
or maybe it`s just because i want someone to really care for me.
someone who will be there forever.
knock knock,
are you there?
or are u away in aust for two freaking months
without telling me so?!
i feel so like a loser.
i feel so helpless.
so much so that i didn`t fulfill my dreams even without trying.
how i wished i`ve studied harder during those days.
ahhhhhh. things would have been sooooo different now.
yes i know i shouldn`t dwell on all those things.
but it`s uncontrollable.
jc graduate.
university undergraduate.
degrees.
masters.
honors.
okayy nvm, u`re just going the longer way.
ahhhh whatever !
i feel so lousy !
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it`s the christmas season !
i ought to be loving it !
but i hate projects (:
jolenekoh(:
thanks to trish,
now my blog is no longer silence !
:D
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the HOLS are finally here !
and mine started since thurs (:
so glad.
so we girls and marcus went to vivo.
and we were practically insane.
THANKS TO ME ! :D
and we`re loving the sun !
tanning session on fri.
but it was a lil` short.
cause God decided to send some rain.
so going along wit nature,
we went back to mainland for lunch !
(urps, mainland sounds so cheeeena. )
vivo again !
and we did all the running in the water again.
HAHA
many pictures.
so shall wait till i get it fr RAH.
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DON`T WORRY, BE HAPPY !
:D
jolenekoh(:
beautiful soul.
life.
one starts. another ends.
happy. sad.
i`m glad i`m happy.
(:
enjoy life !
life.
one starts. another ends.
happy. sad.
i`m glad i`m happy.
(:
enjoy life !
jolenekoh(:
the rainbow i saw,
made my day td.
so pretty (:
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i`m looking at the blue-black on my hand now.
ah, it looks like as if someone abused me !
well, my sis abused me. HAHA
oh !
thanks beth !
for helping me td !
:D
alright.
there`s stats and acct ICA coming up tmr & thurs.
and i`m so not prepared.
td`s speech wasn`t up to my standard either.
ahhhhh ! i feel so unprepared for everything !
now i only wish for play !!!
i wanna play !
i wanna play !
i wanna play !
i wanna play !
i wanna play !
i wanna play !
come christmas come !
it`s the season to be jolly !
((:
BYE
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that few weeks was pure bliss.
i`ll rmb them forever.
(:
jolenekoh(:
so cute !
:D
:D
jolenekoh(:
ahhhh.
am doing EOC ICA2 speech now.
so pek chek ! so tired !
ahhhh.
i`m so looking forward to my 2 weeks break.
haha. this sem`s ICAs are all so packed !
one more week ! ENDURE !
:X
ytd was fun.
we measured our mouth, smile. eyes and nose.
haha crazy but true !
then we left school for SWIMMING !
we reached hougang interchange
and saw the bus leaving for beth`s hse alr.
so we were contemplating to run for the bus or not.
rah said okay, and she started DASHING across the road.
with no other choice, we followed suit. HAHA
the feeling was incredible.
we didn`t look out for the traffic at all !
crazy bunch of people :D
haha and we took loads of pictures,
only to laugh at them aft swimming session. LOLS.
sandy`s sisters joined us ytd.
sally and cindy. heh heh
played the rubber band game and ice & water !
haha swam hard ytd. whee :D
then it was PS !
xue, rah and i decided to go for dinner there.
more swimming sessions alright !
:DDD
and trish, you shld come into the pool with us too !
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6 dec. CHALET with 05s21 !
yes yes i went for their chalet.
had fun with mc and yp !
ah, didn`t know i missed them soooo much !
(:
aft sch, rah, trish and i went to np for ice cream,
before meeting my class at the chalet.
yummy earthquake !
i only reached the chalet at bout 7pm i think.
had bbq-ed food.
( resulting in 2 pimples on my face now ): )
mc, mely and ck cooked for me. HAHA
and i did the satay :D
aft that, mc, lj and i hid in the room to watch VCD.
yh, sted and ck joined us aft that.
then was POOL TIME !
but it was totally packed.
so we played the soccer thingy at the pool shop.
heh had fun !!!
then arcade then supper then gossip session !
not really gossip but happenings in class la.
yp, mc and sted were just updating me.
blah blah blah blah. had loads of fun with mc and yp.
played dai dee and all.
then the next morning i left very early.
cause there was sch.
nope, no grumbles (:
i`m proud to say that (:
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alright, time to study again.
BYE toddles
jolenekoh(:
i started off this morning moody moody moody.
and it got all happening when i reached the mrt stat !
if you`ve seen the news,
an indian man jumped to his death at yishun mrt stat.
and there wasn`t any train operations
fr bout 7.45am to 8.30am.
so i got stuck at semb stat.
and the queue at the shutter bus service was
SUPER DUPER LONGGGGGGG.
so i decided to wait for ber.
haha she was stuck in the train at woodlands mrt stat.
everyone was like 'what happened?'
haha my very first encounter la.
and peng said he saw the tent when his train passed by yishun.
scaryyyyyyy
ber and i only reached sch at bout 8.45am.
ber, ghee koon and i were the last to reach la.
then my day took a turn.
i got pissed off !
LTD3 seats suck BIG BIG time !
the chairs are bloody spoilt can.
i nearly fell off la
and some ungrateful lecturemates of mine were trying to shake the chair.
come on la.
this is not a playground okay.
STOP SPOILING THE SEATS !
and if you fucking wanna talk
and discuss bout magazines,
then i rather you tap your card and go off.
stop disrupting the lecture !
i come to school to listen to lectures,
not you guys talking.
bloody hell.
all the murmurings are so irritating !
ARGH !!
* forgive me for my rantings.
oh, then i went for job interview aft sch.
haha money come roll into my pocket !!!
and we got pretty postcards fr the school postcard stand !
:DDD
and rah and i got kinda excited by
the zodiac bible and the palmistry bible at popular.
HAHA cool books !
zodiac bible is bout horoscopes.
plamistry bible is bout palm readings.
there`s one on dreams too !
called the dream bible. HAHA
reached hme late.
so gonna start reading for the EOC quiz soon.
oh !!
and singapore got their first gold in DOHA 2006 !
it`s clinched by the female bowlers !
COOL !
:D
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fly me to the moon,
and let me play among the stars.
(:
jolenekoh(:
constantly you're on my mind,
and i think about you all of the time.
and even though words are hard to say,
boy i miss you, never thought id feel this way.
.. she lay on the grass, hands under her head watching the clouds roll on over the vast sky, like snippets of a broken old movie, different scenes periodically alternating over a tiny ten inch screen. and she wondered 'where does this take me?'
some days i wonder where i'm really at, how quickly and unassumingly i can roll between spectrum of moods. honestly, just when you thought you're coping fine now. strange. funny how one can look forward to something so much but dread the entire thought of it simultaneously. talk about irony. i think i'm scared to know how weak i really am. all the months of hiding away in a little dark spot like a blind mole only to be dug out and thrown into the light. the image of a writhing mole desperately scampering for a dark solace is already forming in my head.
i'm going home. or am i really?
nobody's there when i call your name,
and nights are cold without your flame.
but if i could, id make you see.
that i'm sorry, and that i need you here with me.
jolenekoh(:
i miss those days.when i have no worries,
with everything sorted out for me,
with only studies stress.
i miss those good old days.
i wanna relive them again.
those happy memories.
but i guess one has to move on.
those happy memories.
but i guess one has to move on.
jolenekoh(:
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
i just felt like screaming.
for no reason.
haha i was raving to trish bout some things ytd.
and i`m embarrassed to admit it in front of everyone la.
HAHA (:
but it`s just a small stupid thing and a sign of loyalty !
and those pictures !
they just make me go crazy & head over heels.
:DDD
maybe i`m crazy over everything,
because i have a dream,
a dream that will never come true.
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congrats to vanessa yong for clinching a silver !
heard the other 2 female shooters are fr AI too.
errr i only recognise one of them.
heh heh (:
jolenekoh(:
watching Asian Games again.
so late into the night.
yawn.
the jap swimmer is handsome !
my sis agrees too.
forgot his name. HAHA
he came in first.
for men`s 400m individual medley ( i think, can`t really rmb.)
and tao li is cute laa.
like she wanna smile but don`t dare liddat.
errrr, no worries, i`m straight.
(:
i so wanna get SCV laaaa.
i wanna watch loads of shows !
so maybe i shld consider going to people`s hse
and slack. and watch SCV !
hahaha evil me.
SCV SCV SCV SCV SCV SCV
SCV SCV SCV SCV SCV SCV
(: anyone wanna share ?
OR BUY ME ONE ?!
heh heh :D
jolenekoh(:
hello ! (:
i`ve changed my blogskin !
and i like it. haha
and yes i`ve watched the opening of the Asian Games last night.
yawn.
i watched the opening aimlessly for 2 hours,
just to catch that few seconds of Singapore athletes.
stupid. i kept falling asleep. haha
there`s lots of small little continents, or countries (whatever you call them) in the Asian Games.
eg: saudi arabia ; blangadesh ; macau ;
tajikistan (heard of this? not me.) ;
timor-leste ; turkmenistan ; republic of yamen ;
state of qatar.
ok those are just a few of the countries.
and like half of them i`ve never heard before.
( or is it just me? hmms )
this year`s Asian Games is held in Doha.
:D
that`s it for now.
i`m out of here.
BYE.
; tell me more about the red moon.
jolenekoh(:
the clock`s going to strike midnight in 7 mins time,
marking the end of the first day of december.
shortening the counting days to christmas.
i`m alone at hme.
mummy`s not back fr work yet.
and i`m getting worried.
her phone`s off.
i can`t contact her.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHH !
shall continue waiting.
and i`ll watch the opening of the Asian Games !
(:
anw sch`s out for the weekend.
i will definitely enjoy myself for one day.
and start mugging and researching for week 8 & 9.
LIKE WTH laaaa.
poly life is so NOT relaxing.
i`m out of here.
BYE.
jolenekoh(: