heck !
someone`s snoring away at my hse now.
gotta be sis or mummy.
wahahahaha
cause daddy`s not hme and i ain`t sleeping yet.
(:
pract td was alright.
just freaky.
cause there were only eunice and i.
before i reached, there were none !
I HATE IT MAN !
qun joined me td. HAHA
come more often alright ?
:D
pieces played were alright
cause i played `em before.
except roses roses i love you.
HAHA chee-na.
phew, lucky i could handle them.
BUT i wasn`t in my best form td.
kept miss-counting the bars rest.
and min, u`re wrong.
i definitely don`t depend on others to count my rests,
unless i ain`t concentrating.
(:
i better buck up and be more alert during practs now.
don`t want laoshi to "look down" on me. HAHA
jolenekoh(:
let me vent my anger before i go for band
i hate their f*cking attitude.
one nv come, all don`t come.
one come, all come.
is this how u gonna work your life ?!
this is so damn it la !
and that f*cking irritating guy.
guest player very big ah?
keep coming for band for what?
we don`t like u loh.
&&& WE DIDN`T INVITE YOU LOH.
damn it damn it.
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ok i`m feeling better.
i want to see my section mates !
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
prepare to go out now.
but i feel so lazy. HAHA
; now i can see (:
jolenekoh(:
oh, i forgot to mention that,
I`M STILL SUFFERING FROM
EXAMS STRESS !
haha can u imagine that ?!
i can still dream of me having exams in the exam hall.
and when i wake up, i can still worry bout not being able to finish studying for my paper.
YES, all this happened a few days ago, when all my exams are over.
WTH.
SAVE ME !
jolenekoh(:
today is sucha boring day.
haha yes, i stayed hme.
boring.
HAHA nothing much to say,
but a video to share,
FIR - tian tian ye ye
enjoy ! a very nice and touching song
(:
jolenekoh(:
some crazy photos to share.
all are taken during the stayover at min`s hse !
grabbed fr min`s friendster.
(:
our LOVE for the day !(((:
strong min min carrying me. HAHAand laoshi knew about it.
:/
BBQ time !
ok, so what are we doing now?
admit it, i`m TALL.hurr (:
these are just some only.
more to come soon, hopefully.
cause all photos are with min.
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band pract td was alright.
thought i`ll be kinda screwed
cause i hadn`t touched my flute for a few weeks.
but things turned out fine.
i could play as well ! HAHA
thank God.
BUT attendance was REAL BAD for my section.
tingting ; the "guest player" ; me
lucky ryan came back.
but the pieces played td were quite ok.
HAHA at least i could handle it.
and they are nice too !
heh looking forward to the music exchange.
(:
and of course i`m looking forward to thurs.
that`s when everyone`s exams are all over.
so hopefully can see better attendance.
AND hopefully qun and john can come too.
that`s it for now.
need to catch my beauty sleep.
it`s still lacking.
HAHA
; impossible
jolenekoh(:
steamboat ytd was hell loads of fun !
tri ; choc ; beth ; sandy ; mar ; yy ; jia
too bad jia couldn`t stay for the steamboat.
well, before meeting the rest,
mar, tri and i went down to town to get presents for beth and choc.
tri was late, as usual. HAHA
but this time rnd is cause she overslept
and her cab got into an accident.
HAHA and of course we didn`t tell beth and choc,
cause it is a SURPRISE !
and beth thought we were only gonna celebrate choc`s bdae.
heh heh. we`re so schemeing yeah?
&& sandy, yy and jia didn`t really know what we were planning. HAHA oops. LOLS
so aft shopping in town, we met the rest at bout 3.30pm.
shopped for food, blah blah blah.
loads of fun and laughter in NTUC at hougang mall.
HAHA and we thought that tri knocked her head in the accident,
which cause her head to have a screw loose. HAHA
cause she was laughing away like mad ytd !
ok so aft all that shopping,
we went back to yy`s hse to prepare for the steamboat.
and we started eating at bout 7 plus i think.
and it lasted till.. VERY LATE.
but before that, lemme mention the presents thing.
HAHA ok, tri and i totally forgot bout it.
and suddenly tri said " OH " and mouthed words to me.
and i was like " HUH " and i started laughing.
haha we`re that crazy.
so tri and i thought of excuses to go hide the watch and belt.
and aft hiding, we came out with the bags.
and we tricked beth by giving her sandy`s old bag and trick choc by giving her beth`s bag. HAHA
and karie gave us that killer look !
:| scary.
but aft all the fun of looking for their watch and belt,
we told them the truth.
but the situation became very cold. brrrrrrr
haha but all was fun !!
love them a lot !
(((:
and we had a lot of food leftover,
so while karie help yy with the dishes,
mar, sandy, tri, beth and i continued eating.
urps. all of us getting fatter !
):
&&& all of a SUDDEN, tri SCREAMED !
A FLYING COCKROACH INVADED OUR TERRITORY !!!
EVERYONE SCREAMED LIKE NOBODY`S BUSINESS !!
and yy`s bro said there was an earthquake.
-_______________________-
well, sandy had a war with the flying roach.
and she kinda lost.
so reinforcement came !
YY TO THE RESCUE !
haha yy, armed with newspaper, wrestled the roach.
AND VICTORY TO YY !
roach was defeated and flat like a paper.
haha yes ! yy smacked it dead with the newspaper.
AND THE DAY WAS SAVED BY..
(not powerpuff girls)
YY !
and we continued eating. HAHA
and we talked bout the many roaches and bugs incidents we had. laughter everywhere !
and i only reached hme at 12.30AM.
HAHA but luckily, mar`s dad sent tri and i hme.
THANKS FOR SENDING US HME!
that`s it for ytd (:
and band ltr on.
gonna see my beloved GUAs again !
(((:
jolenekoh(:
haha just reached hme aft staying over at min`s place.
had a wonderful BBQ last night !
with min ; nerak ; peiyi ; chris ; liam.
ytd started off with min going to FTP sec to teach the trumpeters.
so i sat at toa payoh mac using the laptop, slacking.
chris and liam ps-ed me !
they went hme.
-______________-
aft min finshed her teaching,
we went to NTUC for groceries spree.
haha we didn`t buy much thou,
cause it was a BBQ for 6. HAHA !
too bad sam, mar, mf and hongghee couldn`t make it.
BBQ was hilarious !
we were afraid that we would all get stomach upset the next day. Lols that was how "badly" we cooked.
it was edible thou, just, messy. HAHA !
and we took lots of pictures.
it`s with min so i shall post it up aft i get it fr her.
i so love this crazy bunch of people !
can`t wait to see them again on tues. HAHA
and i can`t wait for our next stayover !
(((:
&&& i`m looking forward to mon`s steamboat too !
with tri, choco, sandy, beth, mar, yy, jia.
hopefully ber can make it.
(:
everything`s back to normal (:
; thank god.
jolenekoh(:
FINALLY EXAMS ARE OVER FOR GOOD !!!!
so happy (:
HAHA staying over at min`s hse till sunday morning.
and we`re gonna have BBQ tonight at her hse !
hopefully her hse doesn`t catch fire !
LOLS.
liam, chris and i stayed over since ytd night.
meifen couldn`t join us cause her mama wants her hme.
marcus`s coming tonight i guess.
samuel ps-ed us AGAIN.
nerak and hongghee coming over tonight too i guess.
and peiyi agreed to join us for BBQ !
YEAH !
the more the merrier !
((:
ytd before going to min`s hse,
meifen, min and i did a lil` shopping at town.
and guess what?
i just shopped in town earlier in the day before i met min and mf, aft exams. HA
was with tri, choc aka karie, beth, mar, sandy in town aft exams.
AND I SAW THAT HAVAIANAS FLIP FLOPS !
couldn`t resist it anymore and i bought a pair when i as out with min and mf. HAHA a lil` treat for myself aft exams ya? (:
and i saw him.
oh well, i`m still as shy as ever to say hi to him.
it`s a yr alr.
but i still.. ya.
HAHA
i regretted not saying hi.
i shld have said hi !!!
damn, it`s alright.
i guess there`ll still be more chances.
and all the best for promos !
ha, i doubt he`ll read this.
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oh well, as some matters are settled and gotten over with, i thought the other matter is closed for now, for next sem, forever. but who knows? it still lingers.
damn, i can`t just keep it down. cause, yes we are wrong, but you too.
whatever, like wat choc said, we shall just leave her alone.
so pls don`t come and step on our toesand we wouldn`t step on yours.
; case close FOREVER.
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i shall not let this spoil my mood !
(((:
enjoying life right now.
so people who are still having your exams,
HOLD ON, ENDURE.
and you`ll get to enjoy aft exams
(((:
; all the best
jolenekoh(:
haha ! found this on Mr Brown`s flickr photo set.
haha it was actually a photo taken on 20 July 2005, Wednesday, a fire that happened at Lau Pa Sat. haha and his caption for this photo is,
"Take picture for my holiday souvenir."
hilarious !
ooh, and listen to this podcast, maid owners` manual.
HAHA damn funny and
(: have fun !
and another one here. called the ERP IU ringtones.
HAHA errrr, very much sensored.
you`ll get it when you listen to it.
HAHA light entertainments like these are good during exams periods ! haha (:
the erp one is funny if you are not an anti-vulgarities.
well, it`s all for entertainment`s sake.
jolenekoh(:
you-know-who, are u getting angry again? i hope not. sometimes i just does things that will cause something bad. like for example that paragraph, was how i feel. and i hope it didn`t worsen things. i don`t want this to happen at all. yes, i`m brooding over it, cause i know it is my fault. and i don`t know what to do to save the situation. seriously i wanna talk to u again. but i don`t know what you are thinking now so i dare not speak a word, for fear that things will get worse. i`m really afraid that the things i do will worsen everything else. like how i didn`t know that the way i was doing things was disturbing you a lot. so let`s see how aft my last paper alright? and fri. once again, i`m sorry.
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ok lots of things are going thru my mind now.
what shld i do?
i wanna get over with exams now !
i`m alr in holiday mood.
damn. HAHA
can`t wait for
- shopping trip on fri
- stayover on fri and sat
- BBQ on sat
- steamboat on mon
anw, i`m listening to mr brown and mr miyagi now.
took the link fr jadyn`s blog entry.
click here here to listen.
anw my point is,
MR BROWN SOUNDS LIKE CHRIS !
haha not totally la.
jolenekoh(:
organization ; organizational structures
planning ; purposes of planning
control ; span of control ; types of control
maslow`s hierarchy needs ; motivation
contingency factors ; benefits
TO HELL WITH POM !
ok, although it wasn`t a killer paper,
(definitely not)
it sucked my brain juices DRY !
and i mean TOTAL DRY !
it seems like as if my exams are all over.
FINALLY POM PAPER IS OVER !
POM paper, we can just throw out whatever we`ve memorised.
BUT apparently, i can`t rmb much.
ha, was kinda crapping my paper away.
but at least i know i`ve got most of the things right.
like state this and that.
but the rest seems like total crap.
:|
just pray real hard i`ll pass POM.
*prays
and i came back to an empty home.
):
mummy was out ;
daddy went to work ;
sister enjoying her life away now,
cause her exams are ALL OVER !
damn, suddenly i hate her so much. HAHA !
so i had dinner alone.
fried rice.
damn, dinner alone ain`t nice at all !
no warmth. HAHA
I WANT EXAMS TO BE OVER AND DONE WITH ASAP !
yes ! friday, here i come !
(:
can`t wait can`t wait can`t wait.
; just let everything go with its flow.
---
let`s all not sigh anymore !
let`s all be HAPPY LIL` GIRLS !
things wouldn`t change no matter how much we sigh.
so savour every single moment.
treasure everything ard you.
cherish what you have now.
live life to the fullest.
never regret.
---
; i shld have known better fr the very first day that things will nv be the same again. but things were covered from my eyes, until days passed since day 1. so who can i blame? so am i suppose to treat her the way you`re treating me now? stop talking to her and all? stop being friends with her? and hate her like nobody`s business? if that is the way you handle things and problems, then i`m sorry. i don`t work that way. and the world doesn`t too. no society can accept that. unless you tell me, the world is full of you. i know i`m wrong but are you giving me a chance to repent? i don`t know. now i don`t even dare to talk to you, in fear of stepping on your toes. let`s not let our friendship crumble just cause of my mistake, just cause of her. gimme a chance to show you that i ain`t what you think i am. the promise, broken. the sms-es, all gone. the chats, missing. the helps i really appreciated, lost. the care i felt fr you as a friend, missed. the act-cute and lalalala moments, disappeared. will all these come back? i really hope so. hope that you`ll see this paragraph. and i really wonder, if you ever drop by my blog ever again. cause i know that i check into yours as and when. you seem fine, just like your old usual self. sometimes i wonder, if that`s really you. cause you seem like as if nothing happened.
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OK ! I SHOULD BE HAPPY ! AS PROMISED WITH MIN !
(:
; promise promise
jolenekoh(:
been thinking a lot lately.
about me ; him ; you ; her ; they ; we ; us.
obstacles all ard me.
paranoid i am. VERY.
ok i know i shldn`t be.
where`s the trust man !
how i wish exams can be over quickly.
for all of us.
so that smtg may happen?
HAHA.
i don`t know.
it`s a long long journey.
; make my dreams come true pls.
jolenekoh(:
td is a totally screwed day. cause i only managed to finish 2 pathetic lectures fr 12 noon to 4 pm.
AHHHH ! well, i was out since 12 plus. till an hr ago. yes, i just got hme.
had to rush down to the PSA building, which is located at harbourfront, between 1.30pm to 4pm i think. had to collect some documents for my uncle. well, at least i wasn`t alone. HA was with mummy and sis.
on the train, we saw this lil` girl. SO CUTE !
adorable ; loveable.
haha all of us were entertained by her la! cute cute cute (:
ah, i wanna have a baby girl ! haha
ha, we couldn`t find the bus stop when we reached harbourfront. you see, we still have to take a bus to the PSA building. what a bother. i thought we could just walk there from the MRT station.
:|
THAT`S NOT IT !
we still had to go down to TTSH. damn. it`s a damn place that i shun.
i mean, who would like to go to a hospital so much ?!
and i haven`t finish studying for POM !
screw it man.
KILL ME MAN !
i don`t wanna do badly for POM.
but at this point of time, i can`t be bothered !
HAHA
lalalalala. SCREW IT !
damn i may not even have dinner tonight.
cause dear mummy doesn`t feel like cooking td.
-_____________________-
alright, STUDY TIME !
; miss a lot
jolenekoh(:
ok i`ve changed my blogskin ! haha
alright i shld be studying now.
i`m gonna die for POMPOM !
jolenekoh(:
byebye to STATS !!! I`M SO HAPPY ! ! HAHA
lucky me didn`t blanked out on the paper td ! so happy (: if only last yr was like this, i wouldn`t be here alr. but what`s over is over, so let it be (:
BUT i still made a careless mistake !! DAMN IT !
forget it, i shld concentrate on my POM and ACCT (:
---
i saw her when i was on my way to the toilet td. and she saw me too i guess. and she looked at me, as if she knew who i was.
HA, maybe it`s cause she noticed me looking at her?
---
talked to tri last night,
bout those happy and sad moments that happened last yr.
haha many heart wrenching moments, one story.
and tri said, what would happen if he came backfor me.
HA ! it`s kinda impossible. LOLs
ah, we shall see.
haha and i didn`t know that the world is SO SMALL that tri actually knows that girl ! and that girl`s a bitch aft all. HA oops
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AHHHHH ! i`m so freaking pissed with the speed of our lives and the high cost of living. fancy people knocking to another and just walk off without even saying sorry.
has the high standard of living in Singapore made singaporeans lose eveb the most basic of manners, courtesy? WHERE HAS IT GONE TO ?! will saying a sorry make you lose a piece of your body ?
yes, you may say then will not saying a sorry make you lose a piece of your body? i agree that we wouldn`t. but if we, as singaporeans, have lost the basic courtesy, then how are we going to attract tourists with our manners? what bout improving services ?
why did i raise this topic up? because 2 ladies hit against me td when i was getting out of the MRT stat. ARGH ! only one bothered to say sorry, but in the most unwilling way. it`s cause she was the second person to knock against me and i was alr very pissed off with the attitude of the first lady. i was practically glaring at the second lady. HA ! sorry for my errr, rudeness?
and the cost of living in Singapore is getting higher and higher each day. this will cause the rich to get richer and the POOR TO GET POORER ! IT`S A VICIOUS CYCLE, people !!!
ok, again, why did i raise this topic up? BECAUSE i just topped up my farecard on fri and now is only monday but my farecard has only a value of 3 pathetic dollars. WTH !
(my classmates have brought this topic up before)
ok, i know we are poly students, but why are we paying the same amount as adults ?! come on, we are still students of about the same age as jc students. just that poly has a few outliers who are like 30 to 40 yrs old. but isn`t this unfair to the other students ?
moreover, poly school fees ARE WAY MUCH HIGHER than those of a jc ! and some poly students even have to work to pay off their school fees and transport fees ! so can government lower the transport fees of poly students in the age range of 17 to 21 ? PRETTY PLEASE !
LOL. like as if some politician would read my blog !
-_____________________-
maybe, a future politcian ? HEH !
(((:
jolenekoh(:
SWSPE concert: 4play
well, concert was alright. just that the later pieces were more interesting. heh heh (: a different touch and feel to percussion ensembles. different fr the other 2 that i attended.
but i was kinda falling asleep in the concert. due to exams and lack of sleep. been sleeping in late lately cause i was studying into the night. but of cause, i couldn`t stand the tiredness till 4 am so i normally went to bed aft 3am or even before that. HAHA !
td was kinda a slack day for me, which now is causing me to worry bout my STATs exam. brrrrr
):
went down to town for a lil` window-shopping trip td, with min and mf and a guy friend of mf. think his name is kan chai if i`m not wrong. HAHA min and i tried "disappearing act" a few times but FAILED ! boooo. they were just too clever. haha "disappearing acts" reminds me of the days when des and i were out with xwei and a guy. we did disappear too, and was SUCCESSFUL. haha
ooh well, now a pair of haviananas trekking slip-ons and of cause, adidas jacket is added to my shopping list. HAHA
anw, i missed out on Valenzia Belgium Chocolate ice cream and tako-pachi today !!
*fumes*
I WANT BELGIUM CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM !
they just rocks like no one`s business !
ahhh well, aft exams i have loads of time to spare so i`m so gonna get those ice cream ! &&& meet up with my dear friends, go back to pjcsb, and do loads of other things too !
---
anw i don`t know my mood. had lots of feelings and moods td.
pms-sy
- good
- bad
- sad
- happy
- depressed
- relaxed
just that are still some matters that happened that did not really lifted up my spirits.
ahhh well, don`t wanna think so much already.
i shld be contented (:
; make me happy.
; grant me my wildest dreams pls (:
jolenekoh(:
yes, i ought to be studying and stuff, but i`m still here. blogging for the 2nd time today. WTH !
sigh, i so miss the good old days.
when life`s much more simple.
less complicated.
well, nvm.
at least i grow up in the process.
just wished that some things can go back to before.
WHERE`S MY SEAFOODS ?
i know my GUAs are still there.
(((:
jolenekoh(:
ECONs paper was alright.
hopefully i can do well for overall.
(:
well, some things are still left unsettled.
but i just want to end it here.
it`s going on and on and on.
sigh
---
i don`t know if i shld be aware of some things.
but being on guard is good,
no harm.
well, i really, really ..
*sigh.
; when?
swimming against the mighty currents.
drowning in the crashing waves.
lost in a sea of blood.
jolenekoh(:
damn i seriously ought to be studying for my other modules or revising for my econs now. BUT i`m here slacking away and talking to an idiotic junior of mine - JOHN. haha
HAHA freaking out for ECONS alr !!
kakakakakakakakaka
tongue-tied.
:|
singapore idols results show now on !
I LOVE ROCK AND ROLL ! haha
dots. real dots.
(:
I NEED TO UNWIND !
jolenekoh(:
getting all so paranoid.
getting all so freaked out.
well, i got paranoid.
but at least he explained things (:
so i shld be happy !
EXAMS TMR !
i shldn`t care bout other things now !
(:
and it`s the freaking time of the month !
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!
damn it damn it damn it.
jolenekoh(:
sometimes i feel like saying no.
sometimes i feel like stopping, look ard and think.
sometimes i wonder, so where exactly do i stand?
i`ve lost sight.
i`m blinded once again.
but am i going the right way?
i really wish ; i really do ; i really miss
jolenekoh(:
and the world has turned its back on you,
give me a moment please,
to tame your wild wild heart.
i know you feel like the walls are closing in on you.
it`s hard to find relief and people can be so cold.
when darkeness is upon your door,
and you feel like you can`t take it anymore,
LET ME BE THE ONE YOU CALL.
if you jump, i`ll break your fall.
lift you up and fly away with you into the night.
if you need to fall apart, i can mend a broken heart.
if you need to crash, then crash and burn.
YOU ARE NOT ALONE.
when you feel all alone.
and a loyal friend is hard to find,
you`re caught in a one way street,
with the monsters in your head.
when hopes and dreams are far away,
and you feel like you can`t face the day,
LET ME BE THE ONE YOU CALL.
YOU ARE NOT ALONE !!!
jolenekoh(:
i made a BIG BIG mistake on sunday. HAHA
but a blissful mistake (:
well, the sms was so vauge, not precise.
so even if i made a mistake, it`s not silly right?
hmmm, he didn`t even specifically say when, so i thought is now la. so i just called. haha
(((:
how i wish i can talk more often with you like that.
; too close for comfort
---
at least it`s not raining now. and i`m not so worried.
; elmo, a mistake?
yes u ought to start a new life. things are changing, walk out of it.
you can`t aft all. it all just seems like a lie, a dream. so prove me wrong.
---
my hme was in a chaos just now.
well, my long lost uncle flew back to s`pore fr taiwan td aft receiving an email fr his sis (my aunt) ytd. HA and he didn`t even call hme fr taiwan to clarify matters first then he just flew back.
-____________________-
rich guy huh? Lols.
anw, at least now he is contactable via email. not like last time, when he`s in canada. we didn`t even know how he was getting on with life in canada. no phone calls hme, no emails, no letter, NOTHING. and he will just pop out of nowhere in s`pore.
&& his temper`s hot like a bull, so he kinda flared up when he couldn`t contat my aunt. LALALALALA chaos.
well, he flew back to settle some family matters.
jolenekoh(:
what a foolish act. HAHA
so embarrassing.
:|
lake house is nice, but not that nice. HAHA
but i enjoyed it a lot.
(((:
jolenekoh(:
feeling much better a good night sleep and a short-chat-that-lasted-into-the-night with tricia. haha we chatted till 4.30 AM. and both of us were getting kinda hungry.
well, kinda regretted not listening to tricia`s words until last night. but it`s still not too late (: at least when all these things happened, i found out some things too. he cares aft all (:
aft a small talk with him, i felt much better (: or rather a lot better. heh heh thanks for the care and concern, i appreciated that. hopefully.. we shall see.
many things went thru my mind and he came into my thoughts. calmed me down a lot and made me happy. something i never felt in a long time. thanks for letting me find that feeling back again (:
---
to the friend who`s not replying me in msn,
(hopefully he reads this)
at least now i know what`s wrong and i`ll change. but i seriously didn`t mean to cause all these harms and troubles. like what i`ve always said, i want to make friends not foes, but i guess i potrayed the wrong image.
i can`t force you.
it`s up to you, your own freewill.
so whatever your decision is, always rmb that,
you are still my friend.
i`m just sad that,
my actions made you break your promise.
i guess it is THAT serious this time rnd.
but i can`t blame you,
instead i have to thank you,
for bringing a clearer picture to me.
jolenekoh(:
to the friend who`s not replying me in msn,
if u`re not gonna tell me what u feel and what happened, i wouldn`t know a single thing, cos i see nothing wrong.
if u`re going to just keep quiet, nothing will change and things may even get worse.
so are u gonna talk ?
jolenekoh(:
to: MISS GERMAINE ONG.
i did wish u happy brithday dear girl. haha only not on blog.
so here`s it:
happy BELATED birthday to you.
happy BELATED birthday to you.
happy BELATED birthday to youuuu..
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO U !!!
(((:
jolenekoh(:
i`m getting freaking pms-y. and now my sister is adding fuel to it.
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!
*scream*
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!
i need my dosage of movies.
i need my dosage of food spree.
BUT i`m B R O K E, and am getting fatter if i eat more !
i need my dosage of craziness and lameness.
i`m missing so much of it !!!
and see how life can get so bored and stressful that i`m blogging so many times a day.
and my sister is really getting on my nerves !!
sometimes i wonder how she can tolerate my nonsense and how i can tolerate her nonsense. ooooh well, we`ve tolerated each other for 18 yrs and counting !! AMAZING.
i would really love the days when we sit tgt on the sofa in the hall, watching tv programmes tgt and laughing our hearts away.
and i definitely hate the days we quarrel and hurl both hurting words and things at each other. ARGH ! sometimes her words are so blunt i feel like killing her !
whatever. that`s what sisters are for (:
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felt so calm and happy after seeing you.
wish that i can see u more often.
everyday?
; i wish upon you
jolenekoh(:
ROCKS ; STONES ; PEBBLES (((:
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gosh, in great physical pain now. and i think no medicine can help me soothe the pain.
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HELP !
jolenekoh(:
went to sch td, just to attend a 45 mins lecture. GRRRRRRRRRRR ! but at least i`ve got a teeny weeny lil` bit of tips from the lecturer. and of cause, some things in return for staying SO FREAKING LONG in sch. haha from 10 to 12.30pm.
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and that satanic girl ! f*ucking irritating. well, she always stares at us, always glare at us. she finds us a sore. but she herself is an eye sore ! heh heh. i`m being bad here. but really can`t stand her.
she thinks that her satanic star tattoo, right smack in between her bum and back, is so cool, that she has to show it off everyday. come on, if she has a damn great figure, by all means, flaunt it ard. haha cia thinks that satanic wants to parade her body in front of the pork sellers. funny funny.
ok enough of sarcasm.
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ok i`ve got the tickets to the 19 aug concert. HA
gosh, this means that econs exam is nearing so quickly !! WTH ! i`m still on my notes. i better start doing the pass year papers.
anw karie and beth are so bored that they are coming over to my hse now. HAHA cute lil` girls huh? i just love them. LOLS
(((:
; i`m a happy lil` girl today
jolenekoh(:
yes GERMAINE ONG !! i saw u at City Link Gelare on TUESDAY.
happy? LOLS.
what a cute lil` friend i`ve got (((:
jolenekoh(:
did i mention ? I WENT TO WATCH THE FIREWORKS ON TUES. haha kinda late an entry cause it`s alr thurs.
anyway, yupp, i went to watch the fireworks at the Esplanade on tues, with jiemin, her sis, william and chris. HAHA squeeze like mad ! we were like sardines la ! and the people behind just can`t stop pushing.
and i saw a pioneer guy in a keller shirt, and another in owens shirt. I THOUGHT IT WAS YAOLUN and i thought he came with gz, xhuan, zoey, katherine and all. (well, the guy and yaolun do have the same build.) i got so excited that i nearly shouted his name without looking further. haha but i decided not to and found out that it wasn`t them. it was some other pj students, and they are yr 1s. *phew*
gosh. i miss pj so much ! and i regretted not going back on tues. BUT ! i kinda forgot out the occasion and only remembered when i woke up in the morning. and it was kinda late alr.
): bummer.
anw back to the fireworks.
aft everything, we met up with huimin and we went to Gelare to have waffle ice cream ! YUMMILICOUS !!! haha the waffles tasted like MacDonald`s Hotcakes !!!! haha i finally got to eat Gelare aft so many attempts.
haha and min and i took loads of photos with william`s hp. HAHA ! so fun. I LOVE MY GUAs !!!
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haha i`m a little kid td ! ha, just kidding.
but i`m real happy td (:
BSA ICA3 over ! which means no more BSA ! but i`ll miss tan yen yen a lot. she`s a tutor who nv stresses us, puts effort in teaching. althou she speaks like bullets, she can reall relate the skills to us very well. haha best tutor i`ve met in this first sem.
(((:
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that`s all for today.
hmms, when will i get to watch lakehouse?
IT`S CLOSING SOON !
jolenekoh(:
HAPPY NATIONAL DAY !!
haha yet another year is passing like cannons flying past our heads.
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td i went over to aunt`s hse. and at one of those multi-storey carparks, my sis and i witnessed a "crazy" lady carrying a baby and not going to let her go. the police were even notified ! ha, drama. well, i think the lady is suffering from post natal depression? hmm, poor lady. and bout the outcome, not sure.
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ooh well, it`s not that my sis and i are kpo, but this kinda things do not happen so often, so it`s an eye opener for us. HAHA
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how i wish i can be down at the national outdoor stadium watching our nation`s 41st birthday. haha and i didn`t know NDP ends so fast on tv :/
; whenwillwe?
jolenekoh(:
haha i miss those days when we`re doing POM project ! lovely ladies, without conflicts and eye-to-eye arguments. all compromising and great-minds-think-alike.
HAHA gosh ! i`m missing projects. what a strange girl i am. HAHA
some photos taken for our POM proj presentation. and dear rah actually named our project, POMPOM. cute huh? lols.
US.
ME. with that spastic look of mine. HAHA
XUE. with the starbucks logo behind. haha and YES ! our pom proj was on starbucks (:
pretty MADDIE. with her perfect smile.
cute lil` RAH. artistic pic !
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gosh, with this post, it means that exams are coming. and i`m freaking pissed off with my sister !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit damnit
FUCK !
*pardon for vulgarities.
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; miss
whenwilliseeuagain,soon? (:
jolenekoh(:
so tired of all the problems and happenings ard me.
yes i do get some contentment and happiness in return,
but i also want to keep my friends.
some things i wish to settle quickly, get it over and done with.
but time and people do not permit me to.
maybe it`s cause i`m softhearted,
but also maybe i don`t know how to face it.
i miss the simple life i`ve past in my previous 17 plus yrs.
i want it back.
where people ain`t fighting to be top,
where people ain`t doing things ti hurt you,
where people are still not as "clever" to harm you,
where things were peaceful.
well, times have changed,
life has changed.
we have to move on with life.
sticking to the past is not right, not fair.
so i moved on, from 2005 to 2006.
finding friends who taught me a lot of things, thou i`ve just known them for a few months, but they, more or less, taught me how to see things more clearly, things that i never expected to happen to me.
so it`s time to move on people !
get over with the past !
stop brooding over things that u have done but regretted ! life has to go on. and one can`t undo the things that one has done. it`s over, so get over it.
HAHA what a random post.
blah.
jolenekoh(:
HAHA ! dwarf !
looks so like one !
urps, not me ! lols.
(((:
; loves
jolenekoh(:
okok i`ve uploaded some photos that we took on presentation days.
yupp formal wear.
take a look [here.]
(((:
jolenekoh(:
HAHA i went out to "study" with min. and chris came in the end. LOLS funny guy.
yupp, min went off to teach first tao payoh sec at bout 1, which means i was left alone with chris. so i continued doing my stats hw and chris decided to help min with some committee stuff.
YEAH ! i almost completed my stats hw. heh heh left with 4 qns. and min came back at bout 4. and william joined us bout that time too. haha stupid fellow, sleep for so long yet still tired. grrrrrrrr..
haha aft that we went to cwp to meet sam and have PIZZA HUT for dinner ! lols, so sinful and so full ! and i saw cirire there. oops, i don`t really know how to spell her name. and yup, she`s working there. haha so nice to see her there ! a friendly girl haha. thou we don`t speak to each other much in class. really appreciated that she`s friendly (:
well, WE ARE FRIENDLY PPLE ! HAHA (((:
yupp and i just reached hme like an hr ago. and sam and william are at min`s hse. SO SAD ! i can`t join in the fun ): have to stay hme and like try to study for exams ):
NEXT TIME ! NEXT TIME ! LOLS.
i just LOVE them !
jolenekoh(:
HAHA ! i`m always acting stupid in front of him.
hmms, or maybe i`m really stupid in front of him?
*ponders*
HAHA !!
i`m so happy !!
(: thanks.
jolenekoh(:
FINALLY ! all presentations are over !!
but this means that exams are nearing.
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LOLS. by far, td`s presentation was the best. as in individual best for me. HAHA cause it was memorised (forced by mrs nair). wahahahahahaha
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ooh well, my grp was the last to present aft drawing the lots. the wait was tiring, anxious, scary. but we made it thru safely !
FINALLY ! my fri is not taken up by sch work and i can sleep in late !! haha, but i think i have to visit my aunt`s place tmr. BOOOOOOOOO. i wanna sleep more, use the internet more, and of cause, DO HOMEWORK AND REVISION !!
lalalala shall see how tmr.
hopefully my happy mood wouldn`t be trashed !
(((:
; miss
jolenekoh(:
so tired.
*yawn
EWS web based project presentation tmr.
SCARY ! cause mrs nair demands a lot. HAHA
wish me luck !
(((:
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felt kinda frustrated by all the things happening now.
and i was really fierce to my friends td.
SO SORRY ):
sorry, i couldn`t really help it.
but i quickly soften down when i felt that i was speaking too loud.
heh heh (:
I LOVE MY FRIENDS !
they could really bare with me.
but i hope i wouldn`t get all too irritating.
haha
hopefully everything will be over soon.
presentations, birthday celebrations and some class stuff.
YEAH ! TOMORROW !!
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haha can u imagine i fell asleep once i reached hme?!
time to catch some beauty sleep.
jolenekoh(:
Make peace with living.
It`s natural to die.
The fact that we make such a big hullabaloo over it is all
because we don`t see ourselves as part of nature.
We think because we are human we`re something above nature.
But we`re not. Everything that gets born, dies.
But we are still different from these wonderful plants and animals.
As long as we can love each other,
and remember the feeling of love we had,
we can die without ever really going away.
All the love you created is still there.
All the memories are still there.
You live on -- in the hearts of everyone you have touched
and nutured while you were here.
Death ends a life, not a relationship.
- Professor Morrie Schwartz
tuesdays with Morrie
jolenekoh(:
many words to say. but i don`t know how to.
but who can`t u forgive?
urself ?
maybe, just maybe, i was wrong again.
maybe, just maybe, i shld have held on tightly to my promise.
sigh, is it really wrong?
lalalalalalalala
lalalalalalalalala
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!
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shld i or shld i not ?
jolenekoh(: