childlike faith
i know and i know,
exams are ending sooooooooon!
2 papers down, 3 more to go!
can't wait, can't wait!
shopping for cny clothes on the 5th!
yes, i haven't done my cny shopping.
LOL don't laugh, blame the school HAHA
:D
outings, sleepovers, freedom!
work, money money money rolling in!
FINANCIAL BREAKTHROUGH!
:DD
off t study again,
focus.. on my vision :D
but faith and visions are nothing without actions!
so i'm gonna act now!
BYE! :D
jolenekoh(:
through thick and thin, we'll stay by your side.
tricia auyong, i love you.
remember, no matter what happens,
we will stand by you.
jolenekoh(:
7 projects finally said good-bye to my friends and i. exams are saying hello now.
yes, this means that semester 2 is coming to a close. and YES, this means HOLIDAY'S COMING!
but this also means, the day when we separate is nearing.
hey eliz and sandy, i will miss the days we stayover for projs. tiring it may be, but it was fun. 5 of us staying close t each other, crying out loud when we are stressed over the due dates, laughing our asses off in the middle of the night when it was our usual sleeping time.
sleepless nights tgt,
3 - 4 hours of sleep.
we went through it all together, we conquered the 7 together and man, did it amaze many people.
i will miss you two.
i will miss you two bickering over small little matters like a couple HAHA
i will miss eliz's laughter at every small little thing.
i will miss sandy's lame jokes that she ever tried so hard at.
thank you for bringing laughter into my life admist those boring projects. you girls, all 4 of you, made my project days come to live with colours (:
the days ahead may be tough without each other, but we will stay strong and emerge as winners (:
LOVE (:jolenekoh(:
你根本就是没有心来问候我, 来了解我的情况. 说到一半就转移话题. 算了, 反正事情已发生了. 我无话可说.
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不同事情不断地发生. 伤心的事一再一再的发生. 哭也哭够了, 终该让我的眼睛休息. 但不知道为什么, 眼泪还情不自禁地流下来.
jolenekoh(:
confessions
a desire that's not yet fulfilled but already filled with regrets.
no i won't bow down to failure till the very last day when things are spilled out.
i was torn between 2 decisions. i had a choice, but both choices are impt to me. if i said yes to either or, my other side would fall.
now i don't know how everything will end up. it's my last chance and.. i just pray for the better. whatever the result is, it will be tough. to say yes or to say bye.
i'm just praying for the best.
just praying for no more regrets.
just praying that i can make up everything that i have regretted.
Lord, You said so strongly to me that day last year. i told myself no matter what, i wanna go there. but Lord, i lost half of the battle. both results will be hard, will be difficult. it is not going to be easy. my desire is still gonig strong, Your words are still kept hard in my mind. that very scene and words are still vivid in my mind. i felt so sure, so sure than ever before. i knew where i was heading, i knew what i had to do. but Lord, i made a wrong move. one wrong move may cause everything to fall. i pray that Lord, You will bring me through this, and bring me to where i should be. i pray that i haven't failed this test of faith, that i will not fail to fulfill my desire, my calling. i was so sure, so sure. and Lord, i still want to be very sure. Lord, this is my prayer, this are my shouts of desire. bring me through this Lord, let it be fulfilled. Amen.
jolenekoh(:
puzzled
i'm unhappy. uh uh hear me right. i'm unhappy.
moodswings are women's rights. it doesn't belong rightfully to men. though they like to take it for themselves and i totally don't understand why.
seriously, come on.
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i'm tired. and i have a strong desire for God.
ok i know i will make no sense if i do not elaborate. but i really don't wanna elaborate now.
ok i'm starting to make no sense.
BYE. back t projects
jolenekoh(:
man! it's 3.46am. and rah and i are still awake.
HAHA we ate slavoring chocolates from Fox's Creation. MAN! IT'S DROP DEAD DELICIOUS!
photos!
we decided to cam whore for awhile while eliz and san are sleeping HAHA
spot the ghost! HAHA
yea, it was scary so i decided to on the lights HAHA
HAHA we got cranky..
BYE :D
jolenekoh(:
lost
what do you do when your leg hurts, and you're physically and mentally drained? when you don't have time for yourself, when everything seems dim in your life?
my eyes hurt from you-know-what.
it's alr 1am. i can't believe it. time is passing fast. and yea, maybe i'm just wasting time here blogging.
now, i only wish for Jesus to come back here, in a human form. to help me take away my hurt again. to help me get on with life again.
i wanna smile again. i miss smiling and laughing away.
3 more weeks.
if i'm not wrong, it's 3 more weeks.
let it pass quickly Lord.
i wanna start anew in school again.
i'm crying out for a second chance, to start anew again..
jolenekoh(:
HAPPY NEW YEAR !
omgomgomogomg it's alr year 2008! goodness gracious. time FLIES like houseflies HAHAHA
year 2007 ended great, on a super high note.
31st dec 2007
thanksgiving cell at Tanamera Crest. the theme was RETRO. we played games, made up and sang a cheer!
it goes like this! :
L is for the way you limg bing cha
O is for the only char siew i eat
V is for the very, very hotttttt ban mian
E is even more than any french fries 麦噹唠 [macdonalds] sells
LOVE is for the yummy hong tou bing
LOVE is when i fry my chicken wing
two in love can make it
take my heart and please don't break it
LOVE is made for me and SIEW MAI !!!!
hahaha yes it doesn't make sense AT ALL. haha but we had to come up with a cheer with all the food we ate while playing 食字路口. haha creative huh our cheer? LOL my team won!
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after reaching the condo, we hang around, fellowshipped and ate BBQ-ed food! lots of jokes over dinner.
i can't exactly rmb the situation but one joke came about like this:
[someone] eh john, the pizza is your mother make one ah?
[john] ya my mum is the pizza.
hahah we all started laughing and saying sorry auntie, we didn't mean to HAHA
before we left the condo, we watched a video done by pc and had small gift exchanges. THANKS ADAM! for giving up the cushion back to me! hee hee
:D
we countdown-ed while walking out of the condo HAHAHA and so we went over to adam's estate and hanged around under his void deck.
it became a small "gaming area" HAHA one table was playing junga [st nick girls], another was playing HOTELS [auyong, lizhen, pam, thomas], and the last table was playing dai dee then heart attack [pc, pauline, adam, thadd, john, me]. yes adam, you're the gambling king, king of daidee. heads and hands and legs down to you man! LOL
heart attack was CRAZYYYYYY. screams, shouts, laughter, chaos! no warning smacks, random taking of cards, and fasle heart attacks ! hahahaha we had fun despite some ugly happenings HAHAA aye people, SLIENT LAUGHTER KILLS. we had stomach cramps and we nearly died LOL
the last day of 2007 was great and 2008 started good (:
but on the first day of 2008, i gotta mug. why? CAUSE I HAVE A FRIGGIN' CRM TEST TMR! kill me man, my new year welcome gift from the school.
-.-
back to mugging HAHA
forgo all hatred and disputes in 2007!
look forward for a greater and blessed 2008!
thanks to everyone who made my year 2007 complete (:
p.s. RAH, i missed christmas and new year countdown with you and eliz last year. if possible, let's do it again at the end of this year! just like 2006 (:
jolenekoh(: