if u guys haven been stressing me up and pining high hopes on me, i guess i could have done better than this and i wouldn`t have worried much on how to tell u guys my results. but, i still told u in the end, coz i need u to go to sch to get my report slip.
-.-
i guess things turned out fine, but my frens and juniors were shocked. they juz didn`t expected it. nvm
enough of the sad sad sad sad sad stuff.
hahas. we celebrated mel y`s bdae td. we went to eat suki sushi buffet. here are some pics. click on `em for the full view. sorry coz my blog can`t show the full pic. =)))
hahas. it`s mel`s bdae so we had a "lil` cake" for her. it`s a cheese cake fr suki plus a tako yachi on top of it fr the converyor belt. hahas.
yp.. my buddy.. playing wif mel c`s hp at suki. lol. funy.
ok.. then at the converse section of seiyu, we saw mel y`s bag. sooo, i took the red coloured one and took a pic wif mel y`s blue one!! hehe
interesting ya? lol
another pic here is an art done by me!! hhahas.
it's a face made fr soy sauce. hahas. aft i ate chicken rice in sch one day. lol. my frens juz gave me an idea and i did it. lol.
hope that my life will be lik that face forever. happy and carefree like nobody`s business.
o.. did i mention? yp puked right aft we left suki. ha. she ate too much. and guess what?!? i think i ate too much too. my stomach started acting up when i was reaching hme, and once i sat on the toilet bowl, i started having runs.. what an ending to a buffet. hahas. no more suki for me for at least a mth. ha.
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life isn`t wat u want it to be. sometimes good frens may suddenly become strangers on the surface. (esp. guy frens) i don`t want it to happen again.. i wish upon a star..
jolenekoh(:
doing some research on hk now..
interesting but tiring. alot of things to do man.
sometimes the search don`t even give u the things and info u want.
ha.
o ya.. all the best for those taking their chi on mon..
and all the best for those taking their A levels!!
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jolenekoh(:
aft all the hopes the sch gave me, aft all the fun i had in this sch..
my hopes and dreams and pride have all been destroyed.
but its all my fault.
but u could have shut up and let me leave the school wif at least some pride and dignity.
but u destroyed it all.
i hate you.
jolenekoh(:
it`s time for me to wave goodbye to my frens in pjc
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ok.. i haven been online since friday. was so tired u see. 0ok lemme recall what happened since friday.
hahas. on fri.. i went out to eat with hui and her other 2 friends, jasmine and ruth. we went to kfc to eat thou i`m sick. hahas. mr kwek was there too with mr dennis yeo and another female tcher. hui and jasmine tot that the female tcher is mr kwek`s wife la. they didn`t know that she`s a tcher in pjc. lol. nvm, main thing is.. hui became a xiao3 fei1 xia2, kinda like peter pan. lol. i merely pushed her with half of my strength, she actually flew to her left and the tray fell on the ground with loud "THUG!!". so can u imagine what will happen if i pushed her with all my strength?! hahas. jasmine keep thinking bout it and hui got so angry with me. the whole restaurnt looked at us i think. lol. lucky the tchers went off alr.
then aft that we went for band. ms chan changed jap graffiti 4 to graffiti 6. as nice. hahas. looking forward to hk.
ytd, sat, deon, clement and i went to xhuan`s hse to sew pencil cases!! clement was there to study thou, but i think he ended up playing and watching la bi xiao xin. lol. i left early ytd to go hme and eat. hehe. then i continued to finish up the sewing when i reached hme. hmms nth much happened ytd la. boring life. lol.
so td`s sunday. and tmr`s monday. which means that results are out tmr. damn. so scared la.. shit. i hope i pass. God bless.
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i did another quiz
http://quizbox.com/personality/test103.aspx
and here are my results. hahas..
[Part 1] Self Confidence: 70% -> You're confident.
[Part 2] Sensory Perceptions: 80% -> Extremely sensitive to surrounding stimulation.
[Part 3] Body Language: 73% -> Quite good at utilizing on occasions.
[Part 4] Conversational Skills: 93% -> A real talent!
[Part 5] Empathy For Others: 77% -> Occasionally empathizes with others.
You are a typical girl, like the majority.
lol. all this tests are fun thou. u can give it a try.
anothe one.
http://quizbox.com/personality/test102.aspx
my results on The Clothes You Wear
What others see from your style:
You're imaginative and sometimes unpredictable. You like entertainment, having fun, and independence. You are outspoken, but you probably speak strongly about issues close to your heart.
What your nightclothes reveal:
You are friendly and always in good mood. You are candid and helpful, and can be sexy at times too.
What others see from your ties:
You are a caring people. You are romantic, witty, and easygoing. You compromise rather than confront, and love nature.
What others see from your belts: ( i don`t usually wear belts.)
If there's not a single belt in your wardrobe, you like freedom and are opposed to all kinds of rules. You are creative and very good at work that requires you to stretch your imagination. Your main downfall, however, is that you can be very moody.
What others see from your shoes:
You are kind and open-minded. You may not be talkative, but you are friendly and enjoy the company of intelligent people. You always keep the secrets of others, and never play tricks on people.
What others see from your earrings: (i don`t wear earrings.)
You are probably an independent and strong-willed person. Fairness is important to you, and you always stand up for what you believe in. You are friendly and get along well with people.
The last analysis:
You are probably a romantic and passionate person. You are sensitive and lonely when you aren't in love. You can be somewhat self-centered, but you are honest and sincere to others. You like to make a good impression of yourself and worry about what others think of you.
http://quizbox.com/personality/test101.aspx
What is your favourite fruit?
Here is the analysis:
Never one to waste a spare minute, you are a dynamic and active person. You are optimistic and never worry about problems because you're sure a solution will arise when you need it to.
http://quizbox.com/personality/test98.aspx
How do you react to compliments?
Here is the analysis:If you are gracious and simply say thank you when you receive a compliment, it shows that you are confident and self-assured. You respect the privacy of others, and don't like to poke your nose into anyone's business. You are sure of what your values are, and are proud of what you believe.
http://quizbox.com/personality/test97.aspx
How well do you get along with others?
Here is the analysis:
You truly believe in friendship. You get along well with others, and those who are around you are happy to be with you, too. You love to be surrounded by friends and you'll do anything you can to help them without expecting anything in return. When your friends are smiling, you're as happy as you can be.
ok that`s the end of today`s personality tests. look out for more!!
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hahas. i saw this website on huiqi`s blog
http://quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
and i did it. it`s kinda interesting.
so, here`s my results..
Your view on yourself:
You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.
The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?
Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.
The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
ok i know aft reading this, some ppl may go "huh?!", "hmms", "ooo" or even "hahas". know why? `cause i dun even know whether this is true of me. i`m puzzled too. but pls la.. don`t trust soooooooooo much in personality tests. some may not be even 10% true. juz believe in urself.
=)))
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sick
i`m utterly sick
btw it`s time for me to let go nw.
as in really REALLY let go of everything.
why hold on?
when u know u shldn`t.
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u led me to the wrong way. i`m so utterly disappointed wif u. but all i can do nw, is to wish u all the best with ***. dun let ***go; Living it once is good enough.
lady over there. u kip mentionin bout ur dumbo ex, commenting on how bad he is for a guy, or rather a boyfriend. so nw u`re wif another guy nw, will u stop talkin bout ur dumbo ex?!?! u really mk my blood boil. stop it or i`ll kill u.
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twisted; by the finger players.
( theatre studio esplanade)
A hole
The size of my palm
Was blocking my way
The hole was frighteningly deep
The sky suddenly turned black
The floor hit my face
The ground
Collasped under my weight
Had me buried inside the hole
The hole had swallowed me whole
It was the same road
The same hole
And I fell into its earthly grip again
I had touched its unfathomable depths
I had felt its warmth
The road to avoid, I walked towards it
The hole ahead, I aim for it
The depths I fall, I pray for it
Some say it is fate
Some say I`m twisted
But I have a hole to fill
Ipick myself up only to fall again
Each time it gets esaier
Ihave grown quite accustomed to it all
Perhaps this is why humans are creatures of habit?
There ahead is the same hole
At the same spot on the same road
Is this hole my world?
It dawns on me that I could perhaps live in another world
Shall I?
New sights
New sounds
The unfamiliarity of its thrills scares me so much
I pee in my pants
The nurse tells me it`s not uncommon with the aged
While it`s definitely off the beaten path
But I am undeniably on the road again
Turn by turn we turn
Like a merry go round
God is the pilot of no one
Yet his carousel spins our lives around
Seconds turn into hours into days into years
In a life cycle strangers turn into families and lovers
And return as bones and memories
All in the speed of sound it seems
Revisiting old haunts and hurts at every round
Losing their faces and their voices at every turn
Caught in an endless spiral, in an endless flux
I only hope
I`ve at least burned a small hole in your heart
Perhaps that`s my true destination, on the road
I hope
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hahas. i forgot to mention smtg.. can ya imagine?!?! i fell down this morning!!! hehe and now i`m lik so proud of it.
-_-`
i was walking down e` stairs to get to e` parade sq as usual, like every normal day. and suddenly, i missed a step and fell!!! juz by a batter of my eyelid, i was down on my knees, right on the drain. damn. blood gushed out of my veins as immediate and fast like lighting!! (i`m exaggerating.) damn. joanna was beside me; with her help, i quickly pulled myself up. afraid to look elsewhere, i quickly limped my way thru the crowd to my class. so embarrassing!! hopefully not many ppl saw (which is difficult.) damn! how clumsy can i be?!?!?! and guess what?! what? e` annoucements this morning were darn` bloody long. mr kwek took the mic and spoke too. believe me, i was cursing and swearing at e` annoucers. i couldn`t stand it any more. blood was oozing out like nobody`s business (i`m exaggerating.) the pain was excruciating (i`m exaggerating again. hahas) i nearly needed ten stitches!!! (i`m exaggerating again.) this started out my day. what luck! what an adventure. hopefully there will be no scar left behind. i fell before on that knee alr ok?!?! i don`t need another fall mark. ha.
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- so darn paiseh!
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hehe. so happy with e` combine td. mainly `coz we got to sight-read new songs!! whee. lol. td`s pract is quite ok. juz that ms chan got kinda pissed off with the band `coz we started chit-chatting once we put down our instru to rest, i.e. we were quite noisy. can`t really blame us `coz we juz got back fr exams. but i know we`ll get more serious during the next band pract. so excited bout hong kong!!! hmms there are more info on the band blog @ http://www.pjcsb.blogspot.com
Confirmed pieces that we will be playing for the Trip:
- Merry Widow
- Sousa March
- Japanese Graffitti 4
- To be confirmed
- To be confirmed
- To be confirmed
(excited??!?!?!) lol
hmms that`s all for td. sleep!
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just reached hme fr je. hehe went to watch tong meng qi yuan wif ph, yp, js, cw. so nice!! hehe. touching story. everyone ought to catch it ya? hahas.
we actually pon-ed the pm session of td`s enrichment prog. just din felt like goin u see.. hmms but we reallllly enjoyed ourselves at the personal grooming workshop. hahas. the coaches were damn damn funny. reallly enjoyed myself..
hmms. what else??
erm. feel lik sleeping alr. so i gonna bath now and then go to sleep.
=)))
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guys are materialistic. am i right to say that? i think so.
jolenekoh(:
i`m now slavouring some choco from los angelas. hahas. my uncle went there for business trip and bought the choco for us. damn nice!!! hahas. but i don`t really like the nut in it. it`s macadamia nuts. can`t blame me. i just dislike nuts. hehe.
ok. i watched e` myth just nw. damn nice!! go catch it ppl!!! the movie is worth the money. hehe. the fighting is so action packed, so exciting. and the lady is so pretty and that indian actress` boobs are so big! lol. sorry for being so uncouth. hehe. and guess what. what??! (oops i`m trying to be lame) i saw huiqi @ cwp when i was about to enter the theatres. lol. she was with her lil` bro, queueing up to buy snacks for the movie. hehe. what coincidence. she was also ther to watch e` myth!! hahas. so nice. we all liked the movie!
o my goodiness!!! tmr is pride`s last episode!!! damn!! what a nice show la. so fast finish. hahas. gonna go borrow the vcd and watch again.
ok here`s my plan for the coming days..
-the next moive that i wanna watch is tong meng qi yuan. the movie starring andy lau. hehe. i think it`s a nice show.
-another movie i ought to catch is into the blue. think is damn nice as mentioned by my frens. hahas
-kbox!! erm. hopefully can go tmr.. hehe
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had a so-called family gathering ytd. well it was my ah ma`s bdae. hahas.. then after that i went to cwp with my cuzzie to teach her maths. ha. teach until i wanna cry man. lol. we ended up kinda like playing thou. lol. feel so bad. hahas. ooo..anyway she broke my stuff. ha. so she bought me a new one. but it didn`t look as nice as the old one. -sob*sob-
hmms mummy`s back from genting!!! whee~ lol. this time round she didn`t really bought much stuff back. hahas. glad that she had a really gr8 time ther.
hehe was watching date with vampire last night and sms-ing ph when she suddenly call me. hahas. that episode was bout a lil` girl who was a ghost then ph very scared. so she called me to chat. lol. ever since the red shoes incident she became even more easily freaked out. ha. then sted was lik sms-ing her too and he asked her whether she wanna play catch with her and then she starte scolding vulgarities. lol. damn funny la she. then after that we chatted until don`t know what time then sleep. hahas.
hmms hopefully can watch movie with ph, yp, cw and js and ton next fri bah. lol hahas..
watching the myth with my dear penny ltr!! hehe.
last but not least.. happy birthday to yiin!!
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to u
happy birthday to yiin ying...
happy birthday to u!!!!!!!!!!
lol. she loves the prezzie we gave her!!!!!!!!!! yeah!
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hmms don`t expect too much fr someone u like but alr has another person in mind. =)
jolenekoh(:
hahas! i`m so happy that i was an idiot!!! lol. Whee~~
ytd sis had the last bottle of alcohol which was meant for yanni. hahas. she kept saying that we`re drunk coz our faces were red, esp yiin`s. but i think it`s more like she`s the one who`s drunk. lol. she was using the com then suddenly she went to put back the chair.
me: u don`t wanna play le arh? gimme play.
sis: huh? i still wanna play leh.
me: them why u go put back the chair?!?!
sis: eh! ya hor. lol.
me: u`re drunk!!!!!!!!!!!!! not us.
(yiin, hui and i broke into laughters) hahas
lol..so funny la. theif shouting robbery!! lol.
tmr gtg ttsh see my ye ye. hehe
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hmms he came n talk to me. well that was kind of him. hahas. all e best for his promos results. i miss him alot. hope we can go out again.
jolenekoh(:
hahas.. yiin and hui at my hse now.. stayover!!! so late alr we still watching vcd. hmms yanni supposed to join us too but she stayed out too late n couldn`t make it here. so nvmm next time bahz.
hahas drank alcoholic drink just now. 5% only and yiin`s face is all red!! deon sae lucky my hse no guys. lol. crazy la. got guys still drink meh?!?! hahas. so shiok!!!
okayys.. back to tv again. hav fun over e` weekend ppl!!!
ooo.. happy birthday chris!!! i didn`t forget bout it!! =)))
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yeah.. promos over!!! whee feel so relaxed now. don`t know what to say leh. actually tmr got band "outing". go watch corpse bride but i watched it juz nw le!! hmms if they change to watch other movie then see how loh..
hahas. btw td aft exams yp, ph, mc, my, sy, steph and i went to town!! hahas. ya loh. watch corpse bride loh. we are so happyyyy that exams over!! hahas. then suzy joined us aft the movie. she went hme to change u see. lol.
ok. i wanna go watch tv le!!!
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jolenekoh(:
ok.. here are some pics that we took ytd. the yare the lil` 5 kids i was talking bout..
click on the pics to get a clearer view of the pics!!! =)
jolenekoh(:
It`s raining mad.. Haaa.. Haaa. Haaa CHOOOOO~~ Lol. I`m just trying to be funny.. Well it`s really raining real heavily at my place here. And my sis ain`t hme yet. Getting kinda worried bout her. But she always come hme so late.. so WHO CARES.. oops. She better not see this else she`ll kill me.
Hmms.. Tmr is phy paper. Getting kinda worried bout it. Hahahas. I was watching American`s Next Top Model on ch5 just now. Just wanna comment that... YP!!! Your fave contestant, Brittany, nearly got eliminated. Hahas. YP must be thinking lucky she`s still in. Hahas. But I prefer Kahleen. And suddenly I just hate Kenya. She better not emerge as the winner I tell you. But it`s not the judges fault.. `Cause they have to choose the lousiest to be kicked out. But all You out there shld have seen how RUDE Kenya was. In two of the Go-See stops, Naima and Kahleen got there first, but Kenya just pushed her way through `em `cause in her mind was just.."THIS IS A COMPETITION!!!" Yes I agree that this`s a competition, but do you have to be soooo rude?!?!? ArGH, Whatever. And oooo, how can you blame Brittany for stealing all your limelight during the "prize"??? You already said that it`s a competition, so you shld fight for your limelight mah!!! Ok..this is getting idiotic..Whatever..
So nervous bout tmr`s paper.. Hahas and mc and I are already thinking of how to enjoy after promos.. hahas. Btw, my impression of js just got smeared black `cause of the words he said to ph. Hmms.. hopefully my impression of him will improve. hahas. Bleahssssss.
ooo.. hehe. Btw, today at the study room there wasn`t much seats left, which means when mc come she got no seats ard us.. So yp and I went to bao tou the people. Oops. Feel bad but they ought to do smtg bout those without cards. Hahas. after we bao tou, the person haven come so we went out to meet mc and go KFC and eat. And when cw was bout to go out of the rm to buy bubble tea, he bumped into the "checker". Hehe. He got sooo worried bout us (`cause actually I`ve got no card one), he came to find us to tell us bout the "checker". Hehe. Who knows the "checker" is yp and I call one. You should have seen his expression. He was shocked. Lol. After that a lot ofppl were asked to leave. Either `cause they`ve got no card or they were eating and drinking in the rm. Oops. So cw decided to finish drinking the bubble tea that he later bought. `Cause he scared the ppl will be unhappy and throw stuff at him(I think). Studying @ the study rm at gek poh cc is fun. Hehe. And I hope to see ph and js studying with us again. ph, mc and yp would know why I wanna see js again.
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hmms. wat did i wanted to write bout huh??.. hmms. it`s juz a matter of time i get over him.. and one think jy said in her blog spurred me on.. she said forgetting is impossible. esp someone who meant so much to you. but... moving on means you're willing to give yourself another chance. to find someone you love more. and that's what she did. i hope i can do it too..(:
jolenekoh(:
why can`t I get connected with MSN messenger?!?!?! so fustrating... And the kids voices are drumming my ears!!! ArGh.. What a life is this???
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hmms.. I went out to Gek Poh CC to study with mc, ph, yp and friends. Well, they kinda made me soooo paiseh. Just because I say js good-looking, they made me so embarrassed lah. hahas. And I told ph that I think that js look like Tong Leung. hahas. That made her laugh like mad. Well, that was a hilarious comment thou. Lol. Although I very much wanna go for today`s study session, I can`t. `Cause my aunts are coming to my house.
sooo.. now at my house is 5 lil` brats. One is p2, one is p1, one is k1, one is juz 4yrs old n last but not least one is 2yrs. So can you imagine how chaotic my house is?!?!?! ok larhs. Not so exaggerating. Something commendable: they all sat quietly to eat their dinner. hahas. All are my real lil` cousins.
Btw, did I comment on LQ before?? Well, now I`m gonna tell everyone.. I`m sooooooo gonna KILL HIM!!!!!!!!!! No more details..
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ph cried yest at e` study rm coz i reminded her o` some ssad stuff. well..how come guys are owaes hurtin girls?? and how come only sluts will hurt guys?? haiz.
and on my way hm yest, i found out tat i couldn`t forget someone. i was alone on e` train when all those memories all flashed back into my mind. haiz.
jolenekoh(:
smth interesting here.
| Your Power Color Is Magenta |
 You energize yourself and push others to suceed. At Your Lowest: You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed. In Love: You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet. How You're Attractive: Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you. Your Eternal Question: "What is my next source of inspiration?" |
jolenekoh(:
Yay Yay!!! okok. My new blogskin is changed by nn!!! I MUST really THANK HER!!! o my.. She had changed many skins for me alr.. and finally we got to one best one. hehe.. sorry for all e` trouble nn. I LOVE U!!!
=)))
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