Sunday, September 28, 2008
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to you
happy birthday to youuuuu
happy birthday to you
when i realise that i may see you again some time in dec, i don't know how to react. happy? guess i'll just feel weird.
hope you've enjoyed yourself td. i know you will.
i just wonder, how are you?
jolenekoh(:
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Sunday, September 21, 2008
好, 家里的一切就由我来扛吧. 你去玩你的吧.
错都在于我. 你们永远是对的.
a sunday spent in the most unideal way. coming back t an almost empty home. rushing back, just t see them nowhere. what more can i say. everything that's wrong, it's my fault. yea i'm always not at home. but where were you when i am at home? so many things t share, but yet no ears t listen. so many 'i wish' but everyone's occupied in their own world. i blame myself for not spending enough time with you guys. i blame myself for poor time management. but no matter how hard i try, things never seem t go right.
i wanna run,
away from here.
jolenekoh(:
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Saturday, September 13, 2008
as the days pass,
things seem t take a turn for the worse.
maybe i'm too sensitive?
haha i hope so.
HECK AHHHH, but sigh, every time i say i can't be bothered, i don't seem t be able t not bother bout it! well, welll, i don't know!
uh uh uh, i don't know what else t say.
jolenekoh(:
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Thursday, September 11, 2008
blinded by bitches.
argh, i can't be bothered t care more.
whatever i say fall on deaf ears so why bother continuing?
sigh, change is inevitable.
time and time again, life proves itself.
maybe it's time t look at things from another angle.
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on a happier note,
THANK GOD TOMORROW IS FRIDAY!!!
now i can really unds how my sister felt all these while hahha
monday
tuesday
wednesday
thursday
friday friday friday friday
friday friday friday friday
friday friday friday friday
friday friday friday friday
:DDD
jolenekoh(:
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Sunday, September 07, 2008
monday blues?
one week of IPP has ended and my weekend's coming to an end soon too.
working is.. a time for me to really realise the true hard facts about the working world. though i know that some things are never as simple and innocent as it seems to be, but experiencing it is different from just knowing about it.
honestly, i really feel like going back to school. yeah school maybe boring, but not as much as work is i guess. routine hours at work, flexible and definitely shorter hours in school.
haha but well, at least now i don't have to worry bout exams, ICAs, tutorials, projects, etc.
i just need ample time to relax, rest and enjoy haha
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i see my msn tab keep popping up and i saw my cousin coming online.
heh for some random and sudden reason, i'm missing my cousins' place in malaysia and of cos, them. ever since that incident that happened way back when i was primary 4, we didn't dare t drive into malaysia again.
so, ever since, i've never went t their place in malaysia.. only during times when, sigh, my great-grandma and my granddad passed away.
事事难了. there's always a reaction to an action.
things always happen so unexpectedly, in ways we can never have imagined. i wanna go back to malaysia, go back to the house we used to have fun in.
but, things will never be the same alr. 3 of them but, 2 of them are alr in australia, leading their own lives, working and all.
well, as we grow up, things change,
and you realise that,
change is the only constant in this world.
jolenekoh(:
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