left.standin.speechless.
i've.lost.the.game``*
[stressed.breakin.down.soon.]
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i've lost terribly.
duno wat to do nw.
stressed.
tests are all over e wk.
study.
so wat?
nothin can get into my head!!!
darn`
band..
duno wat to sae.
somehow my pw stuff clashes wif band.
???
nvm.
forget it.
rearrange everythin.
come on!! i can do it!!!
=)
hope my life will go on smoothly aft tis wk.
hopefully.
miss everyone.
miss my sec frenz n sec life.
miss those happy days i spend wif my pri frenz.
how i wish time can b turned back.
so tat i can enjoy myself again.
n be tat carefree n happy-go-lucky gurl tat my frenz noe of.
i've changed.
-ciaos-
-i m waitin for a d r e a m come t r u e.``*
jolenekoh(:
hahas.
went out for dinner juz nw.
trimmed my hair too.
well its not tat obvious larhs.
lol.
had phy test td.
ok larhs.
not tat bad larhs.
but duno whether will pass not.
hahas.
hopefully can pass!!!
=)))
tmr no test.
but got PE.
duno still wanna jump standin board not.
10cm more to GOLD.
hahas.
tis yr all associated wif GOLD sia.
lol.
shall decide tmr.
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miss e fun we had.miss e J2s.
miss e band pract during SYF.
miss e tears o joy we shed tgt.
miss em alot alot.
how i wish we can turn back time.
///missing euu. .. .`*
-ciaos-
-waitin for a d r e a m come t r u e.``*
jolenekoh(:
juz reached home fr sku.
bathed. =)))
well, sku was not really fine td.
had GP pp2 td.
feelin kinda demoralised nw.
my summary was lik over by 50words!!!
can ya believe it?!?!?!
think my GP is a goner.
ha. hopefully i can do well for my pp1.
still hav to prepare for physics ltr.
shall chillax 1st. =)))
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hmms. feelin much better aft fri.
hahas. feel better when i noe e ans.
=)))
if u hav said so earlier,
my life would not b in sucha mess.
nvm.
long live my happiness!!! =]
-ciaos-
-waitin for a d r e a m come t r u e.``*
jolenekoh(:
went back to sku td for pw.
was late.
met laikiu on e way to sku.
wat luck.
ha. kept suan-ing each other.
so suay td. hahas. oops =p
pw meetin lasted for an hr.
met up wif zoey aft tat.
hahas. was supposed to study.
but guess u noe wat happened in e end.
we talked alot. hahas.
muz study wif yiin n jia hui den we'll really study.
lol.
well. smsed him td.
hahas. surprised by his reply.
din expect him to reply tat way.
well. which means it's gd larhs.
hahas. -happy- oops =P
hahas.
-blogged, on cloud 9-
-im w a i t i n . waitin for a d r e a m come t r u e.``*
jolenekoh(:
td went cck to meet up wif yiin zoey n jiahui.
study!!
so good sia
lol.
had fun studyin wif 'em.
aft tat at bout 3 plus,
we went down to orchard.
hahas.
zoey bot her skirt,
jia hui n i bot our blouse.
oops. i meant sku u.
hahas. at bibi n baba.
cute name ya?
hahas.
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haiz. was v v happy when i'm wif 'em.
but duno y when i reach home,
i start thinkin.
bout wat? i duno.
n i get kinda upset??
strangely.
well, i hate e feelin alot.
alot alot alot.
-blogged-
-im w a i t i n . waitin for a d r e a m come t r u e.``*
jolenekoh(:
yest 4e3 had a BBQ!!!
lol. had lots o fun
v happy!!! =)))
haven seen most o em for lik 6mths.
hahas. cool.
we met up at 1.30 liddat to go get food.
hahas. den we set off for east coast.
-gosh-
our pit is at area C pit 9.
din noe it was so far fr e entrance we came in fr lo.
so god damn far.
we took lik bout 1/2 hr to reach our pit?
ha. ya. ard 1/2 hr.
so can u imagine how far isit?
but we wer walkin at a slow pace larhs.
hahas.
aft BBQ n everything we played games lo.
ha. truth or dare.
got some secrets digged out. hahas.
cool huh?
wanted to ton at hew's hse last nite.
but phy forgot she was wearin contacts.
darn` ( im not angry. hahas)
in e end we all went hm.
reached hm bout lik 11.30pm liddat.
bath n came online till 3pm liddat.
hahas. but i was too tired to blog.
bleahss =]
juz woke up.
oops.
kk. gtg eat lunch.
hahas
-blogged-
-im w a i t i n . waitin for a d r e a m come t r u e.``*
jolenekoh(:
hahas.
went to zoey's hse td wif yiin ying.
studied den went out to lot1 for lunch.
hahas.
was crazy but not as crazy as usual.
hav to study n do hw eh.
hahas. did quite alot td.
=)))
oopz.
we talked alot too.
hahhas.
think if we hav e time
we meeting up again on mon.
hahas.
i feel sooo carefree
when i hang out wif zoey n yiin ying larhs.
can tok bout anthing under e sun.
and i mean ANYTHING!
hahas.
-blogged-
-im w a i t i n . waitin for a d r e a m come t r u e.``*
jolenekoh(:
o gosh!!
wat am i doin larhs?!?!?
dun tell me i haven gotten over tat
stupid freaking fuckin thing?!?!?
i mean.. not thing larhs.
haiz. nvm.
wat am i doin?
wat am i doin??
wat am i doin???
-blogged-
-im w a i t i n . waitin for a d r e a m come t r u e.``*
jolenekoh(:
sooooo bored.
gosh.
supposed to b doin hw larhs!
hahas.
nvm. ltr go do.
woots~
goin to zoey's hse tmr to study.
hahas.
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poor laikiu.
sooo sick.
hahas.
muz b any how eat n eat n eat larhs. lol
muz tc. haiz.
slp early everyone!!!
or else u'll end up lik laikiu.
-oopz-
-blogged-
-im w a i t i n . waitin for a d r e a m come t r u e.``*~
jolenekoh(:
e concert last nite was gr8!!!!!
i enjoyed myself alot last nite.
haiz.
but not all e J2s came.
sharon, jialing, linhui n henry din come.
-sigh-
nvm.
e yuhua-rv combined alumini band was GR8!!!!!
hahas.
i lik e pieces dey played.
so cool..ahahaha
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woots~
im still thinkin.
but still duno wat im thinkin bout.
ha. funy.
nvm. jus lemme kip on daydreamin.
-blogged-
-hope my dreams will come true.
jolenekoh(:
hey bandmembers..
let's all jia you tgt for e comin sun!!
hahas.
we can do it.
n ooo..
fear cripples the soul,
so we just have to fight it.
=)))
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hav been thinkin alot lately.
but i dun really noe wat i was thinkin bout.
some things hav to be hiden in ur heart.
but its so.. erm.. u noe??
lik bottlin some stuff in ur heart?
haiz. hope i get an ans soon.
hahas.
-blogged-
-anxiety awaits sunday~
jolenekoh(:
dead.
here i am..sittin in front o e dead com.
lookin aimlessly at its screen.
wif nth to do...
-blogged-
-feelin damn bored~
jolenekoh(:
how come got tis kinda o ppl who go ard critizin ppl??
dey ought to vanish fr tis wrold.....
-blogged-
-go to hell u idiot!!!!-
jolenekoh(:
ahha
i'm supposed to b slpin nw.
but im still wide awake.
hopefully im able to wake up on time tmr.
hmms.
well im one quarter away fr e finishin line to forgettin *ahem*
ahha.
but huiqi is still half way.
hmms. JIA YOU huiqi~~~!!!
we can do it.
hahas. its not tat we cant but we jus hav to try harder.
n i mean REAL HARD!!!
-blogged-
-better slp soon. hahas-
jolenekoh(:
td me, leon, guan zhong ( gZ ) n eileen met up to mk e badges.
hahas.
gZ was sayin tat its near e concourse shoppin mall.
but i tot he was sayin its inside it.
-gosh-
i made a mistake.
its at a market near it.
me n leon waited for gZ n eileen for lik an hr or so.
ha. dey wer still at jurong east stat at bout 2.55 liddat.
hahas. dey wer late alr.
LOL. while waitin for 'em, i bot a pencil case.
n leon n i had a bite at e food junction.
tis goes to show how late dey wer.
aft their lunch we took a cab fr Parco Bugis Junction
to e place cos we din noe how to get ther.
well upon reachin, i found out tat it was e Army Market. LOL.
we din really search for e shop thou
cos when we went it ther it was, waitin for us.
ha. e badge ain't cheap at all. its $4.50 each.
was thinkin whether e auntie got cheat us not.
cos if i'm not wrong, e previous batch did at a cheaper price than tat.
hmms. well we paid a deposit o 70bucks
when we wer supposed to pay lik 200bucks.
hahas. we din hav tat much cash u c.
how much money do u expect 4 young adults to bring on 'em?? LOL.
aft tat we took cab back to bugis. LOL.
hmms. obviously we ended up being late for band.
not our fault. hahas.
but we wer still marked as late. LOL.
td we only had sectionals. nth much.
nth interestin happened.
jus tat we kinda planned out e passin out ceremony thingy.
gonna hav an EXCO meetin tmr at 3.30pm.
i shall go back AI tmr to get my cert n visit e band.
hais. wander how r dey doin nw.
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one wk o hols is alr over.
but i still haven started studyin.
guess i gonna flunk all my tests when sch reopen.
haiz. i duno wat im doin seh.
life jus sucks sooooo much.
how i wish i can pass my tests even if i dun study.
well. i guess i'm dreammin.
-u reap wat u sow-
hahas. i found out i lik tis phrase..
-to err is human-
dun u think its jus sooo cool?? LOL.
i'm tokin nonsense again.
gtg catch some slp alr.
gotta wake up early tmr to go go back to AI.
-blogged-
-silent prayers for tat special someone~
jolenekoh(:
strangely.
i tot o him again last nite.
outta no wher.
i duno y.
but i think its bad.
i shldn't b thinkin o him alr.
cos im supposed to forget bout him.
-gosh-
help me.
i wanna stop it!!!
-blogged-
-silent prayers for tat special someone~
jolenekoh(:
hahas. noe y i din update? coz i went for Peiying's P5 adventure camp!! LOL. obviously i'm ther as an instructor larhs. LOL. jus came back on e 3 of june. was too tired so only update nw. yeap.
P5 Adventure Camp -Day 1-
so cool. LOL. was supposed to wake up at 6 i think. but overslept. reached huiqi's hse at lik 6.50am. hahass. e kids wer supposed to arrive at 6.45am. obviously some wer late. n dey end up startin e day being scolded by Mr. Hassan. poor idiots. oops. i jus said tat e kids wer idiots! LOL. went to guide our houses. i was in charge o Meranti wif huiqi, henry n a sec3 guy call glen. well, we separated ourselves such tat me n huiqi wer in charge o gurls while dey are in charge o guys.
went for in-line skatin n orienteerin in e mornin. had to support e gurls for skatin cos dey wer afraid o fallin. hah. was fun thou. LOL. had lunch at bout 12 plus. packed food. not nice at allll..!! wasn't lik my time -- buffet style. aft tat we went trekkin at bukit timah hill. glen disappeared b4 tat cos he was an assiant head o e inctructors. den pricilla n chang shui ( arh. watever, i duno how to spell his name. shall name him LCS. ) wah seh!! dun think it's jus a small hill. trekkin was damn tirin larhs. Mr. Muhd still brot us e longer way. long n tedious. steep n muddy due to e mornin rain. well we wer lucky we weren't caught in e rain. poor kids. lookin at 'em climb wif all their might. wasn't ez for us too. Mr. Muhd oso regretted leadin us to e longer route. LOL. everyone wer v happy when we reached e summit. had apples. ooo.. one poor kid had his leg stuck in e mud when trekkin. he threw his shoe away aft he reach e foot o e hill.
e kids went for their bath aft trekkin. hmms. Tembusu gurls took advantage o e shower rooms cos dey wer 1st in line. selfish?? end up e Cempaka n Meranti gurls had 'lil time to bath. everyone had 5 mins to bath. but Cempaka n Meranti gurls only had 2mins each. so bad larhs. n noe wat? the insrtuctors din had time to bath!! YUCKS!!! then it was DINNER TIME!!! EWWWWW.. instructors had to eat wif a stench on 'em and the food wasn't tat nice either. but bcos o e trek, we wer so hungry tat we could eat a few packs o dinner. hahas. i din eat tat much thou. e food wasn't appealin. =/ e kids had fun but dey kept complainin bout their tired legs aft e trek. lik as if e instructors are not tired larhs! nite activities wer conducted admist e stench o e instructors. nite walk.trust fall.games. dey had fun. we all had fun. esp durin e nite walk. kids wer blindfolded n led by us. we sure made a fool outta 'em. but i din lik e boys. wer too naughty. den it was finally time for bed!! huiqi n i went hm aft dey wer brot to their dorms. ha. we went for Mac supper b4 goin hm. food wasn't nice u c. LOL. reached hm n bath. too tired to do anythin else so i went to bed immediately.
P5 Adventure Camp -Day 2-
i woke up on time!! ha. met huiqi n went to sch. hmms. had mornin PE. tot we could missed it but we din. -sigh- o.O hahas. jogged wif e 'lil kids. aft ta we had breakfast n we wer down for kitchen duty. had to clean up e canteen. kids wer gd in tat man. LOL.
den dey went for e Adventure tower. woahs. dey wer much more braver den me. hahas. lunch n it was time for us to set off to kallang for dragon boatin. hahas. was hopin to c sis ther but din. hahas. we saw a dead bloated cat in e river. ArGh. e kids wer sayin tat its real n its floatin cos it drank lotsa water when it was drownin. ha. dey nv read their sci txt. LOL. reached sch all wet n stinky. YUCKS. hahas. but we did bath. thank goodness. LOL. dinner time n it was campfire. had talentnite but apparently Meranti came in last. cos we seemed lik shunnin e other hses. but we had a moral behind it. guess e jugdes din really heard it. e kids wer all so devastated. esp e leader. woahs. she cried. LOL.
hmms. tat nite i decided to stay overnite wif nth at all. hahas. someone smsed me. he was thinkin tat i was sick n tired o band so din turned up. -.- wth. am i liddat one?? nvm. we gossiped at nite till 4am n decided to slp in e hall wif e other J1s. hahas. all o us wer fr 6a n 6b. ha. slept quite well. think i was jus too tired.
P5 Adventure Camp -Day 3-
last day o camp. was waken up by e guys at 6am. huiqi din come cos she nid to attend sch. she help us buy sweets for e kids. hahas. not v ex thou. hahas. mornin PE again den breakfast. everyone wer supposed to clean up their dorms. not excludin e instructors. LOL. was quite ez.
we had telematch. was v v v fun. last but not least we had debriefin n awards presentation. hmms. -happy happy- Meranti was 1st forcamp inspection n TELEmatch!!! we wer thinkin tat tembusu would win it cos dey ahd all e atheletics. guess wat. we wer wrong. LOL. e kids wer damn damn happy. hahas. end up Meranti was 2nd in place!! wif Causaurina in 1st place. hahas. aft all we wer all v v happy.
aft tat e instructors wer shown a powerpt slide show n a video o e camp. cool. hahas. i went hm straight aft tat n showered n rushed outta hse. went to band with an empty stomach. hahas. pity me man.
camp's really fun. din regret goin. but i end up v tired. hahas. gonna miss e camp days. wasn't v relaxin but at least i did enjoy myself.
-blogged-
-silent prayers for tat special someone~
jolenekoh(: