; REALITY HITS HARD
Tuesday, February 28, 2006
tmr is march.
happy?
anw i`ve got a new hp!!!!
YIPPEE!!!
nahahahas.
hmms..
strangely i`ve always thought of what to write in my blog entries only at night.
hahas. esp before i wanna turn in.
but when i wake up the next day,
i forgot almost everything that i wanna blog bout.
hahas. i think lots of people feel this way too?
:)
ya. anw..
this few days i really can`t stand all the nagging.
they are really REALLY getting on my nerves.
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.
so don`t ever try to piss me off ppl.
and i`m getting irritated by my sis day by day can..
she think that she can sing like a professional singer..
so much so that she sings practically every minute!!
i wanna watch tv quietly but she keeps singing!!!
and can u imagine YOUR VERY-OWN-BLOOD-RELATED SISTER laughing AT YOU along with your cousin?!?!?!?!
fuck damn it.
i bet no one has been treated like this okayyyyy.
feeling so fuck-ed up.
whatever.
i shall end here.
peace out-
where`s the peaceful enviroment i yearn??!!!
jolenekoh(:
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Thursday, February 23, 2006
everytime when you are down,
i wanted to help you.
but you kept all of it to yourself.
everytime i was waiting for you to share `em with me.
but all you gave were excuses.
but all you did was to change the topic whenever i touched on `em.
i guess one day..
one day when you are finally willing to share your problems with me,
that day is the day when i don`t wanna listen to them.
you chose to end it this way.
all the talking that i`ve done
will go down the drain one day.
jolenekoh(:
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Sunday, February 19, 2006
okayy.. i rmb what i actually wanted to blog bout like 3days ago.
hahas.
ya so here it is.
apparently there`s this one of the days tat i saw this friend of mine online.
so i said hey to him.
i merely wanted to ask him how was the new syllabus and all.
then suddenly his status changed to busy.
and he didn`t even bother to reply me.
i was quite annoyed.
but i guess he`s BUSY with his Girlfriend.
ha. busy enough to not even care bout his old friends.
whatever.
but i`m really curious bout the new syllabus.
anw i went back for band on fri.
i didn`t sit in and play so i "hid" at the percu section side.
lols. and i was reading my book when viv went..
"you okayy not? you look sad."
well i didn`t admit of cause.
and i was like..
"no.. i`m okayy."
(:
but i didn`t remain sad laaa..
dinner with the usual gang aft band was gr8.
nahahas. eventually i cheered up.
hopefully my days ahead will be happier.
and i seriously HATE it when my parents start nagging.
it`s so irritating can.
and my sister`s singing is getting on my nerves.
grrrrrrrrrrrr...
even the those alerts and sounds fr msn is irritating.
gosh.
i don`t know why but i`m so easily annoyed these days.
guess all the rotting turned me into such a person.
(it`s not a good thing okay.)
i better put on the earpiece and listen to some songs.
but i guess what i really need most now is peace and silence.
peace out-
i really need peace and silence now!!!
*scream*
jolenekoh(:
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Wednesday, February 15, 2006
nahahahas.
i had been lazy.
oops. lols.
yea. i had been thinking alot lately.
both negative and positive.
i wanted to pen it down here in my blog.
but apparently i`ve forgotten.. like most of it?
hahas.
anw.. i think that my eng is like getting from bad to worse.
and my brain is like rotting ok!!
damn. just cause i have not been working my brain for like mths? ha.
die die die!!!
and i`ve been like losing sleep for mths.
sleeping in late and waking up late.
but even if i went to bed early, i just can`t seem to be able to fall asleep.
bummer.. really feel so URGH.
so just right in the moment, my sis borrowed 2 books fr the lib.
i decided to get one and read.
a bend in the road by nicholas sparks.
have not done that in ages and the feeling is really gr8!!
the book is really nice and it touched me.
guess cause i was feeling kinda emo this few days.
i don`t know why.
hahas. and i finished it alr.
nw i`ve got nothing to do again.
ha. gonna go get a book again.
hmms i can`t seem to remember what else i wanna say.
welll.. nvm.
ha.
enjoy your day!!
(:
jolenekoh(:
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Sunday, February 05, 2006
hoo hoo..
my blog has been silent for duno how many days man.
busy wif new yr and all.
yeah!!
collected quite a number of ang baos.
lols. $$$
mehehehehe.
anw i juz uploaded some pics.
so check it out at
http://piggyjo.shutterfly.com/action/
pjc had its open hse on fri. o4.o2.o6.
well i went back to perform wif em.
and i had loads of fun!!!
hahas.
other than e` open hse, it was oso pjc`s annual IETL day.
Innovate and Enterprise, Teaching and Learning day.
hahas. and elson soh performed during PioneerRama.
along wif his fellow singers.
obviously not only they performed.
many others performed.
CO had their fair share of prformance.
selected ones were asked to perform at e` outdoor stage.
apparently yanni wasn`t one of em.
:p
i tot penny and nn could make it for e` open hse and hav some fun.
but penny had the chingay rehearsal and nn ended sch late.
awww.. so nn went for np open hse instead. lols.
anw.. talking bout elson s**.
i really don`t hav a VERY GOOD impression of him.
i`m definitely not talking bout elson quek.
hahas.
let`s start off wif tat very 1st "interaction" wif him.
**ooo. before i start, i`m gonna warn u.
if u do not lik bitching bout ppl, i think u can stop reading.
i rather my tagboard be forever silent than to hav ppl flooding my tagboard wif unwanted and unwished for comments.
everything and anything aft this line is all my own comments.**
ok back to e` "story".
it was one of the chem lectures in LT3 on one of the days in 2oo5.
his class was behind my class.
apparently wif sucha luck, he was sitting behind my clique wif another 2gurls i think.
he was lik flaunting bout his watsoever average skills.
be it his studies or even his singing skills.
ha. he cant stop his f***ing mouth la.
he went on blabbering non-stop.
i felt lik saying tis in his face,
"come on la bastard. u got gurlfriend alr still wanna flirt wif tis 2 gurls. u think u got alot of charisma meh???"
to me, he really thinks tat he is TAT GREAT..
*can i puke? i need a plastic bag.*
o.. and for ppl`s information. if some out ther do not know.
he wasn`t the winner for teenage icon.
but he seems more lik the winner coz he is goin practically EVERYWHERE singing.
lik he want EVERYONE to know him liddat.
ha. pls loh. u`re not the winner loh.
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anw i think he ain`t tat good a singer wat.
he fared quite badly during the performance on PioneerRama.
i walked off when he sang half way.
sorry la. but if my 1st impression of him wasnt tat bad i would hav stayed on and finish listening to his song.
but seriously la. TOO BAD.
coz my very first impression of individuals is very impt.
btw when i was walking off, MY stop my tracks.
she said,
"he`s the one whom u bitched bout last time rite?"
and i was lik.. isit? i dun even rmb until she reminded me loh.
hahas see how unnoticeable and unimportant he is?
not someone i will take note of.
small fry.
:p
another additional information.
tis smtg i heard but is true.
he hangs out wif another 3 bitches.
so if he can click and hang out wif those 3 bitches,
i think his own character is NO WHERE BETTER.
ok end of my own comments.
a very long post aft quite some time eh?
hahas.
ciao.
jolenekoh(:
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