; REALITY HITS HARD

Thursday, August 28, 2008

suddenly i feel a sense of lost-ness.
and no, i'm suddenly not excited about IPP.

i totally don't know what went wrong.

excite me, please.

jolenekoh(:

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Wednesday, August 27, 2008

bring me to a faraway place
long post ahead..

yes, please, bring me to a faraway place. PLEASE.

i just wanna enjoy myself. but i guess my parents think that they freaking gave birth to a freaking robot, which will only study, and try its best t score good results, and a robot which will only WORK its metal off t earn money.

i'm trying very hard t please you, what more you want? can i have my own life back? i don't wanna spend my life thinking how can i enjoy myself better okayyy?

thanks.
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sometimes i find myself living in a fantasy world, a world of my own, dreaming BIG dreams that can never come true. and stop telling me t believe in God for these dreams, cos i know it's freaking impossible cause this dreams MUST start from young. i'm too old for it already.

dreams, dreams, dream.
i know some of you will say, then DON'T DREAM these dreams. you think i want ah?! THAT'S the bitterness of life.

really loh, BLOGGER IS FREAKING NOT LETTING ME 'ENTER' IN MY ENTRIES THE WAY I WANT IT!!!

jolenekoh(:

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Tuesday, August 26, 2008

Stardust

"You know when I said I knew little about love? That wasn’t true. I know a lot about love. I’ve seen it, centuries and centuries of it, and it was the only thing that made watching your world bearable. All those wars. Pain, lies, hate… It made me want to turn away and never look down again. But when I see the way that mankind loves… You could search to the furthest reaches of the universe and never find anything more beautiful. So yes, I know that love is unconditional. But I also know that it can be unpredictable, unexpected, uncontrollable, unbearable and strangely easy to mistake for loathing, and… What I’m trying to say, Tristan is… I think I love you. Is this love, Tristan? I never imagined I’d know it for myself. My heart… It feels like my chest can barely contain it. Like it’s trying to escape because it doesn’t belong to me any more. It belongs to you. And if you wanted it, I’d wish for nothing in exchange - no fits. No goods. No demonstrations of devotion. Nothing but knowing you loved me too. Just your heart, in exchange for mine."




yeah random. now i don't know what time t sleep :/

and blogger is being weird this few days. they don't let me 'enter' in my entries the way i want it! humphh, bummer.

jolenekoh(:

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Monday, August 25, 2008

HAPPY GIRL! :D

yes, i'm a happy girl td! had my favourite food for lunch, bought my long time childhood favourite 'toy' LOL

tadahhhhhhhhhhh

it's hard t find it ard singapore nowadays you know! haha everytime i go back t khatib for prawn noodles, i will definitely go back and buy that 'toy' lol.


NOT ONLY THAT!


i went down to Raffles City to the 'Welcome back Team Singapore' event in the evening! whooooooooooo.

saw feng tian wei, li jia wei, wang yuegu. hahah touched feng's hand! :DD
damn high!

thennnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn, who knows!
i thought i won't get t see bryan tay. but yeah, WHO KNOWS! i saw him when we were going down the escalator. God's gift for me HAHAHA then rah said, go back go back! go back and take photo with him! lol cause we saw someone taking photo with him.

and yeah! we went back t take photos with him HAHA

i'm a happy girl!
i'm a happy girl!
i'm a happy girl!
i'm a happy girl!
i'm a happy girl!
:DDD

jolenekoh(:

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Sunday, August 24, 2008

time has past and gone.

very quickly, our exams are over. the academic semester of year 3 2008/2009 is over. soon, 6 months will fly pass and we're officially the pioneer batch of hospitality students t grad from NYP.

how cool. no?

many thoughts still running in my head. i don't know how to pen them down at all. too many to organise.

now that exams are over, we've got one week t rest before we go for our attachment. sadly, we haven't know where we'll be going yet. well, basically, there was some problems here and there.

thou shall not comment.

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different people have different opinions, different way of seeing things and life. we meet many people through our daily lives, and very much discover more about our friends, each day we spend time together. good, bad, we can't judge them, but we can accept them for who they are.

days and years pass in our lives. many would have grown and matured, i believe. while there are some others who are haunted by their past or just can't move on in certain areas of life, be it friends, past relationships, school work, nonsensical stuff or even stuff that are plain stupid.

i've realised that, i, for once, am tired of searching for some things. i will put in my effort, but it takes two hands t clap. well, i got nothing much t say.

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discipline. independence.

what can i say? i've really learnt a lot from this short 6 months. as my friends and i have discussed when we looked back, things really changed. we end up spending the last months of our academic semester with people whom we never would have thought will end up spending with.

we were always in our own comfort zone and circle of friends since year 1. come year 2, we still had the same friends with us in class. who knows, that opportunities got the whole of them. learning to be independent, we all separated and i believed we all learnt a lot. well, at least i can say that i DID learn a lot (:

hey girls, i don't know who will be reading this, (maybe germ, rah.. heh) but, thanks for everything in these past 6 months.. i always thought i knew how t prioritize, but now i know even better how to. even better, i've learnt to be more confident of my proj grp mates and myself (:

ermmm, maybe it's a bit too late bout the proj grp mate part, but still haha it will apply to the working society i guess..

woah, at the blink of the eye, it's really years flying past. seriously, time and tide waits for no man, therefore, we all think that we do not have enough time HAHA

game time, drama-shows time, sleep time!
p.s. i think i am being quite random in this post! lol

jolenekoh(:

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Thursday, August 14, 2008

urps

i suddenly realise that, i have a lot of thoughts within me. i'm trying hard t fight them away. urps HAHA ya, fight them away.

HOW TO?!
omg faint.

exams are coming. i'm still stuck on my last report. constantly looking over t MSN, watching dramas. FOR WHAT?!

uhhhhhhh, i'm not a sparetyre horrrrr. just so nice i was still awake. THANKS UHHHHH

go find your sweetheart -.-

jolenekoh(:

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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

the ugly side

we were the officals for the Flag @ Padang event on National Day 2008. and we literally saw the ugly side of Singaporeans. tsk, cheapskates.


bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
reports. my last report, maybe for the rest of my life :/

jy!
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empty on the inside, but thank God for great friends (:

jolenekoh(:

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