; REALITY HITS HARD

Saturday, March 29, 2008

noah's ark

how t change the world?

an
Act of
Random
Kindness at a time.

whatever God has in plan for you, He does it with His love for you. one day, you will understand why God placed some people over you or in your life, why certain things happen for a reason, and all the "why"s you wanna ask God. nope you do not have t wait till you die and return home to Him, you will just know it one day (:

He has everything planned for you.

jolenekoh(:

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Friday, March 28, 2008

oh man.

just within a span of 2 weeks, i felt so shagged and weak TWICE!

last week i fell sick, sore throat and flu. it totally felt like as if the office was an ice box. kept shivering and felt damn sleepy.

and just td, i felt so weak cause it had been a long while since i had my last EXTREMELY-PAIN-period. like what the crap !

damn it damn it. so shagged and weak.


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work had been alright, especially alright, aft the first week HAHA. met nice people at work. somehow the office's environment is now much younger than previously lol cause there are 4 attachment students there!

got t hang out with chin chye and yangxu aft work for the past 2 days. haha dinner and crappy stuff. going from one place t another.

the first time, it was from office t T3. looked ard, decided that there's nothing much t have for dinner there so clever me suggested IKEA. and it took us like 1/2 AN HOUR t get t IKEA from the airport la. three of us were damn hungryyyyy laaaaa. cracked stupid lame jokes on our bus rides haha

as for td, we went from office t siglap. chinchye wanted t chill at coffee club. but of cos we had t have dinner before that right? so we looked ard as usual, was gonna settle for hongkong cafe. then smart chap, yangxu, said no pretty girls! so we went t look at EVERY RESTAURANTS' GIRLS. well, okayy, almost every haha. and in the end, he can't decide where t eat, so we went down t parkway parade.

lame right? but funny guys t hang out with la HAHA i had my fill at laughing at them! LOL
:D

oh and i saw justine td at parkway parade and she said she feels weird seeing me alone without pohchoo HAHA

PC! she says we're like siamese twins la! LOL (:

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anw, i was damn amazed and motivated by XIAXUE aft reading her blog and finding out that her room is DAMN NEAT.

YES HEAR ME CORRECTLY,

XIAXUE'S ROOM IS DAMN NEAT.

don't believe? go read it.

so now i'm motivated t keep my room neat. but the question is, where shld i start cleaning from? hmmmmm HAHA

BYE!
gotta be on time for work man!

jolenekoh(:

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Wednesday, March 19, 2008

the end of year 2.

staring at the laptop screen that's showing my results, it marks the official end of our year 2. time flies and i will definitely miss year 2 in nyp.

i believe i've typed such a post before.

year 3 is so gonna be different. with the class torn into quarters, 1/4 in orlando disneyland, and the other 3/4 still in sg, nyp.

it's definitely be a whole new experience for my clique. i do not know what willl be in store for us. i just hope it won't be too much of a roller coaster. even if it is a roller coaster, let it be a fun ride.

okayy, i'm getting a lil' bit emo over here.
adapting your school life totally once again every year ain't exactly a good experience.

from year 1 t year 2.
we had a change of class as we had t choose our preferred specialisation. well at least most of the girls in BG has at least one familiar face in their new classes.

year 2
it was an eye opener for us esp the hospi students. new classes, new faces, totally different module from the other school mates. we had t adapt t a whole new environment.

now that year 2 is over, we have t brace ourselves up for a new level.

for me, it's definitely a different year for me. no more resposibilities in the band now, and i do not think my services would come into use anymore in future. and friends going overseas either for attachment or exchange programs.

and it's very comforting t know that at least i still have sarah limgekhong with me.
(:

well, there will be more webcams, video conferences, emails and bloggings come year 3. i'll definitely miss the two girls.

ELIZ - the ever crazy girl who looks so tame hahah. the one who will laugh non-stop with me during overnight project meetings. i'm so gonna miss your laughter and growls and funny faces haha (:

SANDY - the youngest among us, yet the tallest. okay she really can laugh t herself in the middle of the night. good job san! now u can tahan long overnights alr ! lol bet it was good training esp in year 2 for your upcoming attachment in orlando! (:

i just hope that year 3 will be a better year, a blasta-la-vista year for all of us.

let our last year in school end with a bang!

jolenekoh(:

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Tuesday, March 18, 2008

eventful.

our dearest lecturer and tutor, tay sock peng, is LEAVING US !
:[

guess she found a better job other than teaching and took off t a better future. good for her, at least i hope she will enjoy her next job more
(:

having her as our tutor was a great thing. she cares a lot, EXTREMELY A LOT, about our welfare. really thank her man, for her attention towards us.

although she may be blur at times, haha she does help us t check it out and give us the correct information.

i'm so gonna miss her laaaa! she's like the best tutor around school, esp during our projects and tutorials.

mannn, what a waste. but for her t stay in school, it may well bury her talents.


ALL THE BEST MS TAY!


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okayyy, results are coming out in another 30mins time. my heart is thumping like some mad cow, like as if i just ran 2.4km like that.

my goodness, i just hope i'm gonna do well and let my vision be accomplished!

thanks js! for your help in making me chant that 2 sentences hahhaha


God will bring me through it all.
I will do well !
:D

yes js,
WE WILL DO WELLLLLLL !

jolenekoh(:

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Sunday, March 16, 2008

a trival quiz.

ok honestly it is computer generated, but the result can be like 75% - 80% correct! so how coincidental can it be?! so.. spooky? LOL check it out. amazing how accurate it can be.

What Koh Jolene Means
You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are well rounded, with a complete perspective on life.
You are solid and dependable. You are loyal, and people can count on you.
At times, you can be a bit too serious. You tend to put too much pressure on yourself.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

You are fair, honest, and logical. You are a natural leader, and people respect you.
You never give up, and you will succeed... even if it takes you a hundred tries.
You are rational enough to see every part of a problem. You are great at giving other people advice.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.

You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.


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things are going well till now (:

jolenekoh(:

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Thursday, March 13, 2008

letting go and moving on.

i guess i've let go. but obviously i'm still not used t certain things ard. the passion that was once strong suddenly got diminished by a passing wind.

since secondary 1, the fire was sparked. now, the 7th year, i don't know what t say. things have changed. i still miss 2005, a lot a lot.

not just the passion, but even school and friends.

i don't know what got me typing all these stuff. but suddenly i just feel like closing myself up for a period of time.

maybe i'm just running away from situations.
maybe i just want a breather.
maybe, just maybe, i haven't let go of things.

many things i desire, many things i want.
but yet i hate constraints.
i love the sense of freedom.

so many things going through in my head.

i feel.. weird.
i feel.. i don't know. i don't know how t describe.
i feel.. i need someone, a support.
a support other than just God.
someone..

jolenekoh(:

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Tuesday, March 11, 2008

multi-tasking

i feeeeel so fulllllll aft eating that supper aft pract :/

now i'm lazy t walk over t shower so i'm multi-tasking on my laptop lol
#1 resize and rename the photos
#2 blog
#3 watch some videos

HAHA greeeedy i know.

temp work ended, office work's starting tmr! or rather today, later. there are still some things untouched and uncompleted. mannnn, i'm so procastinative this few days.

it's like a love-hate relationship.
when there's school, you wished it was the holidays.
when there's hols, you wished there was school cause you just don't know how t spend your time.

when it's the hols, you wished you're working cause you've got no money t spend on shopping.
when there's work for you t attend t, you wished you can rot at home, watching the TV and surfing the net.

okayyyy, that's how i'm feeling right NOW! bahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
:/

anw, after work's started for me, i've got the urge t shop, or rather BUY THINGS. i've even thought of a list of them! goodness!
:D

shopping list! :D
1. bags and more bagsss (some are coming in early april! :D) ok honestly, i'm kinda in short of bags. i'm using my bags over and over again, so much so that they've worn out. i'm greatly in need of new bags HAHA

2. shoes! i'm eyeing a few of them alr HAHA

3. tops & shorts

4. watches! my love! and batteries for those watches that have stopped working LOL :/

5. maybe i'll get some books aft i've finished reading a half-done and a new book i bought some time ago HAHA

6. what else? hmmms, maybe some nonsense that i would like t own. like toys? HAHA :D

p.s. anyone interested t sponsor? LOL i doubt anyone would ever reply on my tagboard, esp t this haha, my tag board's been kinda silent for quite a long time alr.

only brother sam replying t my msn conversations through my tagboard cause he's always too late t reply t me on msn HAHA

okay it's getting real late now and i'm worrying whether i can wake on time ltr in the morn. so i'm off!

BYE.

jolenekoh(:

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Saturday, March 08, 2008

conversations

i wonder whether it was good for me t overhear some stuff. it took me through a series of thought after many hours after the conversation.

people tend t say one thing and do otherwise. it's weird, seriously. cause somehow or another, you once tried t vent your anger on me just cause you wanna do what you preach.

it becomes even weirder, when you didn't realise you are protecting (or maybe destroying) your friend but yet harming a harmless soul, destroying his/her dream and desire.

it's merely a truth that everyone seeks.

help if you can, but stop if your help turns haywire.

be a dream helper, not a dream destroyer.

walk in His ways, help someone. giving is always a blessing, so is helping.

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my parents always ask me this question: friends more impt ah? why you keep helping them?

and i'll always give the same answer: you help someone td, they will in turn help you one day. afterall, everyone will come t a point in life where they will definitely need help. so where would that help come from? friends of cos, then? ghost ah?

somehow or another, i have, quite oftenly, complained that there are no one around t help me. and i always tell myself, no one will be there for you literally 24/7. you can only depend on yourself and God.

i don't know how t continue anymore.
i'm starting t feel weird

jolenekoh(:

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ain't right

something just feels weird in my life now. it's like i've been wanting something for a period of time and it just suddenly disappears. weirdddddddd

i feel empty yet full at the same time.
weirddddd, seriously weirddddd.

how i wish i'm schooling now. so that i do not have t bother bout looking for a job or working. this holiday seems a lil' tad too long. but everyone, well almost everyone, is envious that i'm gonna start school 2 weeks later than them.

weird weird weird.
ok seriously i feeeeel weird. i don't know what i want! what t do this holiday, what t achieve, etc.

and my stomach feels weird now toooo.
well, seems like things ain't gonna go well for me this holiday. i need t make decisions, good decisions.

friends over work,
promises over good opportunities.

HELP !
get me out of this shit !
respondddddd !

a few days back, my sister said something that really made sense t me.

"if that's really a friend of yours, then he should let you off t achieve something better and greater instead of stopping you for his own good."

dilemma.

jolenekoh(:

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Thursday, March 06, 2008

boredom KILLS

i'm waiting for hotmail t load the file that i wanna attach t an email. it's SUPER slow! i hope it doesn't die on me. i need t get the email in asap so that i can sleep early!

what should i say?

it really set me off thinking about what i want. i realised that there are so many factors t consider! haha maybe i should say thanks t the person who made that phone call
:/

alrightalrightalright. it's not a good idea t post whatever i wanted t cause there will be invisible eyes staring into this space for all i know (although honestly, i have A HELL LOAD t say. but oh well)

time t go off t bed i guess, since hotmail finally moved the email HAHA

another day passed with lousy results at work. an interesting job but challenging. we felt kinda cheated. SO LOOKOUT! i'm dying of tiredness soooooooooooooon

BYE. when will i ever get t catch the movie?
maybe, maybe not.
suddenly it totally struck me - 5 years

jolenekoh(:

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JOLENE;
241188
NYP DHRM

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go nuts !
:D

when there're no chocos,
there's always candies.
(:

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the smile has faded,

hidden
in the gloomy world.



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