; REALITY HITS HARD

Sunday, July 31, 2005

Quote o` e` day..
to be forgotten is worse than death.

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it`s over n life goes on.
lik wat et said in his nick.
stay strong for her sake ppl.
( erm i guess e` her is referrin to her.)

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ha. i went down to j8 wif my parents td.
to catch a glimspe o` e` sku o` rock com.

blame myself for being short.
i can`t c anything!!!!!
-ArGh!-

Zero Infinity came in sixth.
gr8 job done!

=)))

nevertheless all are champs.
lol.

sku tmr again.
everything`s back to normal
n life goes on.
mom`s goin to gentin.
departin tmr nite.
wif 2 other frens o` hers.
hahas.
she`ll hav fun.
=)


-ciaos-
-love you-

jolenekoh(:

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Friday, July 29, 2005

kathy.
u'll owaes be wif us.
u'll owaes live in our heart n memories.
we love u.
we love u.
we love u.
-missin euu owaes.
she`s gone.
juz lik tat.
no one noes wat exactly happened.
but we made our own assumptions.
sudden.
so sudden.
no one expected tis.
u were tat strong n happy gurl we c everytime.
but we din noe wat u were thinkin.
Ppl will leave us.
it's juz a matter o` time.
but u left us super early.
we noe u had ur own reasons to go.
may u go in peace.
God loves you.
we love you..
we love you..
-rest in peace-
-we love u owaes-

jolenekoh(:

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Tuesday, July 26, 2005

Quote o` e` day..
you live for youself. not others.

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i got alot o other quotes eh!!
but i shall reveal one each day.
lol.

hmms.
same old ruotine in sku.
so sianss.

welll td i saw e` bitch again.
yupp.
she's still n owaes be in picture......

haiz. wat to do.
i can nv expect too much for one person.
yupp yupp.
hahas.
tmr will be a better day!!!!
-smiles-
=)))

-ciaos-
- i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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Monday, July 25, 2005

Quote o` e` day...
nv regret wat u hav done or decided to do.

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nice quote??
hahas.

well td nth much happened in sku.
juz tat we kinda lik mass-pon e` 1st 15 mins o` phy tut.
hahas.
only 6 o` em` turned up on time.
hahas.. we lik so bad liddat.
den ms yee obviously did ask y we so late arh.
hahas.
told her we couldn`t find e` class.
my class.. hahas. fun.
=)))

hmms. decided to study in sku td.
luckily i had chan to acc me.
but din do much work.
ha.
juz din felt lik it td.

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i dun understand y
ther is owaes a bitch
in e picture.

haiz.
nth seems to b goin e right way.

=)

-ciaos-
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e```*

jolenekoh(:

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ruo's bdae

Friday, July 22, 2005

td is han's b`dae!!!
wanted to gif her surprise by bringin kw to her.
but he leaked it out.
ArGh`
nvm
change plan!!!
lol.
i asked shufen to come to my sku!!!
hahas.
so fun!
han was damn shocked loh!
u shld hav seen her expression!
me, germs, jeff n kai ying gave her..
an eeyore, sunflowers.
we even bot her an eeyore cake loh!!
hahas.
had losta fun.
we managed to smack her wif cake!!
hahas.
cream all over her face!!
lol.
but she din managed to smack us!!
lol.
tis yr shld b e` most unforgettable b`dae for her!!
=)))

-ciaos-
- i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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more~!

Monday, July 18, 2005

o..somemore howl's!!!



howl eatin dinner.
lol.



aHH!!! howl!!

more.. my fave. inuyasha.


baby inu!!! =)))

nw is e` penguins~~!! =)))

jolenekoh(:

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howl's movin castle



show nice nice pics!!!
=)))



nice nice??
lol.
i think its cool coz i love e` movie!!!
=)))




another cool pic!!!
so nice.
=Pp


e` ah ma sweepin floor rite??
lol.
so cool.
=Pp

jolenekoh(:

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wat's wrong wif e principal????!?!



hui's bdaes td!!!
hahas.

happy birthday to u.
happy birthday to u!!!
happy birthday to uuu~~~~
happy birthday to u!!!!
=)))

hahas.
wah.
she received losta prezzie sia.
me, yiin n zoey gave her a Levi's skirt!!!
woots~ hahas
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ok. so wat`s wrong wif e` sku?
i mean isit true tat CCAs wif affect our studies??
will sports affect us?
den y e` MOE wants PE n all e` CCAs??
it's for us to relax n hav fun n be proud o` ourselves ya?
goin for com n matches n everything.
haiz.

muz e` sku mk all e` students n tchers rebel den he happy?
i`m not tryin to sae tat e` principal is wrong or wat.
i noe he has his own principles to live by.
but can it b a win-win situation??
instead o a lose-lose situation??
i mean he wants us to excel in our studies.
but wat bout our fun n interests??
comeon`
think think.
Ppl. save ourselves!!!
help.

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-ciaos-
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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met ruhua on bus.

Friday, July 15, 2005

o. forgot to sae smtg.
well..
i saw ms yee on e` bus fr town back to cck.
i think td she nv go to class for remedial
coz she go town or wat bahz.
lol.
so funy.
-gosh-
ha.
-ciaos-
-zzZZzZzzzZZ

jolenekoh(:

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out to orchard aft sku



ha.
i went down to orchard aft sku td.
wif yiin n hui.
wanted to go down to suntec one.
but couldn`t.
coz we had to b sitted by 4 for e` concert.
but my lessons ended at 4.
=(

sianss larhs.
den wanted to go bp plaza de.
in e` end change our mind. =Pp
so tadaaa```
we ended up goin to town.
hahas.

yiin bot smtg.
hahas.
duno how to describe,
so dun describe loh.
ahhhhahaha.

sku`s ok td.
juz tat i was late again.
2nd time.
wanted to go off n not go sku one.
but all o` em` were askin me to go sku.
so. tadaaa```
i was scanned larhs.
o. i meant my eZ link card.
not me. lol.

e` next time i`m gonna b late,
i`ll hav to do confinement.
i.e. sit at e` foyer ther do nth` loh.
toopid loh.
go lessons better den sit at foyer rite`??
arh. who cares???

i better not b late anymore.

n ooo.
farhan.
sorry for makin u late.
=)))

tmr.
TKWO concert at e` Esplanade.
goona b nice.
but sad to sae,
hui cant go.
she got no tix!!!
so end up me, yiin n jess meet.
sad eh.
if hui come den more fun.
nvm. =)

tmr mornin still hav to go FMSS to do e` interview.
sianss.
meetin my grp at dover mrt at 9.30 larhs!
thank goodness!!!
i hav to wake up at lik.. 8??????
gosh. watever.

-ciaos-
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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steph's bdae

Wednesday, July 13, 2005

forgot to sae smtg.
forget bout td's bad things.

yest was steph`s bdae.
hahas.
we bot her a cake n o coz prezzies.
=)))
she`ss damn happy eh.
lol`

hahas.
we were smeared wif cream fr e cake.
ewwww~``
hahas. fun =)))

had a gr8 day yest.
=)

-ciaos`
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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sick~~



hi ppl!!!
i haven been taggin for days.
i noe. hahas.
so sorry.
coz i was SICK!!!
damn it`

tmr got phy test.
prepared??
okok larhs.
=)))

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td band pract attendance was damn bad!!!
alot o Ppl din come..
coz..
tmr got PHY TEST!!!`
wat the?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
got test den no nid come for pract larhs!!!
den got test u all oso dun eat ur meals lo!!!
wher got Ppl liddat one?!?!?

fine.
i better not go on.
soooooo pissed wif tis kinda ppl.

-cool`
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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fun day out

Sunday, July 10, 2005

went out wif my best buds td.
hahas.
walk ard town.
sadly it rained td.
din get a chance to shop at far east n shaw ther.
nvm. hahas.
saw alot Ppl td.
cool eh.
lol.
huiqi is thinkin o hangin out tgt every sun.
hahas.
coz she wanna shop n c ppl.
hahas.
she's owaes thinkin o shoppin.
haiz.
hav been tied down by studies.
i oso din hav much time to go out either.
hahas.
life...
sku tmr.
out tmr.
goin hm late tmr.
-ciaos-
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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picture

Saturday, July 09, 2005

hav been rottin at hm td.
wanted to do some tutorials.
but i failed.
well. i dun seem to be able
to do any work at hm.
e TVs n com are distractin me.
=/

hahas. i guess sku's e rite place for me.
i can definitely do work in sku.
guess tat's my conducive area.
=)))

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ok. i wanna show u peepz some pics.
click on e pics to get a better view o 'em.
erm. only got 2 pics. lol
=)))

nice eh??
lol.

here's another pic.

hahas.
it's e lockers in pjc.
i find e pic damn cool eh.
but i forgot wher i got e pic fr alr.
heez.

-ciaos-
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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Chem SPA`

Friday, July 08, 2005

ooo. i forgot to sae bout my chem SPA.
well it totally sux.
i din noe how to do e calculations!!!
but titration was okiess.

i kinda did my titration faster den e others.
so i was lik. huh??
am i on e right track?? kinda thingy.
hahas.
blurrr.

hahas.
-nitess-

jolenekoh(:

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super dooper tired



ArGh!!!
gonna die fr exhaustion soon.
hahas.
so sooper dooper tired td larhs.
hahas.

but thinkin back
bout wat happened td,
really mks me laugh!!!

hahas.
we had our share o e youth day concert td.
during assembly. (damn belated one.lol.)
lik e concert alot.
coz it was sooper dooper FUNY!!!!

lemme tell u bout e PE dept.
dey are one o e funiest tat made me laugh lik mad larhs!
dey sang 2 songs.
S.H.E. superstar n....
oops i dun rmb e other one. lol.
ok. as i was sayin,
mr michael kwok was lik runnin aft bus or wat.
he sang faster den e others n faster den wat it was supposed to be larhs!!!
o man.
i really laughed my head off.
worst thing, i think he thinks tat he's on e right tempo or smtg liddat.
-gosh!-

hahas.
i was sittin beside wanyan td during e concert.
n chen hui was lik 2 person away fr me only.
hahas.
n she kept askin y ms yee nv perform???
lol. ( hmms isit her or steph? oops. dun really rmb. lol )
mrs chan oso nv perform!!!
haiz. wasted.
lol.
funy n entertainin concert man.
=)))


kk. shall announce my dept. tests results nw..
well. i flunked ALL!!!
can ya believe it???
( hmms, had i announced it b4?? -scratch head--)
well. u sow wat u reap.
din study real hard for it.
so face it !!
Jolene, u flunked ALL 3 tests.
study hard ok?
n i mean REAL hard ok?
u can do it Jolene!!!
(a form o denial n encouragement. hahas )
Gambatte!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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band aft sku td.
went out to lot1 wif jiahui n joanna for lunch td.
hahas. big, fat, bloated flies everywher in long john larhs!
so irritatin.
i nearly wanted to gif 'em food to eat
so tat dey will not bother me!!
hahas.

band td was gr8!!!
tried 3 new pieces td.
- smtg smtg wat wat fr e incredibles.
- smtg smtg wat wat duno wat ( carribean dance)
- smtg smtg duno wat.( in jap) think is theme song o howl's movin castle. but cfm is fr howl's movin castle.
heez. dun really rmb e titles o e songs. lol.
=P

all e songs are fun to play!!!! n obviously cool!!!!
hahas.
love howl's movin castle!!! --muackss ``*


hahas. dinner wif usual gang aft tat.
xiao huan taught me some cool tricks on my phone td!!!
so coool!!
gonna do it.
bleahss.
sorry for copyin euuu. =)))

listenin to e SYF 2005 cd nw.
so cool! hahas

gonna slp soon.

-ciaos-
-i m w a i t i n g for a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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freak!!!

Tuesday, July 05, 2005

freak!!!
my entries dun come out as i wan it to b.
as in i wann para dey dun gif me.
i wann my wordss to b on e right,
dey dun gif me.
wat the`
(suddenly i find tat my Eng sux. -.-)

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ok Ppl !!!
pls slp early EVERYDAY !!!
hahas.
those who owaes run in to sku
better stop e bad habit ya??
not gd to start runnin without warm-ups ya?
lol.
crap.

slp EARLY !!!!
i dun wann to run to sku anymore!!!
not my fault thou. -oops-
hahas hahas.
=)))

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060705
Chemistry SPA.
Name: Koh Jolene.
Class: 05s21
Time: 2.00pm
Venue: Chem Lab 2

-sianss-



-ciaos-
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come true``*

jolenekoh(:

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july babies

Monday, July 04, 2005

din go out td.
hahas.
but i did nth at hm.
jus slacked.

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july got lotsa ppl's bdae arh..
hav to save alot alot.
den still nid to save for myself
to buy a bag.
-sianss-
tis mth i sure pok sia.
lol.
=)))

pw.
hav to do E.O.M.
hav to do interview.
-sianss-

-ciaos-
-i m waitin f o r a d r e a m m come t r u e``*

jolenekoh(:

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sad again

Sunday, July 03, 2005


thou u tried not to hurt me.
but u definitely did.
i noe it`s not ur fault.
it`s mine.
i admit is purely my fault.
i shldn`t hav.
i could hav avoided it.
but i did not.
i brot tis upon myself.
dun pity me.
jus go away.

i tot i can jus walk away and pretend it`s not hurting me.
but i found out i cant.
feel lik cryin nw.
but i tell myself not too cos i musn`t.
can someone mk me happy again?
i haven been laughin fr my heart since then.

pls God. help me.
show me e way.
guide me out o tis darkness.
help me.




left.standin.speechless.
i've.lost.the.game``*
[i'm nobody to u. tk care coz im dead]



-ciaos-
-gurl; dead-

jolenekoh(:

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sad? i dun think so



i'm gonna smile. like nothing`s
wrong. talk like everything`s perfect.
act like it`s all a dream; walk away.
and pretend it`s not hurting me.
everytime i look back; memories
will start flashing back. times
we used to be so happy together.
maybe it`s all a dream.

-i m waitin for a d r e a m come t r u e.``*

jolenekoh(:

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band again!!!

Friday, July 01, 2005

hhahas
td aft sku went to band rm n play my instru again!!!
finally! hahas
touchin n playin my instru again is lik my happiest moments.
last few days,
i was so stressed up by all e tests.
guess i gonna flunk all.
pw n stuff gettin kinda tight.
hopefully i can complete everything within e time frame.
wish me luck!!!
=)))
hmms.
lemme think wat else happened td.
kekex.
ooo.
wanted to go to SWS tmr.
but think i dun wan alr.
tired.
wanna rest fr all e tests n start catchin up wif my studies.
JIA YOU!!!
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life aint e same anymore.
aft i lost e hard battle,
n overcomed my feelings,
i've been feelin much better n happier.
well, those who dont believe wat i juz said,
u jolly well believe!!
hahas.
but...
when i c him again.
ther's a tinge in my heart.
wat isit?
i shall not elaborate.
=]
enjoy e long wk end peepz!!
=)))
-ciaos-
-waitin for a d r e a m come t r u e.``*

jolenekoh(:

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