; REALITY HITS HARD

Sunday, August 28, 2005

Quote o` e` day..
Be like a postage stamp.
Stick to one thing until you get there.

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hehe. so boring.
juz completed my lit review draft 2.
ha. i tot that it would be lik kinda tough to finish it.
but i was wrong! took awhile to complete it only.
=)))

feel kinda bored nw.
staring into tis lifeless monitor.
tmr ther`s rehearsal again.
ha. gonna hav dinner out again.
my money!!!
i`m goin to be broke again.
haiz. someone gimme money??
lol.

+ ciaos +
- i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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Saturday, August 27, 2005

Did You ever notice that I wasn`t around?
Am I that insignificant to You?
How did You feel when someone cared more for me?

If only You knew.
If only I knew too.

But where are You?

jolenekoh(:

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Friday, August 26, 2005

everyone has flaws.
so dun juz look at e` bad side o` Ppl.
think o` e` gd side.
accept `em as who dey are.
=)))

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td me, mel chan and yeo, steph, siying, guangyi and john
went to the Newater vistior centre.
it was quite ok larhs,
juz tat all e` "Ppl" ther were SMALL KIDS!!!
all either fr pri sku or sec sku larhs!
we were e` only JC studs ther.
kinda pai seh thou.
lol.
but overall quite ok larhs.

aft which, me, yeo, john and guangyi cabbed back to sku.
ha. e` cabby was lik talkin to john during e` whole journey.
lol. e` 3 o` us juz din bother and slept thru e` whole journey.
e` cabby was lik givin us, or rather john, a lecture larhs!
CRAZY~

hmms. then it was e` tcher`s day concert rehearsal.
it was kinda suc-ky..
everything was kind disorganised.
n my SC frens were lik apologising to me, or rather e` band.
well i noe they also dun wanna tis kinda confusion or whatsoever.
so cant really blame `em larhs.
during transition time, e` performers were oso quite slow in movement,
so we had a dry run aft tat.
hopefully e` concert will be successful.
hehe.

as usual, aft rehearsal is combine.
ooo.. new song!!
Jupiter!!
i think we can play tis song nicer den inuyasha loh.
thou i lik inuyasha..
hehe. n Jupiter is a more suitable song for e` concert larhs.

hahas. den dinner!!!
was damn hungry loh.
hehe. me n sanjay were kinda actin out e` part
where kagome owaes sae "SIT!" to inuyasha.
den inuyasha will suddenly sit down. lol.
hhaahs. very funy. lol.
hahs. sanjay v nice eh. helped me carry my bag all e` way until we go hme.
hahas. so nice ya? lol. =)))

@ fdcourt td,
i saw shooting pearls!!
(not shooting stars. lol)
clement was shooting pearls at e` potrait in e` fd court.
ha. duno e` auntie got see not.
ok larhs. i admit larhs.
i got shoot too. but only one. =P
e` last pearl tat clement shot
got stuck on e` wall.
hahas. cant stop laughing.
i think i gave oursleves away eh.
nvm. lol.

aft dinner was crappy time @ MaC.
we played lots o` thinkin games. hehe.
i`m not e` most cuckoo o` e` grp!!!
so happy!!! =)))

ooo. when we walk outta MaC,
i saw rd and sw!!!
ok. no big deal larhs.
lol. dey were chattin.
hahas. i`m juz mking a big fuss.

td i reached hme at bout 12 midnight.
ok i changed e` time o` tis entry to suit e` date. lol.
hehe. den sanjay still v nice,
called him to talk cork so tat i wun be afraid to walk hme.
my hse here v quiet one eh.

gonna slp nw.
=)))

-ciaos-
- i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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Tuesday, August 23, 2005

Love is Blind!!!

A long time ago, before the world was created and humans set foot on it for the first time, virtues and vices floated around and were bored, not knowing what to do.

One day, all the vices and virtues were gathered together and were more bored than ever. Suddenly, Ingenious came up with an idea,
'' Let's play hide and seek!''

All of them liked the idea and immediately Madness shouted,
'' I want to count, I want to count!''
And since nobody was crazy enough to want to seek Madness, all the others agreed.

Madness leaned against a tree and started to count,
'' One, two, three...''

As Madness counted, the vices and virtues went hiding.

Tenderness hung itself on the horn of the moon, Treason hid in a pile of garbage. Fondness curled up between the clouds and Passion went to the centre of the earth. Lie said that it would hide under a stone, but it hid at the bottom of the lake, whilst Avarice entered a sack that he ended up breaking.

And Madness continued to count,
''...seventy nine, eighty, past time one...''

By this time, all the vices and virtues were already hidden. Except Love.

For undecided as Love is, he could not decide where to hide. And this should not surprise us, because we all know how difficult it is to hide Love.

Madness: ''...ninety five, ninety six, ninety seven...''

Just when Madness got to one hundred, Love jumped into a rose bush where he hid. And Madness turned around and shouted,
'' I'm coming, I'm coming!!''

As Madness turned around, Laziness was the first to bo found, because Laziness had no energy to hide. Then he spotted Tenderness in the horn of the moon, Lie at the bottom of the lake and Passion at the centre of the earth. One by one, Madness found them all except Love.

Madness was getting desperate, unable to find Love. Envious of Love, Envious whispered to Madness,
'' You only need to find Love, and Love is hiding in the rose bush.''

Madness grabbed a wooden pitch fork and stabbed wildly at the rose bush.

Madness stabbed and stabbed until a heartbreaking cry made him stop.

Love appeared from the rose bush, covering his face with his hands.

Between his fingers ran two trickles of blood from his eyes.

Madness, so anxious to find Love, had stabbed out Love's eyes with a pitch fork.

'' What have I done? What have I done?''
Madness shouted.

'' I have left you blind! How can I repair it?''

And Love answered,
'' You cannot repair my eyes. But if you want to do something for me, you can be my guide.''

And so it came about that from that day on, Love is blind and is always accompanied by Madness.

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nice and interesting story ya?
=)))

jolenekoh(:

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Sunday, August 21, 2005

cherish ur frens.

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i wanna blog i wanna blog!!!
heh.

lemme see..
on fri.
we had band.
e` band sounded better.
coz Gz got e` hang o` conductin. lol.

haiz. was sick.
n i suddenly felt lik slpin during combine.
i was feelin e` temp rising in my body.
being sick is nth good.
i still went for dinner aft band.
but i din had e` appetite to eat,
so i only drank bubble tea.
to think tat yiin din believe me at first!!!!
hahas.

den on SAT!!!!
so exciting man!!!
we were havin inter-house games.
my grp is bryon2 for netball.
hahas. we started playin e` 1st match at 8.12am.
it was against sheryl`s grp.
n u noe wat?!!?!?!?
we won!!!!!! yeay!!!
sooo happy.
6-3.
but cannot be too complacent.

next match was against mariann`s team.
we won again!!
11-3.
oso cannot be too complacent.

den suddenly rain...
so e` matches were all stopped.
it resumed lik in 1/2 to 1 hr`s time.

we had our 3rd match against iris` team.
we won again!!!!!!!!
11-0.
hehe. we were all v happy.
i was playin position WD,
n e` oppo team`s WA was tellin me how jealous she was o` our supporters.
hahas.
coz our class guys came n support us aft their game.
n they did e` kallang wave everytime we scored.
hahas. so funy.
but is kinda distractin n stressful at times.
hahas. but we all had fun.

haiz. steph was hurt during e` 3rd match.
she was hit by e` girl who looked lik a guy.
damn it loh!!!
e` fellow still ask steph, i got hit u huh?
WTH LARHS!!!
i dun think she got apologise loh.
IDIOT.
steph's lower eye ther immediately swell up loh.
i think she was hit by tat fellow`s kunckles.
hope she`s doin fine.

we have one more match to go on wed.
it`s against mabel`s team, polo3.
it`s e` team wif 2 tchers in it.

all e` matches held on sat were over by 12 plus.
so aft we tend to steph`s injury, we left her in alana`s care n left.
i was rushin out o` sku to meet Gz when i found out..
I FORGOT TO BRING MY EZ-LINK CARD!!!
ha. coz my dad drove me to sku.
sianss.
luckily peilin lent me her card!!
so nice o` her.

so i rushed down to bukit batok to meet him n leon.
heh. leon decided to go sentosa last min.
met `em den went to sentosa to meet xhuan n clement.
supposedly still got farhan n soon beng one.
but they last min got smtg on i think.

aft everything, we went to PS for dinner.
hahas. had pizza hut when me n xhuan were havin sore throat.
bleahss. =P
aft dinner,
we went to tis handicraft shop.
hahas. me, xhuan, Gz n leon bot a cloth each at 1buck.
we gonna mk pencil box for ourselves!!!
so fun. lol

aft tat dey all accompany me go hm via my line.
heh. so nice o` em!!!
=)))

had really gr8 fun on sat.
netball match was e` best!!
=)))

last but not least.
-thanks to (for sat)-
- my teammates o` Bryon2 (who are all my classmates) for starting my sat wif such fun.
- peilin for lendin me her eZ-link card.
- Gz n leon for waitin for me for so long. heh.
- xhuan, clement, Gz n leon for accompanying me hme.

heez. i hav such good frens. =)))

+ so happy +
- i m waiting f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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Thursday, August 18, 2005

dun look at me tat way.
i dun lik it.
i seriously dun lik it.
coz it`s all soooo wrong.

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i`m sick.
n tired`.
sore throat.
--sianss

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smtg`s missin in e` band.
bond. unity.
i dun think it`s ther.
haiz.

-tired.
- i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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Wednesday, August 17, 2005

e`photo juz seemed so wrong..
sooooo wrong..
i noe wat`s wrong.
but some Ppl may not be able to pin-pt it.

well. i shall juz leave it as it is.
wat can i do?!!

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i suddenly ran out o` quotes.
so i juz wrote some kinda feelings o` e` day.
lol. i noe it`s funy.

nth much happen td thou.
juz tat we had band td wif combine taken by gZ.
quite interestin.
heh.

aft tat we went for dinner.
n clement and i went to xhuan`s hse!!
to study.
but clement ended up SLPING!!!
lol. i memorised my Chem SPA thingy larhs.
hahas.

hmms aft tmr i`m lik kinda free fr tests n everything.
lol. tmr chem SPA n maths quiz.
fri is GP compre test!
argh!

ok. at least GP no nid to prepare anything much.
=)))

duno wat to blog bout nw.
all i can think bout nw is tmr`s Chem SPA.
lol.

shall slp early td.

--chill
- i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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Sunday, August 14, 2005


nice pic. =)
hahas flashin some more!! =P
( sorry. muz click den can see e` full pic. p.s. i took tis fr rh. )

jolenekoh(:

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time passes,
e` kids hav grown up.

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look ard u,
Ppl hav changed.
all grown up.
some are still innocent,
some hav turned into bitches,
while others hav turned into homosexuals..

juz accept for who they are.
we can`t change `em//

life is soooo strange,
interestin,
mystical.
a magic.

some grow up to be rich man or woman,
while others stil hav to slave their way thru` work.

-chill-
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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Saturday, August 13, 2005

that certain someone
that certain love
that perfect world
that has both of us
that only happiness
that shall exist

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gonna go sentosa next wk.
no matter wat.
hahas.
wif my best buds fr my pri sku!!!
wheeeee~!!!
so excited.
lol.

many things to look forward to.
leona`s b`dae..
teachers` day concert..
promos..
overseas trip..
any possible chalet (if anyone`s gonna plan one)..
n many more!!!

wheeee~!!!
lol.

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my lil` cuzzies are at my hse nw.
bleahss.
dun bother to entertain `em.
coz dey`ll entertain `emselves.
ha. so i`m here bloggin.
=)))

comin tues. phy dept test.
comin thurs. chem SPA n maths quiz.
comin wk. lookin forward to combine n PE.
hahas. Soft Ball!!!!

-chill out-
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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it`s sanjay`s birthday!!!!!

-jO_ sings*
happy birthday to u.
happy birthday to u.
happy birthday to euuuuuuuuuuuuu~~
happy birthday to u!!!

heez. happy birthday!
enjoy ur day.
=)

jolenekoh(:

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Friday, August 12, 2005

Quote o` e` day..
war does not determine who`s right
and who`s left..

( a strange quote. heez)

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i was nearly killed td!!!
hahas.
at e` traffic light outside sku.
aft band.

i was standin at e` traffic light.
xhuan clement n Gz were behind me.
makin fun o` me.
so i decided to walk a lil` faster.

ther i was.
i saw a car goin towards my left.
ther was another goin towards e` right.
but it was blocked by e` left goin car.

once e` car passed me, i stepped forward,
unknown o` e` other car.
i stopped my steps immediately.
i was lucky.
if i had taken another step, u wouldn`t c me again.
lucky me. lol.

band td was kinda gr8.
hahas. coz i think tat td's pract was better den usual.
wheeee~~~!!!
so excited for e` comin tchers` day concert!!!
=)))

lookin forward ti e` next band pract.
n Gz, u can do it! =)

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ok my freakin com had turned against me for lik 2 times?!!
i restarted it 2 times!!
so damn angry wif it.

-ciaos-
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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Thursday, August 11, 2005

Quote o` e` day..
hard work makes up 90%.
while luck makes up 10%.

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td`s chem test sucks!

over n done wif it.
aint gonna comment.

hahas. sis went to malaysia td!!
wheee~
she bot hm 2 DVDs!!!
lol. madagascar n pacifier !!!
nice nice!! can c e` penguins slap each other again.
lol. i saddist sia.
well who cares?!?!
lol.

she wanted to buy a pair o` shoes for me one.
but she decided not to in e` end.
coz she scared it`s cheaper here in s'pore.
well i cant blame her. lol.
at least she bot some DVDs back~!
=)))

better let my sis use e` com nw.
so tat next time she go out can buy more things for me! lol.

-ciaos-
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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Monday, August 08, 2005

Right Here Waiting
performed by: Richard Marx
written by: Richard Marx

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you

jolenekoh(:

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Quote o` e` day..
cherish e` things n Ppl ard u,
b4 it`s too late.

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u are down.
but look ard u. Ppl care.
dun juz dwell on e` past.
life still has to go on.
dun tell me u juz gonna stand ther forever??

i noe no one can replace her.
but at least ur frens can share ur troubles wif u.
look ahead.
it`s juz part n parcel o` life.

-p.s. i`ve been true it. n i noe it`s hard.
but it`ll nv be ther forever. coz u muz believe tat time heals everything.-

it still aches nw. n it still lingers ard.
i cant assure u tat it`ll be completely gone.
but u`ll feel better aft sayin out.
n it aches e` Ppl who care to c u liddat.

-but i aint gonna sae anythin to ***. coz i told myself not to.
( it`s a matter o` courage.)

heyz!! be strong. n stand up again.
life will be better..

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o gr8/// i duno wat im typin. unless u noe how i feel.
ha. i`m talkin crap again.

national day celebration td.
not v v fun. but okayss.
got our progress report n our promos timetable td.
spoilt my mood!!!
had some principal's comments on my progress report.
n if u hav some comments fr him too,
it`s e` same.
lol. hilarious larhs!

aft tat me n yiin went to hui`s hse.
watched VCDs.
-hse o` fury (HK movie)
-100 days wif Mr. Arrogant (Korean movie)

hahas. both shows were touchin.
but 100 days wif Mr. Arrogant touched me more!!
hahas.

erm e` movie reminded me o` some sad n terrible stuff.
but e` movie -duh- had a happy endin//
shall sae it`s a typical movie coz anyone can anticipate e` endin.
but nonetheless it`s touchin. lol.

both movies got shuai4 ge1.
=P
gonna borrow e` VCD again!!!
=)))

-ciaos-
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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Sunday, August 07, 2005

i wanna buy MAC happy meal!!!
n get tat toy..

hahas. oops

i noe alot o u will be thinkin.. so childish.
but e toy is cute!
so i dun care.
lol.

gonna ask hui n yiin to buy too.lol.

-ciaos-
-tmr's national day celebration!!-

jolenekoh(:

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Friday, August 05, 2005

Quote o` e` day..
someday i`ll be queen.
but i`ll owaes be MYSELF.

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had National day rehearsal td again.
wasn`t tat gd.
nvm.
it`s over.
juz pray hard tat everything goes well on mon.

well.. lk n i shouted at each other td.
ha. but everything was resolved aft tat.
i took e` initiative to ask.
took e` initiative to clear e` misunderstandin.
hahas.

tis goes to show tat misunderstandings can be cleared when one party is willin to tk e` initiative.
well. if i nv took e` first step. i dun think anything will be resolved.

hahas. glad tat things are fine.

hahas. well gonna catch up wif my slp n studies tis wkend.
hahas.

-ciaos-
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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Song title: Angel
By: Westlife (but dey`re not e` original singers)

Spend all your time waiting
for that second chance
for a break that would make it okay
there's always one reason
to feel not good enough
and it's hard at the end of the day
I need some distraction
oh beautiful release
memory seeps from my veins
let me be empty
and weightless and maybe
I'll find some peace tonight

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

so tired of the straight line
and everywhere you turn
there's vultures and thieves at your back
the storm keeps on twisting
you keep on building the lie
that you make up for all that you lack
it don't make no difference
escaping one last time
it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh
this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of an angel
fly away from here
from this dark cold hotel room
and the endlessness that you fear
you are pulled from the wreckage
of your silent reverie
you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

you're in the arms of the angel
may you find some comfort here

jolenekoh(:

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Wednesday, August 03, 2005

Quote o` e` day..
nv expect too much fr one person.


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some "words o` wisdom" here for everyone..
Ppl tend to stare at e` closed door all time
when there`s alr one open door waitin for u.

moral o` e` story..
dun kip on thinkin or dwellin on e` past.
life goes on.
n look ard u.
ther are other Ppl who are waitin for u.
or.. in another case..
other opportunities waitin for u.
so go on wif life n look ard u.

hahas.
i was tryin to act lik as if i`m v philosophica.
ha. i`m only actin.
if u believe den gd! hahas

not a v gr8 day td.
tired n tis n tat.
had band aft sku.
n national day rehearsal tmr.
5pm - 6.30pm i think.
which means we`re performin.
if i`m not wrong, we`re playin:
-honour n glory ( a march )
- national anthem

tat`s all?
think so.
hahas.

fri oso got rehearsal. n band.
combine!!! hahas.
i love combines!
n den mon is national day celebration.
hav to wear red.
so we wearin e` red band tee n lower sku garment.
=)))

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life..
is so strange.
so interestin.

many things happen to mk u probe,
think, n ask urself qns.
n life goes on no matter wat.

=)


-thinkin..
- i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e ``*

jolenekoh(:

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