i wanna watch movies !
i wanna watch movies at GV Gold Class !!!
if only i have the money. HAHA
jolenekoh(:
okay i shall update a lil` bit before i continue on lect 5 for my marcoecons ICA 1.
i felt so happy when i saw you on monday.
ICAs totally suck.
so many things to memorise
BUT only a lil` is tested on.
just like td`s marketing ICA.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh !
althou we only waved, but i`m happy enough.
anw i finally went to trish`s hse td.
along came rah !
haha and we couldn`t really concentrate on marco.
but we did loads of talking.
feel so glad to have them (:
i want to see santa claus again !
we stayed till bout 7pm then we left for hme.
ah, it`s so nice to relax tgt with your friends.
we shld do this more often. HAHA (:
and it saves money !
; i`ve met santa claus. and i wanna see santa claus again on x`mas day. lols.
jolenekoh(:
kiwi
touching animation (:
see that teardrop ?
jolenekoh(:
i`m 18 years
and 1 day old !
:Dand 1 day old !
and i`m sooooooooooooo happy td.
cause the GUAs came to my hse and gave me a surprise !
thanks guys.
i was really shocked and happy.
and of cause, the cake fight !
hope my neighbours wouldn`t complain. HAHA
:DDDD
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thurs, 23rd nov.
i went to vivocity with ber.
SO HAPPY !
felt so happy with her (:
ok vivo is BIG.
but i don`t like it.
too BIG. and the most of the stores there are posh and ex.
doesn`t appeal to me.
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fri, 24th nov.
went to city hall area with hui, yiin, ummi !
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
i so miss the laughter and joy tgt !
we must meet up more often !
haha rmb all the first times i had with them.
they shld be honoured !
:DDD
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haha so happy :D
and i`m legal now.
like FINALLY. haha
okayyy i gotta go bathe now.
cause i have CAKE in my hair.
:D
once again, thanks everyone !
jolenekoh(:
thanks to all for making me REAL happy on my birthday !
be it those greetings, gifts or celebrations,
everything really made me happy !
:D
thanks everyone !
jolenekoh(:
i was shocked and happy at the same time last night.
it really made me smile.
:D
but obviously i hoped for smtg more than just that.
will my birthday wishes come true?
i really want to see you again.
i thought i can just forget about everything.
oh well, i guess i can`t. haha
will my birthday wishes come true?
jolenekoh(:
a lot of things go thru in my mind,
when i`m sitting alone on the train.
or even when it`s raining.
memories flow back,
just like the train moving along its tracks,
or the raindrops as they hit the windows.
now i know what i want.
but i need someone to accomplish it with me.
but who ?
it just feels like as if everything`s a dream,
everyone`s a dream.
and i don`t know what to do to change that feeling.
the feeling`s strange,
and awful.
i hate it.
so help me chase it away..
jolenekoh(:
i'm so fed up with blogger.
i tried to change my blogskin,
BUT stupid blogger and mozilla screwed it up.
so i gave up.
another time i guess.
& my cbox got screwed up again.
grrrrrrrrrrrr.
i felt like a kid td !
so happy :D
anw there was a blackout at hme just now.
HA mummy ought to get us a new iron.
it made the power switch jump !
and my clothes are still a lil` crumpled aft ironing.
crap.
and i'm bloody hell bored now.
yet again, i have not studied.
sigh 2 ICAs coming up next week !
come on man !
motivation ! i really need them !
someone urge me to study pleasssssssse!
; gimme a surprise. i really need it. fr YOU.
jolenekoh(:
a picture speaks a thousand words.
so what do you see ?
so what do you see ?
jolenekoh(:
okayy. it`s time to do some updating.
friday was fabulous.
went swimming at beth`s condo.
along with sandy, xue & rah (:
my first time with friends.
HAHA and more to come !
aft that was the surprise birthday celebration for mf.
had fun (:
it was alr 10+ when she finished her lesson.
so we decided to catch a movie at yishun GV.
well, in the end i reached hme at 2am.
had loads of fun on fri (:
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maybe i shld not spoil my mood by writing bout some unhappy or what people call "emo" stuff. but ya. AHHHHHHHHHH ! i wanna scream.
it`s being eons since i last had a longggg bus ride. and so when i was travelling fr beth`s hse over to amk central, i finally had the luxury of a longgg bus ride. and it made me think a lot. so many things happened in just one year, with everyone leading separate lifes. and for this past few days, i suddenly felt that being alone maybe better. at least you don`t have to consider much about the feelings of others. at least one doesn`t have to be torn between decisions and friends. yes you may think i`m just running away, and hate making choices and decisions, but ain`t that what many people yearn for? sigh.
and the matter close to heart has alr passed for a yr. but i don`t know why, alll of a sudden it came back. it even made me search for the thing back down at bugis. but i guess i can never find it anymore. never. and i don`t know what happened to his. and i don`t know any thing that happened back then. and i don`t know why all those memories came back. i wish i can rewind. i wish i can rewind. and i feel like i`ve changed so much, so much that now i myself don`t know who i am. and i feel like i`ve changed for the worse. haha crying makes me feel so much better (:
jolenekoh(:
i feel so useless.
AH !
all i do is sit & whine & complain.
but i feel lost.
no sense of direction.
AH !
jolenekoh(:
keep me company
jolenekoh(:
im just a little girl
standing in front of a little boy
asking him to love her.
What hurts the most
Was being so close
And having so much to say
And watching you walk away
And never knowing
What could have been
And not seeing that loving you
Is what I was trying to do.
*above paragraghs are not dedicated to anyone.
so don`t try to think otherwise (: *
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reading back my past entries in my blog,
memories flow back,
stream by stream.
they will all be a part of my past.
but yet they are memories,
some that keeps me going strong,
some that really breaks me down.
i really miss those days in jc.
it has been a year.
yet those days are memorable.
like what happened 6 years ago.
these are the few memories that can never be erased.
both sad and happy.
now the tears may start to flow anytime.
but i must pull myself together.
cause all that is a past.
today is today.
tomorrow will be better.
smile (:
jolenekoh(:
wahhhhh !
oral comm presentation.
I CRIED !
wtf shit was i thinking !
):
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i don`t know what i`m thinking nowadays.
and i`m really wondering who`s wahaha in my tagboard.
i bet he/she is someone i know !
DUH !
lalalalala. troubled. HAHA
sad. HAHA
tired. HAHA
wtf shit am i thinking ?!
sigh.
everyone`s having troubles.
lalalala.
; trying to look on the brighter side.
jolenekoh(:
will i see you at the end of the road?
Walking on a thin lineBut feeling on top of the world
My legs get lighter in touch
My head is full of thoughts of you
Love is not a pocket full of dreams
Love is a never-ending journey
It's only when I think of you
That I find myself walking on clouds
or maybe i should erase memories of you.jolenekoh(:
concert is over.
so it`s back to school once again.
BUT i found out that..
i`m lagging so much in studies !
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
not SOOOO much la.
but quite a bit.
CATCH UP CATCH UP !
ok. aft bout 2hrs, i`m still having that internet module lesson.
seriously, i can do all the exercises at hme.
i mean, she`s not exactly going thru either.
i miss tan yen yen.
her lessons are more fun !
& seriously, i`m actually not listening to the hamster either.
(:
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i forgot bout this incident.
ytd, when i was on my way t pasir ris,
it was raining HEAVILY.
like literally CATS & DOGS.
& we saw,
A LIGHTNING STRIKE A TRAFFIC LIGHT !
it went "BOMB" !
scaryyyyy.
jolenekoh(:
fri, 10 nov 2006.
SINFONIA 2006
(:
thanks to all my friends who came to support :D
hope u guys enjoyed the concert !
after the concert,
min ; mf ; liam ; sam ; peiyi ; jingsi ; hanyong ; me
went to amk S11 to eat with han.
and yes, once again,
all 8 of us squeezed into han`s car.
so in total, there were 9 of us !
haha incredible BUT TRUE !
i had loads of fun eating with the whole gang.
haha after that, marcus joined us.
and all 10 of us rode in han`s car back to school.
the trips to and for were totally crazy.
we stayed over in school.
min, sam, liam and i only slept at 6am.
while hanyong and mar went hme at bout 4am.
woke up the next day at 8.30am to clear the audi.
only jackson, jiemin and robin came early to help out.
jasper came ltr to help in the band room.
after that was lunch, blah blah blah.
and i only reached hme at 5pm.
couldn`t stand the tire so i slept till 9pm for dinner. HAHA
fun fun fun (:
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sunday. which is td.
I HAD STEAMBOAT AT PASIR RIS BEACH !
:DDD
haha with my family and cousins.
soooo full.
and now i have to rush my oral comm ICA 1 speech.
ahhhhhhhhhhhh !
oral comm ICA 1 on tues.
stats ICA 1 on wed.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
HELP HELP !
jolenekoh(:
my section :D
finally.
(:
; will i see you again?
jolenekoh(:
i finally had a good laugh ytd.
:D
ytd there were many leftover untouched packed food,
so instead of wasting it,
we (min ; liam ; mar ; sam ; mf ; peiyi ; me)
decided to have it as our supper !
and han joined us !
so we all went to the SA office to eat.
HAHA and we had the most HAPPENING supper ytd !
&&& we are the HAPPENING clique !
haha that`s what han said.
really laughed a lot ytd.
:DDD
jolenekoh(:
sometimes, i don`t need someone to listen to me.
but someone to hold my hand and walk with me.
but someone to hold my hand and walk with me.
jolenekoh(:
; crying myself to sleep.
jolenekoh(:
everyone has to scarifice something,
in order to accomplish the other.
and to a small extent,
i scarifice something.
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i had a nightmare ytd.
it was horrible.
i don`t understand why this kind of thing will happen.
it made my tears fall.
i just want everything to end.
jolenekoh(:
i stood by the road,
shivering in the cold,
waiting for you.
but you never appeared.
and i ended my day,
just the way i started it.
shivering in the cold,
waiting for you.
but you never appeared.
and i ended my day,
just the way i started it.
jolenekoh(: